ʕ ˵ ̿–ᴥ ̿– ˵ ʔ mini songs

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(part 1)

did i ever had a childhood
i remember this place 
but it makes my soul filled with poison 
im so fucking tired
im waiting for my life to retire
sleep the days aways
watch the years say goodbye
they asking how are u doin
i dont even know who i am anymore
i dont even know whats going on anymore
i keep asking the same question
why do they lie
why do they break my heart
why do they drug my head
why do they always find a way to make me feel dead
im not worthy of love
maybe i should stop being dramatic
maybe i should just disappear already
and go ahead and cry and mark the abusive days in my skin
but i feel that i need u
but ur wishing for me to be gone
because im nothing but a worthless piece of cancer 

(part 2)

waking up in the morning
feeling suicidal 
trying not to slit my wrist
im praying to be gone but at the same time i feel like im not done with this life
but everyday my heart is drowning and my head is upset always feeling that i wanna die
i wanna let them know that i always overdose 
when they are around
but its a good feeling that i dont want to delete
i look in the mirror looking at something i despise 
hoping one day it just goes and dies
how can u live they say
when ur the one that burned everything thats beautiful
and everytime i receive something good 
i kill the butterflies to not be full
i just disappear again
and never feel good again
and to many i love you's i said
they just shoot my heart with they say
that u are nothing but an abusive liar

(part 3)
ive been damaged to much
i need a shoulder to cry on
ive been traumatized to much
i need some alchohol to drown on
if i dont have any sedatives
i use a blade to cut my face
make a smile
cuz thats what they all wanna see
ive been beyond hurt
ive been ruined
and now i have to live damaged like a curse
yet i cant stay away from abusers
i dont think they know what they did to me
i never asked for this 
but it still feels that i deserve it
people say that they want to be kids again
everytime i think about those words
its all the fucking abuse i lived 
but im still living it
please i want it to stop
i dont understand
i just want to be happy for once
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(to those that stayed the entire thing...really thank you for being here and im hugging the phone hoping it reaches u...)

CHILDHOOD PART ONE

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*kiwi✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

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you have
a nice heart
i wanna spend the rest of my sunsets
with you
darling you're different
your eyes are glowing
im glad you exist
you are the pills that don't kill me
i can barely breathe when you leave
i need your hugs for hours
im a mess but with you i can live sober
with you i don't want life to be over
sometimes i wanna go somewhere
where nobody knows my name
the definition of life is all heartbreak
but i rather talk about you
darling your everything
while we are in this world together
whenever your broken
il kiss your scars and make every moment beautiful
wish you were here
or i was there
or we were together anywhere
i saw the galaxy in your eyes
the beautiful art of your eyes 
gave me life
i need you more than you think 
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|･ω･)
|⊂ノ


U ARE THE PILLS THAT DON'T KILL ME

sushi sushi suuuuuuuushiiiiiiiii
melapushiiiii cacacacaca >///<

i will not leave u alone in this world. (mini song)

yea umm....wat.. PISHYYYYPSHIII FOURNITCATEY.

tell me u love me until its stuck in my head. (mini song)

haha...i hate u. (mini song)

ʕง•ᴥ•ʔง   :(   Σʕﾟᴥﾟﾉʔﾉ

estar conmigo es cancer. (mini song)

mochi luv. (mini song)

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(2x)
i don't wanna waste my time with you
you made me feel wasteful 


how many times was i dying with you?
i don't wanna be with you anymore
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imma kick u
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(  `・ω・)つ... (´・ω・)
(つ　   ｒ... ⊂ノ　　ニつ
｜　 _つ.   ...（`(´　ノ
`し´           .. .   |｜ ﾉ
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┣┫A┣┫A┣┫A ┣┫A┣┫A┣┫A..

OVERLY SENSITIVE MUFFIN (mini song)

can u tell me? (mini song)

ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ  ♡  ╲ʕ·ᴥ·　╲ʔ



ur my favorite razor blade. (mini song)

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‎　＿ノ ヽ ノ＼ __
‎/　`/ ⌒   Ｙ ⌒ Ｙ  ヽ
‎( 　(三ヽ人　 /　　 |
‎|　ﾉ⌒＼ ￣￣ヽ　 ノ   
‎ヽ＿＿＿＞､＿＿_／
‎　　 ｜( 王 ﾉ〈         (\__/)
‎　　 /ﾐ`ー―彡\        (•ㅅ•)
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lousy draft. (mini song)

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(4x)
 tell me why i need u?

(2x)
oh im overhells over u
ur my favorite pill girl

i need u.
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i need u. (mini song)

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
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i despise how im still alive
time will never stop
soo i'll never be fine
take 9 pills to make the job done
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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*


pills make it alright. (mini song)

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girl with the pretty smile
you kiss my broken heart
give me hope
soo i won't die
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pretty smile pls kiss me while im dying.

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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× /|||~°~  our veins cannot connect if we continue being razor blades towards each other ~\ |||/ ×


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