straight shooting myself to this shit its goated

cool song from the time where i was always really manic and jd was there to keep me sane. 
recorded by jd 2021-08-08
@jdjd52 @lllovbug
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[kx]
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

i dont like to cut but
i wanna feel the pain
i dont like to feel it
but it reminds me
that i am alive and
that im okay
am i really okay
i dont know yet
everyone just sleeps so
im so used to it
i feel like im deceased the way that they all just look past and
i dont really get it
why cant you just look at me
and i dont really get it
why cant you just talk to me

living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

[jd]
you told me that i talk too much
or i thought too much
or i love too much okay
had your trust n then i fucked it up
i dont trust enough
id do anything to be okay
n to be honest ya i need u now more than ever
n truthfully it sucks that we cant be together
i wish i could make you stay
i wish i could make you stay
or just had another day
or just had another day
ok like fuck it im the bad guy
i dont even care anymore
i did that thing again where i lied
think ive become to much to bear anymore
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i struggled with this track, mixing jds part originally, which is why i didnt post our version together, we joked around and i poked fun at his og mix lmaoooo, thought i'd post now that i know roughly how to mix. releasing this version on user because I broke things off with his friends awfully and don't want to be disrespectful by posting on my page. originally off my ep shattered tears, long gone now though. ill probably release the solo version on my page later though. just wanted this up here cuz i love his verse. 
EDIT: i probably wont drop the solo version, its not the same w/o him

cutz (ft. jd) [prod. lovbug]

prod. + vocals  -> me 
Art by myself  


lyrics -


empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

wonder if it all 	
was just meaningless 
hope my heart can be salvaged
from this broken mess

did all i could
tried my best 
the time has come to
put this to rest 

empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

i second guess . . .

~ 2nd Guess ~

in order of appearance: Rocco Bunko (hook) angel jelly, donttrustlando, bimmy2ne, fionalone

prod. holidaykiss, donttrustlando, fionalone
cover art by kickfliptommy

twitter.com/normalcule

neighbors ft. Rocco Bunko, angel jelly, donttrustlando, bimmy2ne, fionalone

self prod
feat @kathrnn

all plats september 11th (deadass)

visuals
https://youtu.be/Zs7EZb0aDJU


idek the lyrics

thrax-R-us freestyle

thrax-R-us freestyle + kt

Imagine anime people fighting Idk

everything by urs truly @stellathepixie

the sooner u leave
the sooner ur home
im proud of myself
i didn’t wanna go

the place i am now
just good luck n good days

but i’ll never bleed
so much its cliche
watch u hang my skin
like a python display

i don’t want permission
2 get on my medicine

mayb u should stuff my eyes with leaves
(mayb im jus learning how 2 grieve)
cos i know u were

asking 11 questions
wishing on 1 more earthbound star
drive me 2 hell in a benzo
drive me 2 hell in a racecar

one more time
grip the wheel
no matter what
im still gonna be here

1 to 9
my ride or die
i feel alive
but check my vitals

what do you mean you don’t know
what do you mean you don’t know
what do you mean u won’t stay
sick as life is, a stones throw

racecar interlude (pixie)

produced by guda
engineered by lucy02
this is the same shit it always is.

thruthetrees

stream: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5TRELohu6tdUmSdE9GzYS0?si=UnwKwmPQQLu_CoshUsxB-w

Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay

I hate it when my hands start shaking
And I hate it when the faces start changing
Yeah, the money come around and they start hating
And the cracks start to show, yeah it's breaking

Yeah, me and my bros speeding through the red lights
Bitch go 300, yeah that shit flies

Yeah, stay with my day ones
You couldn't do what we done
Yeah, lil' bitch you no one

Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay

But sometimes, the pressure gets to my chest
And I can't seem to get no rest
I could never fuck with the fake shit, yuh
Say it to my face lil' bitch, fuck that shit that's it

yeah okay!

Ouija

Whispers of Yesterday

The Fields of Normandy

if u need me hit me on twitter or ghetsxs@gmail.com

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