it would be an adventure!

MY FRIEND SAMUEL HELPED WITH THIS!!!!!!!!

stranger again!

im the worst x2
i always feel like a bur
deniable connoisseur
im not the same since
i had lost the other ones
at least im pretty sure
cuz im good at making comebacks
miss my friends who wore cute plaided slacks
sometimes i wish theyd come back
always acting like some dumb crack
'head of them tho
i love to share this fun fact
im aware it doesn't last though
i enjoy it with my teeth flashed
anyways anyways
im expecting it any day any day

panini

[intro]
oh a literate actress. what is that supposed to be? like a- like a four-leaf clover? (and then peter from the show family guy noticing he said my name)

[not the intro]
you blocked my number
im cool with that
you dont want me?
then dont take me back
i hated living with a cancer anyways
im doing much better nowadays
why is no one on my case? shit
i want attention
(FFFFUCK)
i just got my wolf cut
but i think i failed to mention
my dad did it but
see this isnt his profession
but look how curly it is
cmon admit it
im hot as fuck

im clover
nice to meet you
enfp
sagittarius
thru sun n moon
ranked the funniest sign
by purewow.com
and i have mixed feelings 
about the relationship 
between me and my mom
who was ranked the 10th funniest sign

i was miserable for a long time
i think that this has just been my whole life
been sitting in front of pcs
tryna live my own way
i always wanted to be me
but mamas busy gettin x-rayed
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see me?
does anybody even see- 😱
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone LEAVE ME ALONE!!! O_O
LALALALALALALLALALALDLALALL

wolf cut

I don't know how to make my voice sound good over this
so I’ll do what I always do and just go clover and
man I don't really think that’ll ever fill this big ol’ hole I dig
*dug
yeah I'm done
and I'll kill myself before I make another one

maybe this is triggering
you didn't think your childhood hero would be so fucked up in the head
but I wanna be better instead
I'm done with pain
unless it's within me then that's okay

I’ll feel this way
for as long as I need to until
all my bolts are tightened straight
(gimme love x2
gimme more
it’s not enough) x2

i know what being alone’s like
I don't mind returnin to that life
so if u need me to go then that’s fine
I can always see you a-no-ther time
when I'm better
and more sure
clear weather
mature
I'm sweet but traumatizing
how am I the least enticing
I'm the gas that’s covered in ice cream soda
but there’s diamond hidin in the fightin petrol oh oh I

maybe this is triggering
you didn't think your childhood hero had been so screwed up in his mind
but he’s gonna be better this time
he’ll make this right
until the very last fuckin day when he fuckin dies

in the head

i smoked a blunt
cuz i thought it’d be fun
but now my throat fuckin hurts
and the lighter burnt my thumb
my baby
i’ve been so upset lately
i’m thinkin maybe
i should try meditation daily
just try anything save me
can you hold me
even if
i think you don’t wanna
your body’s feeling cold
see and get
your well-deserved karma

i miss saying
i love you in the mirror
i don't know what to do here

but it’s okay
i have a time machine
hit the button
we’ll make everything fine on three
just get inside
it’ll be alright
can’t wait for us to alter the course of time
and i’m doing great
probably
(you're not a real lawyer!)

probably (time machine)

i wanted to see how fast i could write, record, make the cover art, and post a song before work

rly sam -_-

LYRICS --

MAKE THE FLYER QUICKLY
I NEED A COUPLE HUNDRED
FOR MY BIG SHOW
IF YOU DON'T MISS ME
DON'T COME
I DON'T WANT FAKES AT THE FUNCT-
SHINS, KICK EM IN
DISAPPOINTING CONSTANTLY
I'M TRYING HARD
WHY DON'T THEY SEE
I'M BEING
THE VERY BEST ME
I'M BEING
COME AND SEE IT
I EXIST
IT'S QUITE THE DREAM
AND
I FEEL IT'S BETTER
IF YOU LEAVE ME BE

THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
THE VERY BEST ME..

