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(cloudii)

I keep falling through my shadow 
All this darkness it inspires me 
Loss is tearing me apart
I think I’m gonna need more surgery 
On the inside I feel empty 
And all around me is so hollow
But since my soul is made of glass
I guess being broken was always meant to be

My soul is glass and 
Death is a brick wall
My body a vessel 
The flesh is nothing 
My soul goes through it 
To everywhere and to 
Nowhere at all
At least that’s what I tell myself 
Death isn’t scary, well
There’s only one way to really know

And I keep falling
Into my shadow 
My soul is grieving
The glass shattered
I wanna hold on
But I know better
Cause if I stay here
It lasts forever
(darkness)

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cyber dreams

(cloudii)

Bionic heart
Cut all of my organs out, tear me apart
Sew me back together like an Edgerunner 
Sew me back together 

So long
Haven't felt weightless in so long
Wish my surgeon would cut me up
And just leave me hollow
Cause I don't wanna feel heart beats all day no rest
Death's pendulum I'll just rip it out of my chest
Everyday I hope it won't be like this 
Tomorrow 

And I don't wanna wait 
Carve my soul apart until I reach
Oblivion

Bionic heart
Cut all of my organs out, tear me apart
Sew me back together like an Edgerunner 
Sew me back together 

Bionic heart
Cut all of my organs out, tear me apart
Sew me back together like an Edgerunner 
Sew me back together 

Blood all on the floor, heart up out my chest
Surgeries going well I can tell from all the ribs
Scalpel is slitting me as bionics meet my skin
Slight hesitation but I can't go back 
I just wanna be all chrome
Proceeding operations til I feel at home 
From the soul in my chest to my bones
No humanity left here to hold on

Now I see what life means
So many surgeries and now all I miss is my 
Heart beat 

Bionic heart
Cut all of my organs out, tear me apart
Sew me back together like an Edgerunner 
Sew me back together 

Bionic heart
Cut all of my organs out, tear me apart
Sew me back together like an Edgerunner 
Sew me back together

bionic heart

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(i’ve been thinking bout you lately)

i’ve been thinking bout you lately 
all these thoughts in my head a little crazy
running from it all you couldn’t take it 
put the knife to my skin and let it taste me 
just a ghost in the shell incasing
fall apart i’m just worthless waiting 
every little false hope is devastating
you couldn’t save yourself you couldn’t save me 

take me to the moon
drown me in the stars 
take me to the moon
(you know i fall apart for you)
drown me in the stars 
(you couldn't save me)

(you know i fall apart for you)
cloudii
(you need to find your own dream)
(but you could't save me)

promise me the moon

yeah
(woah)
yeah 
(woah)
yeah 
(woah)

lonely net runner tryna run from the pain 
and each augmentation is another mistake 
i still try even though i know you’re so far away
i want all of you 

i want it all
i don’t care if it’s selfish 
i want it all 
i want it all
i don’t care if it’s selfish 
i want it all 

ice bath 
wires stab 
into the back of my head 
unconscious 
lost in the blue room
and i’m running as fast as i can 

am i selfish for wanting this all to myself? 
and i’ve been waiting all this time but it never helps 
net running solo i have eyes for you and nobody else
so let me bleed out 
breath in 
breath out 
no one to watch my body now
i would die for you but can i live without? 

i try i try to feel okay 
but these wounds they stab a little more everyday 
net running my whole life away

yeah 
(woah)
yeah 
(woah)
yeah
(woah) 

lonely net runner tryna run from the pain 
and each augmentation is another mistake 
i still try even though i know you’re so far away 
i want all of you

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u make it obvious
to u 
i don’t mean anything at all 
oh yeah 
cause of u 
woah
i am all alone 
this black hole void is my soul 
yeah

u 
u taught me how to cut myself 
and u showed me pain like nobody else
i can’t trust anyone else anymore 
oh yeah 
cause of u 
woah
i am all alone 
this black hole void is my soul 
woah 


my whole life i’ve felt crippling loneliness in me
i don’t see a way out this dark
it doesn’t matter how many people there are 
it is all around me
and it eats away at my heart 
so i’ll cut cut cut cut just to feel something…

u make it obvious
to u 
i don’t mean anything at all 
oh yeah 
cause of u 
woah
i am all alone 
this black hole void is my soul 
yeah

u 
u taught me how to cut myself 
and u showed me pain like nobody else
i can’t trust anyone else anymore 
oh yeah 
cause of u 
woah
i am all alone 
this black hole void is my soul 
woah

