i made this album in a club today in Sun, Feb 23 2025// i hope this album makes ur week/month/year wrapping u in a blanket, i know u went thru a lot soo look at the sky tonight, the stars are there for u// this canvas represents a specific day where i almost lost my life again and once again new memories mixed with old memories resurfaces & affects the mind in certain ways to different perspectives in the end. this canvas is supposed to represent no guilt but accept how the scar is with no complaint / hope u enjoy ||♡☆

INTOXICATEDxCANVAS

Call In Sick / Reflection

Call in Sick / Reflection

Call in Sick

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tell me im the reason for your pain
tell me why 
im the reason 
why 
you 
can't 
sleep 
/
tell me 
im the reason why you can't
eat anymore/sleep anymore
tell me 
you can't breathe anymore
feel anymore
the pain is soo sore
everything can't heal anymore
/
can the tissue heal anymore?
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　 　　　／` ミ＿xノ
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　| (￣ヽ＿ヽ)__)
　＼二つ

PAIN REVOLVER

///<>×~\\\\\\\\\⌯'▾'⌯ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ⸝⸝^.  ̫ .^⸝⸝

INTERLUDE OF A DISTURBED REALITY

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(2x)
if i can't fall in love again

(4x)
i'll be running away

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go ahead & lay on my shoulder
i need you & it's not over
no not yet
i know you're drunk & confused
i know the cxcaine fuels your heart (oh)
but i need you my buttercup 
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BUTTERCUP CANE

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darling ur eyes
its better than watching the world die

hold my hand
i'll take u to a place better than life

and if we fall
dont cry ur still in my arms

i love the way u smile
u look so divine when u smile
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I'LL TAKE U TO A PLACE BETTER THAN LIFE

---
were tight up and dead
writing a letter
for the world 
soo nobody will forget

i just wanted
to
be
everybodys everything
but i-
im not e-
im not en-
im not enough

not enough
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.　          (＼゜。
.　 )＼／￣￣ヽ
.  /彡　    ･ ω･|
(_／＼　　　/
　  (／￣`~／


SORROWED FALLEN ANGEL

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when i wake up
everything seems to wash out
and when i wake up
everything seems to break up

break up
i don't know why i wake up
wake
up
wake
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WHEN I WAKE UP

A real hb product!

Wish You’d Leave 

guitar, drums, bass, prod - sw1sh

@sw1shh

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I wish you’d leave 

When I close my eyes 
All odds are against me 

They’re against me 

I tried to let it go
Not get closer, but break apart
Every time I close my eyes
You show 

I never 
Thought I could fall again 
And never again 
Death to what's in my head

Strike 

Strike me down by the hands of grace 
Grant me my wish and conceal my fate

Wish You’d Leave

90's influenced hard rock produced and recorded in Metro Detroit.

I've become the slow momentum of common value in decline.
Hats of to those who made it. As for me, I'm getting back in line.

All the hopeless lining up with what they found.
Who decides who will fly, I'm running out of one more try.
And the hapless, cueing up for one more round.
Who decides when stars align, I'm running out of one more try.
As the hopeless pass me by.

All the good that I found, slowly leaks and slowly lets you down.
Now you have my soul to take. On the run and feeling less than great.

All the hopeless lining up with what they found.
Who decides who will fly, I'm running out of one more try.
And the hapless, cueing up for one more round.
Who decides when stars collide, I'm running out of one more try.
As the hapless walk on by.

Who decides when to try? I'm racing on the bottom.
Who decides when to lie?  I'm l lying on the bottom.

Back in Line

90's inspired guitar rock. Produced and recorded in Metro Detroit.

Saw him on the way to work, a face without a soul.
I see him grinding most every day.
When evening comes his day is done. He parks out on the road.
But when he's home, he's so alone. He's got no place to go.

I will ride when he drives.
Anyway I want to know, I've got no place to go.

The evening cracks. The man is on his own.
He clicks a belt and slips it into drive.
Where he goes, I just don't know. I'll help him find his way.
I decide he takes a ride just to get through one more day.

I will ride when he drives.
Anyway I want to know. I've got no place to go.
Will he die if I thrive.
Anyway I want to know. I've got no place to go.

My shadow's getting longer everyday.
Watching shadows past fade away.
My shadow's getting longer, that's no doubt.
Well that's just how life stretches out.

When He Drives

꧁༺ ༒ ༻꧂
//
mama
im dying
mama
im dying
mama
im dying
/
help me
help me
before i
before i
lose my mind
mom help
losing my-
-no-
/
before i lose my mind
before i lose my mind
before i lose my mind
before i lose my mind
before i lose my mind
before i lose my mind
/
im not gonna be ur fucking crucifix
before i lose my mind
u take that crucifix away from me
u tortured me
fucked me
raped me
thats all i gotta say
/
this isnt music
these are my tears
fuck u
fuck u
/
we know
i know 
i know where u fucking live
we know 
we know
we know where u fucking live
we know
i know
i know where u fucking live
we know
i know
i know where u fucking live
u better stop fucking torturing me
we know
where u fucking live
/
thats all i gotta say
thats all i gotta say
/
what else is there to say?
//
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MY CROSS SCARS

///
do i gotta let go?
right now?
now
do i gotta let go?
right now
do i gotta let go?
right now
/
last night
last night
it was a nightmare whoa
it was a nightmare no
ain't going back there no
im living life good now go
i don't wanna feel awful again
because of u
/
let me go
do i gotta let go?
do i gotta let go?
do i gotta let go?
let go/go
///

LET GO OF THE NIGHTMARE (prod. rx808)

//
collapse into me
just once
trust once
promise you never have to fall again/again
again/again
collapse into me
trust once i promise u
u never have to fall again
fall
fall again
/
save
saving my garden
save
saving my garden
babe
ur eyes
glimpses
in my soul
glimpses
in my soul
/
hold on to me
collapse onto me
//
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COLLAPSINGxSOULS (prod. rx808)

//
everything will be alright
under the moonlight
in my arms ur ok
no more pain
it's ok 
finally i can say
life
everything is the best day
everyday is the best day
everyday is the best day
/
don't let go
don't let go
don't let go
//
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everything is going to be ok (prod. rx808)

■.■
//
babe when ur heartbroken
just be by my side
i'll give u the drug love
and i'll disappear in the next life 
/
no more nasty names
let's just fuk
no more nasty names
u my summer time fuk babe
why we gotta argue all time babe?
u don't wanna know me hey
u don't wanna love me forever hey
i can see it in ur eyes
why u gotta lie all the time
we can fuk and that's fine
don't break/don't break
our heart/our heart
/
babe when ur heartbroken
just be by my side
i'll give u the drug love
and i'll disappear in the next life 
///
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HEARTBREAKxNECKxKISSES

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don't let go
in a red room
dance with me
in a red room
u are safe with me
in a red room
dance here with me
/
pills no more
xanax no more
u are safe with me
come dance with me
u are safe with me
come dance with me
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DANCING IN A RED ROOM

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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WHEN I WAKE UP

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