I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS
IN T-E-X-A-S
AND NOW I FEEL LIKE
ED S.
ORDERING HIS GROCERIES
HE DOESN'T KNOW
WHO PICKS THEM
AND HE'S WAITING ON SUNDAYS
FOR SOMEONE TO MISS HIM

AND THE VERY BEST ME
NEEDS MORE FROM LIFE
THE VERY BEST ME
IS NOT WHERE IT'S RIGHT

I'M GONNA GO
(GO GO GO GO)
SO FAR AWAY
(SO FAR AWAY)
YOU'LL NEVER SEE
(I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME)
THIS STUPID FACE
(GET THE FUCK AWAY OUTTA MY FACE)
BURN ALL YOUR PICTURES
THE SINNER SCRIPTURES
AND THE TEXTS
(OH MY GOD THE TEXTS)
YEAH
YOU KNOW IM A HOT MESS
WELL

THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST S-A-M-U-E
ELEVATION

THE VERY BEST ME x1

LYRICS--

MAKE THE FLYER QUICKLY
I NEED A COUPLE HUNDRED
FOR MY BIG SHOW
IF YOU DON'T MISS ME
DON'T COME
I DON'T WANT FAKES AT THE FUNCT-
SHINS, KICK EM IN
DISAPPOINTING CONSTANTLY
I'M TRYING HARD
WHY DON'T THEY SEE
I'M BEING
THE VERY BEST ME
I'M BEING
COME AND SEE IT
I EXIST
IT'S QUITE THE DREAM
AND
I FEEL IT'S BETTER
IF YOU LEAVE ME BE

THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
THE VERY BEST ME..

I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS
IN T-E-X-A-S
AND NOW I FEEL LIKE
ED S.
ORDERING HIS GROCERIES
HE DOESN'T KNOW
WHO PICKS THEM
AND HE'S WAITING ON SUNDAYS
FOR SOMEONE TO MISS HIM

AND THE VERY BEST ME
NEEDS MORE FROM LIFE
THE VERY BEST ME
IS NOT WHERE IT'S RIGHT

I'M GONNA GO
(GO GO GO GO)
SO FAR AWAY
(SO FAR AWAY)
YOU'LL NEVER SEE
(I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME)
THIS STUPID FACE
(GET THE FUCK AWAY OUTTA MY FACE)
BURN ALL YOUR PICTURES
THE SINNER SCRIPTURES
AND THE TEXTS
(OH MY GOD THE TEXTS)
YEAH
YOU KNOW IM A HOT MESS
WELL

THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST ME
(THE VERY BEST)
THE VERY BEST S-A-M-U-E
ELEVATION

THE VERY BEST ME x0.88

THE VERY BEST ME x1.11

do you think i cant bake
i dont care im not a chef
i dont care im not the best
make what i want
shit tastes good
always having fun
your shits stupid ugly as fuck
you ass fuck
i love you
you ass fuck
go to hell
fuck kiss ups
and ass wipes
mouth breathing
termites
and chompin on your wood
the house that youve made
leach as they should
the assholes i hate
gone and they could
i dont like what they did
just get tf outta my way
i dont wanna see ur face

Funny Chef

superclover

the kid is writing quickly
tryna express all her feelings now
scared about the  shit thats happenin all in my fuckin mouth
im freaking out
n tweaking bout
u know i never mess around
hey its clover
c- c- c- clover has got the action down
i dont know why i am this way
but you took it too far
Data data I don’t mistake
we think u too goneee
maybe that’s my way to escape 
this ticket’s freedommm
you failed to see the light on my cape
you’re super too dumb

it’s super clover
s-s-s-s-superclover
heroboy loving
some type of shit typa somethin XD
gotta be the very best
there ever was
not just what i know i could
you know that you can
cuz all i ever needed
was someone believing
in me
leanne
this flow is fucking messy
i love having a bestie
to hold when im so anxious
and the world just feels so empty