into the void

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ft @9aradox

yeah u kno
i am never letting go 
put the knife up to my neck 
and let it taste upon my soul 
yeah my tears are always black 
and my flesh is always cold 
maybe this my 9th symphony 
cause i’m pale as a ghost 

yeah i’m pale as a ghost x2
yeah u think i’m doing bad now? 
should see me at my lowest
and i’m taking so much damage 
like where did my health go? 
have i really been forsaken? 
guess i will never know

yaaaa it’s 9aradox
i like ur nails girl u should press em to my chest yeah
fur coat do u like the way i’m dressed?
girl ur runnin thru my head i swear tht u got me obsessed 
im obsessed girl im so obsessed with knives 
bitch im better than the rest and i dnt even have to try 
i stare the devil in the eye 
i walk the fukn line 
between life and death u kno i do it all the time

yeah i’m pale as a ghost x2
yeah u think i’m doing bad now? 
should see me at my lowest
and i’m taking so much damage 
like where did my health go? 
have i really been forsaken? 
guess i will never know

DAM4GE ft 9aradox

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so will u stay with me this time?
please don’t leave me behind 
i dream of a better life 
your curse it forever dies
cut my organs out of me 
if it’ll help keep u alive
you’ve been cursed with the worst disease 
an epithet for suicide 

u have been poisoned 
p-poisoned 
u have been poisoned
p-poisoned

said they wanna see my face
but i won’t take my mask off
i’ve been running out of time
still can’t outrun my shadow 
ferry on the River Styx
it’s Charon with the last call
darkness follows me yeah everywhere that i go 

lifeless in this life i’m really just like a scarecrow
seen some things with my eyes that i might not get over
there’s poison in my heart
my blood is cursed
that’s all that i know 
if u can relate well then..

u have been poisoned 
p-poisoned 
u have been poisoned
p-poisoned

(hope that we make it out alive)
(slit slit slit slit)

u have been poisoned

been remixing gl0wrm songs all week and this is my fav one i made so thought i would share<3
it's sad that we won't be able to hear any more new songs from her, so hopefully this remix is special to u like it is to me
i have a ton of other ones as well that i might put into a compilation but we'll see
thx for listening<3
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p.s. i'm making no money from this. i made this for fun and tried my best to make a well executed remix to an already perfect song and i hope i did it justice<3

gl0wrm - satan try n stop me [𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙞𝙞 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙭<𝟯]

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i saw whatchu said and it forever haunts me
u turned me into a ghost, nobody even knows me 
i just wanna find myself somebody one and only
will i have to walk this road forever on my lonely? 

forever on my lonely 
forever on my lonely
forever on my lonely 
will i have to walk this road forever on my lonely? 

yeah i rlly hope that i can find my one of a kind
even if it means that i have u in another life

i rlly hope that it’ll be okay
i rlly hope that i can find a way 
i’ll explore the stars in outer space for u 
so please just…

don’t leave me 
don’t leave me 
i don’t wanna be alone anymore
don’t leave me
don’t leave me
i don’t wanna be alone anymore
yeah i don’t wanna be…

forever on my lonely 
forever on my lonely
forever on my lonely 
will i have to walk this road forever on my lonely? 

i saw whatchu said and it forever haunts me
u turned me into a ghost, nobody even knows me 
i just wanna find myself somebody one and only
will i have to walk this road forever on my lonely?

on my lonely

a tribute to Madoka Magica
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intro sample by @prodmoani on insta

could u fix the damage to my heart?
make it whole
my soul gem is going oh so dark..
if it goes black then i will become a witch evermore 
could u fix me now before i fall apart? 

my body’s not my own
am i going through this alone? 
i fear i was tricked like madoka 
and that i signed away my soul
yeah it’s unrelenting
stuck in a loop again the pain is never ending
just like homura i watch the world end 
over and over again

(over and over again)
(over and over again)

u use me and tear me apart 
put my soul in a gemstone 
put my life on the rocks 
u abuse all my life
now darkness surrounds me forevermore
is it too late to save my soul? 
to fix this damage and to make me whole?
is it too late i wonder? 
will my heart be cursed forevermore?

