--- \\\\when the cookie was trapped inside a poisonous self harmed chamber called "THE DEATH EGG" the cookie was never able to express anything of what it went through, the feelings & thoughts that drains it till this day like a polluted river, those experiences will be displayed only through music and using it's strings and grab each melody to escape the life of decay.|||| ---
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MY TEARS ARE ON THE MP3

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i made this while barney was to busy having hungovers :/
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yes so i was like
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
.
why my heart feel like a piece of shit?
since 2002 wrist slit
it aint fictive
feeling god hates me
aint nobody gonna bother to save me
just drain me 
.
dual wield that bitches throat
dick her down 
my dick feel like a mountain goat
the second dick is my knife to make her guts disappear like a ghost
reappear & u get cut like a throat
.
she smile for the camera 
while i try to hide the tears with the xanax bar 
i eat it like a musqueteer
chug it down with a beer
it aint enough oh dear
my mind wont clear the fear 
.
u bitches be rainbow rainbow road
gut u down like ur nothing but a toad
wrist slit bitch u are nothing but a show
i flee then reappear in ur head
tell me why do u feel dead?
there is nothing needed to be said
everything will forever be the same
u will never know
.
u know i will never be sane
saying my fault im a bullet for ur brain
again im sorry im forever insane, sane 
saying im forever insane
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my blood shines like glitter demo

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i don't wanna be around anybody
i just wanna drown in this liquor
thats killing me slowly
cause even when i was young
all i felt is that i was dying
nobody was there

i dont wanna see the light
all of that is nothing but lies
soo please can someone grant me the wish
to disappear

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nobody was there demo

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day and night
ive been thinking about her ever since she slit her wrist
my thoughts and tears in the abbys
i don't wanna live a life like this 

ive been playing cards with death every single day
(day)

what else is there to say
i hate this fucking place 

i know u drown in every single pill bottle
to lifeless days u just want to erase
everybody that was there came to do betray u soo u decay/soo u decay

you will never build a place for someone to stay
(stay/stay/stay)
i look for better days to draw a better fate 
but im captured by hate
im captured by hate

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PLAYING CARDS WITH DEATH

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cause how am i able to deal with the pain?
if you're still in the brain
like novacane in my veins
i can't even sleep well
its cliche i know but i cant even eat well too
im just telling you the truth


im sorry for the hurt my dear
my favorite substance my dear
let me know if you still hear me?
i still wish you were still alive here with me
im sorry for the guiltiness selfish feelings.

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KLONOxROMANCE

to whoever is listening to this..

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i feel like shit
i just want the bitch to die and wrist slit

you a fucking cancer go ahead and rot
you made me feel like a mistake
you laughed at my tears i just want to break
day by day i just wanna rip your jaw out
i just wanna put a bullet in my head
i no longer wanna be awake
i rather overdose than fucking heartaches mixed with headaches
you think existing with you is painless?
i gotta hang ur fucking little ones
cause you're fucking brainless

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JAWLESS EXISTANCE

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losing interest to live
i gave it my all i don't know what else to give
hello
they say don't lose control
but it's all their fault
i hate you and i hate myself
you say you love me please go to hell

they way i live now
it hurts

they way i die now
it's worse

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LOSING INTEREST

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i feel safe with my drugs
but when i need more im fucked up
this is not the life i wanted 
i hate myself i promise
i try so hard but i come as nothing
might as well give up

give me cocaine
i don't care
3 pills to pass the day
3 pills to numb the pain
now im locked up again
will anybody miss me?
now im locked up again

give me cocaine i dont care
3 pills to pass the day
3 pills to numb the pain
now im here locked up again
will anybody miss me?

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TRYING BUT STILL DYING

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know 
you're 
rotting 
my brain
give me
some time 
to change
i'll give my heart 
without 
the mistakes

i feel 
the sky today

can you
feel 
my 
pain
today?

i love
you
thats 
a shame

break
my
heart
in 
different shapes

i know i won't be saved
but im still gonna stay
cause i think about you
cause i think about you
 all damm day

(4x)
(all damm day)
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HEART OF THE MISTAKE

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i hung up the phone
now the pain feels worse than before
baby your voice stabbed my heart with glass shards
speaking with you is no longer a comfort
my feelings to you is nothing but dust 

i just marked my skin again
took 3 pills again
and went to sleep
now the water is getting deep
im no longer swimming im drowning
and to you thats nothing 

nothing
exhausted
how do i escape my mind?
how do i escape the lies?
how do i escape the lies and cuts that you provide? 

(2x)
just say it
im nothing
were nothing 

(5x)
i
am
nothing
(nothing)
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UNSPOKEN NOTHING

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i know im dying again
In a world of broken dreams
you know i'll never see the light again
again
it's just what it seems
no one can see the pain inside
another day goes by
not even my angel sticks by my side
the memories hurts more than love
more than love
it leaves the nastiest
nastiest scars
the only one that understands me is the stars above
spent my days trying to hurt myself
to see if i still feel
but a broken heart cannot heal
right now in life im trying to feel less
putting pills in my soul till i feel hopeless
i don't remember what is like to not feel broken
to not feel broken
to not feel broken
broken
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