make me superclover 
s-s-s-s-superclover

supercloverfast

i wish

song produced by fantompower

I used to have a strange disconnect within who I was. Not really understanding who I truly am, around different people, never knew the real Sam. And I never really knew if I’d become the person I wanted to be, being that everyone around Sam had certain expectations of me. Me being this guy, Clover, it’s my alter ego, the ideal version of a person who’s I and who’s right, and what was wanted. But now I’m wanted, I’ve made some pretty bad mistakes and mistaken for a criminal now my morals are at stake.  Should there be an easy escape, like a route that leads me away? Away from all this sorrow before my soul’s decayed? “Look, I don’t have all the answers, and neither do you” said the pig of a god who puts on my worried shoes. And well I used to fear the future, but tomorrow never comes, nothing to look forward to, it’s easy now for me to numb. Numbers, I’m getting older, and I’m coming of age. I thought I’d learn by now how to be responsible and safe, but now I’m the person I hated most. There’s the smile you see or the excitement you know, just it’s all a hoax I’m just putting on a show. My biggest fear used to be death, but now it’s letting people down, though hopefully I’ll make my parents proud when I across that stage in a green gown. And I’m green with envy for those who’ve got it all together, it’s 'cause I know they worked hard to be where they’re at when I'm at nothing except blether 24/8, eight days a week. I can’t help but feel weak even during the most mundane tasks it feels like it would kill me just to even speak. I know I’ve got more potential now, and hopefully this is all over soon. Soon, I’ll reach tranquility, and fly high up in those balloons like the one we never got to see all because you lost your fucking keys in a tall grass field where you span circles around trees. We searched for a while, yet they were never found, except I was found and I felt so peaceful too. Just sitting there right then I knew, that’d it all be alright. It was so quiet, and we just talked about death while I lost thought of all my minds riot. Please, don’t feel afraid to ask for help, this is a message to me, when I’ve left beyond this hell, and what of a hell of a ride this whole shit show’s been when I’ve been livin' in a hole where nothing at all feels whole. So that’s it. I’ve said 'I' and 'and' too much in this poem, so sorry I’m an illiterate shit. Goodnight.

clover

original track by 90sflav (https://soundcloud.com/90sflav/callme)

artwork by maxthemink (https://twitter.com/maxthemink)

additional producing by 9 9's w/ 9er 9er split (https://soundcloud.com/user-94959148)

[LYRICS]
Faces gone
Spaces spawn
And I know the race is done
And when I lost you I could not explain this shit to anyone
See I did not care
So I swear
And tear out my hair when that hurt turn to pain        
So no gain
Stuck on this train
And god I feel so fucking lame
Chasing for you feels like losing the game
Down deep I know 
That I’ll show
All that hate goes down the drain
Though I know it's not the same
I’m still glad that you came
But I don’t know how to play
All your mother fuckin' games
Always made me feel insane
Every mothafuckin' day
I would fade into the rain
Wonderin am I okay?

Wonderin am I okay (am I okay?)
With the shit you gotta say (gotta say)
Can you please not go away? (way)
'Cause I need you here today (here today)
And the next day x5
And whatever it is I did
I’m sorry (sorry!)
Please come back
I’m sorry
Waitin' on the day when I come crawlin' back to you
And then I second guess myself realize I spoke too soon

Even if you left me then at least I got myself
With a couple troubles on this surface level living hell
Yet I keep on moving forward as my tribe becomes my guide
But even those you trust will keep on playin' you with lies
I was fuckin' sick and tired being walked on
If bein' beat is what I get, then you got it wrong
And I really thought you understood that when I opened up into
The demon I was hiding from resembled a face that I knew it was you

When you think of the game, you lose the game
And when your name's in my mind, pain isn't hard to find

aw clementine

original track by gabu. (https://soundcloud.com/yvnggabu)

[LYRICS]
I don’t wanna feel the pain of the rain
I got these blisters on my heart, but I can’t even complain
Just wishin’ for a break every little while
All that courage is still worth it if I get to see that smile
See, I do what I do for you
Do what I do for me
Issa win-win life 
Easy to believe
That my thin, thin mind
Could expand with time
Last summer my soul met with space and, the stars, they all aligned
Thinkin’ that I feel just fine

Sayin’ I’m a cracker
But I know I’m so much more
Loyalty is building me
All the way down to my core
Dedication is the focus 
Every ankle-breaking day
Suffering is life
But I keep on pushin’ anyways
Sayin’ “Clover’s all confusing”
Nah, it’s just confucian
With my mind up guidin’ me
See morality’s solution
My soul shines in dim
Shining down this darkened path
If you dare to mess with me
Then you’ll fear to face my wrath (okay)