FOREVERMORE

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p-put the pedal to the floor and close my eyes
how many seconds can i last on the freeway? 
p-pull the lever shifting into overdrive
never listen to the warning signs these days
i-i’ve been in the fast lane like all my life
u gotta choose how u live or die ur own way
p-put the pedal to the floor and close my eyes
167MPH on the freeway

167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway
167MPH on the freeway

yeah u really think i’m gonna run out of luck? 
well, bitch shut up 
the way my cards been dealt i couldn’t give a fuck
fuck what they say i’m doing better on my own 
i got the best hand at the table 
i can see it on their face now
yeah i’m on the come up 
yuh

167MPH

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melodic sample by @hardly-quinn-music

there can never be any sights to see
if ur eyes stay closed
celestial bodies illuminate the visions
to me
to me
how would u feel if u were lost and alone?
obsidian sewn
ethereal but led astray
cause you’ve got it all wrong 
to me
to me

u might stagger and fall
and ur dagger may call
but even when the road gets hard
never lose sight of who u are

e-even when ur back’s to the wall
always stay true to who u are

lost in space

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ft @auxina3

(cloudii)
i’ve been staring at the full moon
and it’s saying let it go
i’m not good at letting go
never felt that way i know

they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

yeah
i just been hurting myself on the regular
things just keep getting real bad
like i said they would
i would’ve stayed right next to u
if u said so
runaway
i keep falling
i can’t escape
can u hear me calling?
running after u
wipe the tears while they’re falling
rlly wanna know just how i’m feeling?
well i’m all in

(auxina)
done holding back my tears for u
feels like a thousand years and u still don’t have a clue 
is this perfect blue?
this emptiness feels familiar?
staring into the abyss 
begging please don’t make me choose
what’s there left to lose? 
at this point it’s all numb 
the spot that used to hurt 
doesn’t give the same jump
bandages around my throat 
right next to a lump
u can go ahead and take me
too tired to run

(cloudii)
they wanna see who u are
crying all night 
u should rlly be a star
yeah
they wanna know who u are
hold urself together
while the world falls apart

yeah
i’m doing bad, so lonely
nobody next to me 
that i feel rlly knows me
yeah 
lost in the stars, surrounded
nothing else compares 
to that feeling when i’ve found it
and now ur running track around me
does ur heart stutter
when u think about me?
yeah
just wrap ur arms around me
tell me it’ll be okay
don’t leave me alone plz

i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad alone
i’m doing bad on my lonely..

Celestial ft auxina (corpsekitty)

prod by @pearlblade
ft @9aradox

nobody knows who they are
just put ur mask on and hope u go so far
i hope i go so far
always longing for journeys
i wish to travel the stars

i hope to travel the stars
we could go anywhere 
one day they’ll know who we are
i think we’ll go so far
we’re all on this road
no matter where we are 

sometimes i wonder how the story ends?
alone is the worst i’m not even seeing my friends (friends)
being alone is a means to an end

go tell ur story keep going it’s not over now
mind body spirit manifest it’ll all work out
3 pronged problem life is like a triceratops
self contradicting kinda like i was 9aradox

self contradicting ya i'm self contradicting
ya ur luv is a drug ur luv is like my prescription
travel all around the world tryna finish my mission
now my body's taking damage critical condition
i wanna travel to the stars so i can leave the earth
or maybe let me decompose and put me in the dirt
voices in my head baby my thought are disturbed
i think i heard a ghost maybe we shouldn't say a word

i think i heard a ghost maybe we shouldn't say a word
i think i heard...

Starlight ft 9aradox

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i used to be afraid of the blood now i lay here 
with cuts on my arms 
i find it kinda hard to believe that u were there for me 
when i’m left forgotten 

i used to be afraid of the dark now it holds me 
caressing my soul
so into the void i will fall forever deeper until i’m never more 

all u do is
cry, cry, c- c- c- cry
i tried 
but u let me die 
oh why -why?
without wings i cannot fly 
i guess that just makes me another butterfly that
died, died, d- d- d- d- died
i tried 
i gave u my whole life 
ur eyes
like daggers in disguise 
i watch as the tears fall

Ephemeral

prod by @pearlblade

lyrics:

never find a way…

you’ll never find a way
no matter how u solve
now stand by ur mistakes

you’ll fall alone
running out of reasons 
to keep picking up the phone now
will u carry on alone?

