K11NG 22 - Missed Calls (Prod. Xerogi)

Cheyenne Died - Roundtown

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Lyrics:

[HOOK]

Lying to keep me closer
Dying the love is over
Do you know how it hurts when you show up
But myself I knew I'd get over

[VERSE]

Darkest clouds
They coming closing
Not a doubt
No one notice
Since I'm around
They see shadows come alive
They understand me

[HOOK]

Lying to keep me closer
Dying the love is over
Do you know how it hurts when you show up
But myself I knew I'd get over

[BRIDGE]

Talk to me
Just talk to me
I need to know if I'm enemy
You could be yourself
We could be better
I know you try to go
But my bad days are over

[HOOK]

Lying to keep me closer
Dying the love is over
Do you know how it hurts when you show up
But myself I knew I'd get over

[OUTRO]

Over the stars I'm falling
Over the way I'm feeling

'Fade To Nothing' 2022

Lying To Keep Me Closer (prod. Kubsy Beats)

Clout Boy Sus
In my past I know I've said a lot of things I never mean at all
Keep coming back I'm even better than the last 
I driving in my head I know we coming back again
Too much in my head I'm gonna blow it all away

Now we end it trough the lies
Whatever comes I see it die 
Truth to lie 
Truth to lie 
Whatever comes I see it die

I destroy everything that I touch
You keep me closer 
So why would I care 
If you don't stare at you
And I don't fair
Nothing is fair I see
The ending is sad

Now we end it trough the lies
Whatever comes I see it die 
Truth to lie 
Truth to lie 
Whatever comes I see it die

Truth to Lie

High in my place 
I think about you
Standing in pain
Cause I'm leaving soon 
So long
Higher than a place
That we just said
Say but you need to go
So long

High in my place 
I think about you
Standing in pain
Cause I'm leaving soon 
So long

High in my place
I think about you
Stories I know
I don't know what to do
Everything falling
Roses are wrong
Calling my name
You know what to do
Laying me down
Out of the town
Calling me better 
Words to say
Now its gone 
Now its rain
Now its pain

High in my place 
I think about you
Standing in pain
Cause I'm leaving soon 
So long
Higher than a place
That we just said
Say but you need to go
So long

high in my place (prod. intensya)

“The Mental Traveller” is a dark, mythic journey stitched together from two William Blake poems: The Mental Traveller and Auguries of Innocence. The song follows a wandering soul through cycles of youth, age, desire, suffering and revelation. It’s a ritual-like meditation on how love, pain and time remake us—again and again—until the hidden world behind all things finally comes into view.

Mental Traveller (William Blake)

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Thank you for listening, 
this EP tells a story through chaos about the character "witchboy" representing my own personal inner childs traumas and hurt through self inflicted action and mistakes made upon his own doing, although through an aggressive manner.
This EP brings out anger, eerie emotion, and a form of release for anything in your mind causing pressure upon your other emotions.
Anger has always been a secondary emotion to sadness, so please when you listen to this don't be scared to let lose,
get hype,
move around,
and say f** all the bs thats not allowing you to be yourself and feel the other emotions you should be allowed to feel.

RELEASING ON ALL PLATFORMS CHRISTMAS DAY.
12/25/25

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Bring Pain

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Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Goto-eight-run-away-lyrics

Not Enough

Run Away

live fast die young
thats my state of mind
live young die fast
i can waste no time
nevermind what you saying
what you're saying I never mind
take pride in what im making
In what im making I take pride

life is so beautiful
one day I gotta die
one day it will be beautiful
my life it has to die
so I keep my mind on the grind
i keep the grind on my mind
if you messing with my bag
be a mess within my bag

turn my blood into wine, 
turn this wine to bloodshed,
thorns around my head
turn this sheep into bread,
why does it feel like
im better off dead
why does it feel like I’m better off dead

cash in my pocket
cause thats what they said
pocketblade drop 
turn a white t red
cash in my pocket
dont lose your head
death is full of peace
life is full of dread

live fast die young
thats my state of mind
live young die fast
i can waste no time
nevermind what you saying
what you're saying I never mind
take pride in what im making
In what im making I take pride

life is so beautiful
one day I gotta die
one day it will be beautiful
my life it has to die
so I keep my mind on the grind
i keep the grind on my mind
if you messing with my bag
be a mess within my bag

every car holds a person with some dreams
dashing by on the highway
i look down on
i can never see why
we fill our heads with nonsense

every car holds a person with some dreams
dashing by on the highway
i look down on
i can never see why
we fill our heads with nonsense

live fast, die young (MUSIC VIDEO IN BIO)

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Lyrics:
So won't you leave me alone
I need to be on my own right now
And don't tell me to be careful
Honestly it's not helpful
And I just hope you know
Don't mistake me for ungrateful
I just don't need the mental noise
You're bleeding out your anxiety
Got no space here inside of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Herе I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
Thеy don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

Don't want to hear about your thoughts
A lot of trash that you got in my head
You wanna feel in control
I know you're lost, aren't we all
But I can't be here for that
So why don't you just say you love me
Or is it not what you really mean
I'm losing grip on reality
Getting real fucking tired of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

Lying To Keep Me Closer (prod. Kubsy Beats)

Clout Boy Sus

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