Xanman - Only Way Out

They buried me alive

mamba mentality

butterflies

Streetlights flicker in the rain,

blue sky  (2)

Eazy

Proper

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[Intro]
Yeah… I’ve been tryna paint my feelings but the colors fade away
Every time I think I’m healing, it just hits me in the same place

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[Verse 1]

I’ve been walking on a tightrope, barely holding balance
Everybody sees the smile, never sees the damage
Heart’s a little fragile, mind’s a little manic
Trying not to panic, pressure turning volcanic
Late nights talking to the shadows on my wall
They know every single rise, every time I start to fall
I’ve been hiding from the echoes, but they always seem to call
And the pieces that I dropped still remember how to crawl

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[Pre-Chorus]

I’m tryna breathe, but the quiet’s getting violent
Hope’s a little spark, but the fear keeps fighting
Still I keep going even when it gets silent
’Cause I know one day I’ll find where the light went

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[Chorus]

So I pour my heart into this hollow color
Hoping it’ll fill the cracks with something stronger
Every time I slip, I rise back taller
Yeah, I still try, even when it feels darker
Running from the noise that pulls me under
Searching for a beat that feels like thunder
Maybe I’m a mess, but I still wonder
How far I’ll go when I break that border

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[Verse 2]

Told myself I’d heal, but I’m still learning how
Some days I fall apart, some days I level out
People say I’m different, but they never hear the sound
Of the doubts in my chest when the world gets loud
I’ve been fighting with the mirror, it keeps showing me the past
But I’m tired of the version of me breaking like glass
So I’m picking up the pieces, putting gold inside the cracks
Turning all the heavy into something built to last
Running in a circle, gotta break it, never settle
Heart is beating like a drum and every thought becomes a rebel
Every step is getting heavy like I’m walking with the metal
But I’m climbing through the chaos tryna find another level
Got a pocket full of worries and a head full of pressure
But I’m turning all the trouble into something I can measure
Every failure is a lesson, every scar is like a treasure
’Cause I know I’ll make a future that is bigger, brighter, better

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[Pre-Chorus]

I’m tryna breathe, and the fear gets quieter
The more I chase the truth, the more I get lighter
I’ve been burned before, but I rose from fire
Now the hope in my chest grows higher

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[Chorus]

So I pour my heart into this hollow color
Let it paint the sky, let it pull me closer
Every time I break, I rise back stronger
Yeah, I still try, even when it feels darker
Running from the noise that pulls me under
Searching for a beat that feels like thunder
Maybe I’m a mess, but I still wonder
How far I’ll go when I break that border

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[Bridge]

Someday I’ll stand on steady ground
Someday I won’t be falling down
And even if I’m shaking now
I’m learning how to turn it around
Every wound becomes a sound
And I’m gonna let it out, let it out

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[Final Chorus]

I pour my heart into this hollow color
Leave behind the weight I used to cover
Every time I slip, I rise back taller
Yeah, I still try, even when it feels darker
Running from the noise that pulls me under
Searching for a beat that feels like thunder
I’m not perfect, but I’m getting closer—
To the part of me that won’t go under

when I break that border

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Xanman - Talk About It

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