it’ll pass along
i could never see what u saw in me at all
for u the feeling follows

but you’ll never find a way
no matter how u solve
so stand by ur mistakes

or you’ll never find a way…
or you’ll never find a way…

doing bad alone
why stay with me when 
ur better off alone now?
u should carry on alone

yeah
and i’ve been staring at my soul
been running back to me lately
bby that’s for sure
i want the best for u
bby i’m a taurus
try running back to me
ur mistake yeah that’s for surely

find a way (pearlblade)

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"this is one of my fav songs i have ever made, it rlly feels like me<3
i tried to capture what life often feels like in this emptiness..
a glance into my window."

lyrics:

something u should know
the road is always cold
rain falling down my window
and i can’t see at all
the skies are always gray
lonely everyday
the rain falls down my window

i wanna leave but i can’t go
i’m tryna learn how to let go
tryna learn how to let go..

i wanna fight but i’m too weak
how can i swim when i can’t breathe?
the waves drag me down below

my soul is torn apart
i know exactly what u are
the rain falls down my window..

what’d u do to me?
it only goes so far…
rain falling down my window
and i can’t see at all
but even if i could
the tears would surely fall
rain falling down my window

my soul is torn apart
i know exactly what u are
the rain falls down my window..

window

prod by @rott7 x @sensacya

lyrics:

oh i wonder why?
there’s marks all over my skin
i’m paralyzed
all black tears i cry
beautiful lies
guess death is impatient
i’m out of time- out of time

blood moon eclipse
universe reset
surely in this life you’ve done
something that u regret
there’s no escape, not anymore
i had a dream last night
woke up to blood on the floor
like jeepers creepers
blood all on my sneakers
from a sharp scythe
another life for the reaper
there’s no escape, not anymore
keep cutting until ur heart 
stop-
stop-
stop-
stops

tell me ur weakness
do u ever feel sick- of feeling?
tell- tell me ur secret
once i find what i seek then i’m leaving
on- on ur knees for a diva demon
never listened to reason
heart is cold, so freezing
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take a pic better delete it

oh i wonder why?
there’s marks all over my skin
i’m paralyzed
all black tears i cry
beautiful lies
guess death isn’t patient
beautiful lies

i’m out of time- out of time

i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time-

i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time- out of time
i’m out of time-

i- i-
i- i-

blood moon (rött x sensacya)

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i’m so alone
got no place that i call home
i’m falling
no way to fix my problems
can’t solve ‘em
can’t solve ‘em
it’s awful 
feeling so hollow

stressin, why i’m always stressed out?
caressin feelings i can’t let ‘em go
emptiness sinking into my heart
darkness taking over my soul

i should’ve known the weight it would be
feeling the dread wash over me
why do people waste their time on me?
from this torture i can’t hide away
where to?
wherever u are
i could’ve shown u were my light

pour my sorrow into words
feeling so awful i swear that i’ve been cursed
on the road alone i swear that’s the worst
some wounds never heal on their own
they only get worse

they only get worse
they only get worse
i see all ur scars now
i know that it hurts
i know it gets hard now
living with a curse
they only get worse
they only get worse

skipping stones

prod by @corpsekittyy

lyrics:
i might be a long lost soul until my grave
like what a shame this life’s a waste
somebody please take my place
all that’s left of my heart is a space
idk if imma be okay
i fear it’s always been this way
this life wasn’t made for me
no..

i could never back down u wouldn’t get it
nightmares taunt my soul every night and day
all alone in my cold room dying 
behind black out blinds where i hide away
i wish that i could at least be crying
that’s why tears fall from the mask i’ve made
no i’m never okay i was lying
lying.. lying..

Nightmares (corpsekitty)

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lyrics:
my body's a maze
legs like a spider
cut me into pieces
multiply divide her
show me all ur entrails
let me get inside her
losing myself
one day i hope to find her
x2

find her-
yeah
find her-
everyday is a reminder
lost in outer space
hyper-fem ghost rider
whatever it takes
i'll achieve my desires

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
i'm Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

show me all ur scars
where did they divide u?
tearing us apart
one day i will find u
nobody is safe
everything is haunted
one with the stars
all i ever wanted to be

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

my body's a maze
legs like a spider
cut me into pieces
multiply divide her
show me all ur entrails
let me get inside her
losing myself
one day i hope to find her

find her-
yeah
find her-
everyday is a reminder
lost in outer space
hyper-fem ghost rider
whatever it takes-
my body's a maze

where did they divide- divide u?
one day i will find u- find u
everything is Haunted- Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted
I'm Haunted, Haunted
Ha- Ha- Haunted, Haunted

where did they divide- divide u?
one day i will find u- find u
everything is Haunted- Haunted

