Name: 1. Anxious (Intro) by Cloroxcide in Spectrality
Duration: 3 min 11 s
Description: Art By @TNTSlinky

Art By @TNTSlinky


This is a collection of my favorite songs i've made in the past year up to now I hope you enjoy the scores and the songs ive made very special thank you to @michaelharrison, @heyrick and @vito2300 for making some of these songs possible

Spectrality

prod. aftced

lyrics:

Already ate my meal of the day
So find me some new shit to bring to the table
Don't mark my words, I've nothing to say
I've nothing to feed on I don't need a plateful
Select the game wisely if you want playful
You thinking bout flawless but aimed for the fatal
Bet one look away and see I'm the portrayal
Of all of people you worship as angels
I'm that one kid with no coat on when it pours
I'm the one kid in the cold air wearing shorts
I'm the one kid doing what I can to bend the norm
I'm the one thing lightning strikes at in the storm

You sold out 'fore you could make it into carts
You could make the greatest garden with a yard
What you toil for if you don't got shit to commit to?
What you doin as the boss of every tool you misuse?
So why you wanna villain me?
Filled with forfeitability
Assembled your position, structured with your gullibilities
A zero to a killing spree
Can you try being real wit me?
Why every last delinquent diving in a hole so willingly?

How far I've come as a person
I walk in as a new version
One thing I'm knowing for certain
You're only catching me working
Make sure my grinding be hurting
If I've been wounded, don't nurse me
That's how you know I stay learning
That's how you know I been serving
Now everything I've ever asked for
They finally getting my bag full
I'm finally forming a castle
This whole fuckin journey a battle
This whole fuckin journey a travel
I'm watching my wishes unravel
I'm far enough, I can't come back home
I'm far away working my ass off

You sold out 'fore you could make it into carts
You could make the greatest garden with a yard
What you toil for if you don't got shit to commit to?
What you doin as the boss of every tool you misuse?
So why you wanna villain me?
Filled with forfeitability
Assembled your position, structured with your gullibilities
A zero to a killing spree
Can you try being real wit me?
Why every last delinquent diving in a hole so willingly ?

Unravelment

2. Despair

1. Anxious (Intro)

5. Falling Apart (Micheal Harisson x Heyrick)

10. Liminal (Interlude)

3. Runnin Out Of TIme

9. Who Am I To Blame

4. BALL

HOWRUDEOFYOU(PROD.ECKSEM)

*lyrics* (prod. aftced)
I’m tired of this fucking cycle, a mental whirlpool
Drowning in my thoughts and these waters so cruel
I thought that I could float without the life raft 
Now I’m sittin at the bottom want my life back
It just got started, beginning of the end 
The hardest part is gettin up just to try again
I hate it all, how hard it is cause my skin
When they build a around the goal so you can’t win
Niggas tamper with the rules and the scoreboard 
Fuck it then not tryna play this bullshit anymore
Lot of niggas who don’t care about the game get controllers
Not gon be much of a future when I’m older

I’m not tryna hear no rebuttals
Sick & tired of everyday of treading through puddles
Cuz when the roof caves in who’s gon survive in the rubble
Playin Russian Roulette with my future gotta be humble

Pride made of stone, let the right waves hit it see it all erode 
When life being the pressure will your world implode
No this not a show of hands, a lot of you abandon morals & follow with commands
Said I’m sick of being seated, knees weak but I stand
They not tryna rise up without another nigga plan
And it’s only eat the rich til you get a couple bands

I’m not tryna hear no rebuttals
Sick & tired of everyday of treading through puddles
Cuz when the roof caves in who’s gon survive in the rubble
Playin Russian Roulette with my future gotta be humble

Everyday we rise & shine, ain’t no time for rest
Maybe I should clear the air before I take a breath
I don’t care what niggas say happiness come with a check
I don’t see no fuckin reason to be smiling in debt
Niggas only wanna clique up just to add to my problems
You mad about some petty shit won’t shake my hand why?
Let me tell you biggest regret that I have not sayin bye
If that’s really how you feel come equipped with a disguise 
And while you’re playing this charade don’t you look me in the eyes

I’m not tryna hear no rebuttals
Sick & tired of everyday of treading through puddles
Cuz when the roof caves in who’s gon survive in the rubble
Playin Russian Roulette with my future gotta be humble

I’m not tryna hear no rebuttals
Sick & tired of everyday of treading through puddles
Cuz when the roof caves in who’s gon survive in the rubble
Playin Russian Roulette with my future gotta be humble

Playin Russian Roulette with my future gotta be humble

LEV SPOTIFY

Blue Bellied Lizard

*lyrics* [Prod. CPO3]
What’s worse?
Feeling nothing or feeling lost?
What’s worse?
Paying the price or feeling the cost?
When on the move I’m hittin the same walls 

What’s worse?
Feeling nothing or feeling lost?
What’s worse?
Paying the price or feeling the cost?
When on the move I’m hittin the same walls 

You could take a smile from me, you could make a flower ugly
If its not what you wanna hear then my words mean nothing
I don’t know nothing positive, just take me out the populous
Can’t tell the world bout how I feel cuz it responds by talkin shit
Uncle Sam’s got a noose on me, wish that he would tighten it
I’m tired of waking up and acting like I’m liking it
I just want you to know that I’m a person too 
But you’re caught up in the rhythms so ignore all my blues

Everyday I learn my life is meaningless
Define us by the skin they really teasing us 
It doesn’t matter if the police kill me or I kill myself
Cuz ain’t nobody care bout how a black men felt 

I’m not good with people, I no longer have patience
But I want good for people, and can’t allow no complacence
This not for your approval this because I made a promise
When I turned 18, I swore to never be dishonest
Everything I do will be in Pernell’s name, Ike
I couldn’t save his maybe I’ll save other lives
Just tryna spare some pain and trauma from a kid like me
But I feel reaching that dream has become unlikely
The day I have somebody say that I’m their inspiration
Is the day I cry with bloody hands I meet my expectations 
Still won’t be enough for my karma fixation 

Everyday I learn my life is meaningless
Define us by the skin they really teasing us 
It doesn’t matter if the police kill me or I kill myself
Cuz ain’t nobody care bout how a black men felt 

You burnt down my peace and formed the ashes to a heart 
Aware I barely sleep so you took my bed apart
Cost me an arm and leg, more baggage in the cart
And everyday you say my name, I feel dehumanized
I’ve seen so many faces not a caring soul behind
Wanted real people behind me not some knives in my back
I let so many people rest to keep they dreams intact
Seems they got the last laugh I never got the joke
Now I know the punchline, I carried too much hope
Knocked out by reality, words stuck in my throat 
I’m not your friend or favorite artist just a nigga now
Since we look alike, I know another comes around
Once I was weak and craved all the validation
But nobody cares for niggas in this nation
I went insane tryna keep my faith I mattered 
But I’m a crab on another crabs platter

1. Anxious (Intro)

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