Haunted

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lyrics:
angel of death in disguise
will u meet ur demise?
will u meet what’s yours?
will i meet what’s mine?
all i know
karma flows
just like water


life is short

prod by me<3
ft @corpsekittyy

lyrics:

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

maggots crawling in my skin right now
i don’t know where to begin right now
azrael: angel of death
do what u will
lay my soul to rest
always wondering what in the world i turned to
another day alive
another day i hurt u
either drown in thoughts
or drowning them out
there’s no escape from this place
from this maze
no way out
no way out

(corpsekitty)
in love with misery
take everything that’s left of me
i don’t wanna breathe 
take lines until my nose bleeds
need u close to me
can't give u what u need from me
i think i'd rather die
so close to suicide
every fucking day i do the same thing
i hate myself and every piece of me they’re taking
don't know if ill survive think i can't take it
fucked up 
i can't fucking feel any of this pain bitch

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

i’m a.. 
zombii zombii
just a.. 
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

i’m a..
zombii zombii
just a..
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

zombii ft corpsekitty

prod by @corpsekittyy <3
ft @wednesdaybabi <3

lyrics:

(cloudii)
my whole life is a masquerade now
feeling so bad every single day
running out of time
running out of space now
look at my reflection
i don’t see my own face

when will this get better?
i don’t know
feeling so trapped and i can’t let go
everyday is hollow this i know..
day of the dead everyday 
for my soul

falling beneath my virtues
what is this?
who are u?
my soul becomes undone
what have i become?


(Wednesday)
(let’s go undone
move me further
one time handgun
crash your cover)

oh it’s so devotional
i don’t want anyone to know
the way it carried back to this
the only one who knows the risk
looking for the dove on the door in the dealing
what does that face want to say on the ceiling?
give it a go 
give me control

(cloudii)
my whole life is a masquerade now
feeling so bad every single day
running out of time
running out of space now
look at my reflection
i don’t see my own face

when will this get better?
i don’t know
feeling so trapped and i can’t let go
everyday is hollow this i know..
day of the dead everyday 
for my soul

Masquerade ft Wednesday

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lyrics:
why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?

die
lost in the stillness
it’s torture
drowning in my feelings
rather be alone
i’d rather hide away
sought shelter
my walls became my hiding place

is- is this something familiar?
heart racing
there’s something sinister…
pulling down my soul
every single night and day
why play pretend when i’d rather..?
(die, die)

no one can see u when ur all alone
no one to be there when ur on ur own
SOS plz someone come and rescue me
obsessions always gets the best of me
i kno you’d die but would u kill?
why u always act confused whenever i say:
i’ve been hexed plz someone should confess to me
one question could u plz answer me…

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?
die

lost in a dark place
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

trapped in a crawl space
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

why's it so hard to stay alive?

prod by me<3
ft @godboat

(cloudii)
all eyes on u
all eyes on u

on a leash of the mind
u can never do without
a disease u can’t fight it
you’ll never make it out

you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out
-out
-out
-out
(all eyes on u)
(hollow out ur heart)
(become bulletproof)

…


(godboat)
u lie who said
ur the one
mechanical and u sing like current
it couldn't be like u want it; had it
listen to it where'd u go

all eyes on u
touching peak on the beat
all eyes on u
rest in peace resting beautiful

(cloudii)
hard to ward off
cannot stave off
it’s ur grave now
welcome to PERSONA

you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out

Sightless ft God Boat

prod breathe life x unkxwn

lyrics:
u deserve nothing but suffering
all these snakes in the grass
how they always slither in
imma hex u
honor still can’t help but win
i can never fake and i can’t play pretend
nah

demons offering to me 
but i won’t bite
ik u so jealous of me
say it with ur chest
all this psychic damage weak now
i’m not impressed
u think i’m soft?
i’m no damsel in distress

my life is a movie yes and ur life is a mess
this song is a protection sigil
i’m a sorceress
always wishing me the worst
how can i wish the best?
saying what u think i wanna hear but i won’t hear the rest

don’t test me
ur lost in the head or sum
i could never break bread with these serpents now
a demon will be just a demon til the grave
just a wolf is sheep’s clothes
throw that fit away

u deserve nothing but suffering
all these snakes in the grass
how they always slither in
imma hex u
honor still can’t help but win
i can never fake and i can’t play pretend
nah

imma hex u
imma hex u

cloudii

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