See a real simple thing 
In small simple pleasures
Talkin’ ‘bout the dreading future
When we should enjoy the weather
Not a care about my layers when the air is colder
Heavy weight up on my shoulders
Livin’ life up now without a fear o’ gettin’ older like

Light the smiles of everyone you meet
But cant you see
We’ve met before
Reincarnation
Into damnation

Wake up every time I’m feelin’ tired
Oxymoron, I’ve desired
Parallel with Samuel Squires
Sometimes you reflect the lives of someone else
Disregarding that they’re higher up inside o’ hell
And I’m drowning
Haven’t found it
I can’t give a single fuck 
Lightning comeback 
Thunderstruck
PTD
This ain’t fun
END
I haven’t won
With a wonder
With this thunder
Will I keep on falling under?
Writing rap
Phobic fear
One-hit wonder
Will I suffer?

blisters (prod. gabu)

old spoken word I wrote over the summer

I thought I had my entire life in time figured out. It was all the time that I would tell everybody how, how great everything really was. Nothing could possibly get any better, but I knew this because I had been wearing my tunnel vision goggles. Like the ones that make you drunk, but these one’s are experienced sober without any toggle like you have zero control of how your brain gets to function like a spunky junkie on drugs in a heroine junction where all he does is shoot himself up to numb himself out, except with me, illegal reup didn’t lead me this route. It was simply being blinded, unaware, and gullible, and just with this junkie, I would fall down a similar hole. A hole where I’m numb, one where it’s dark, and it’s cold, but to try to and escape would be too terribly bold. My problems have always seemed to be the result of me, yet now it’s different when my heart is the only one that skips a beat. There’s nobody to let down, no rejection to fear. Really only facing myself, and the consequences following near. Even though there are no more eyes that view, I can’t even write a poem when it’s not being written for you. You, being anyone, just someone that provided a somewhat support, and somewhat support hasn’t gone opposite into polar of sorts, and not the sort of feeling of saddening rejection. Just something that leaves me to think about my own decaying complexion. Except now that feelings gone thin, empty it’s been and time has gone since when there hasn’t been anyone or anything to welcome on in, and I continue to cry deep down in, continuing to let myself wonder when. When things are gonna flip for me, if I’ll ever be sure then to see. Sure that things will better to a degree, because they always do in the end. That’s just a saying I’ve heard time and time again, and if it’s not better, then it’s not truly over, to fly to the other side when I’m playing this, red rover. Except I play this version differently, the team captain didn’t take the odd one out, and it seemed almost so intently. Like it was my job be stuck in the middle, with no shoulder to cry to, no alibi left to abide to, no reasoning no rhyme for the things going on during this stage, but I’ve still gotta participate and play along with this game until the clock finishes ticking and it’s my turn to feel okay. Whether it takes as long as a year, or it happens in a day, I know that for however long it takes, I’ll continue to wait, and because there’s nothing left for me to do at this point, that’s all i have to say. 

song produced by fantompower

junkie

be your biggest supporter

[LYRICS]
Everybody actin’ like they give a fuck with you
And yet they couldn’t give a fuck if you wasn’t up in their crew
And I’m done with all the fake ones who been steppin’ on me too
With my atychiphobic mind
Would they still mind if you were too?
I got the money on my mind
Give to others 
I don’t mind
Shit that makes me cry
I don’t wanna fuckin' die
Without makin’ somethin’ outta myself
Make somethin outta my life
Don’t wanna fuckin' die without me sayin’ goodbye
Gotta try

I just wanna feel alive
But I don’t wanna be alive

And I’m still explaining what this shit will do for me
But still nobody fuckin’ lookin’ ‘til they start to see the green
I’m motherfuckin’ clover 
And I’m still definin’ whatcha seek
I got the honesty on lock
I’ll keep on tellin’ ‘til I peak
Remainin’ all embarrassin’’
A joke just isn’t all that fun
I’ll keep on writin’ til I’m dead
And even then I won’t be done
What matters is the message
Matters to connect
If I can’t relay a message
I’m a god damn wreck
What a weird flex
‘Cause there ain’t no interest in the fortune or the fuckin’ checks
I’m lookin’ for a peace of mind
Completion to my self respect
I’m hungry for serenity
I know that I’ll be then to see
Success in feelin’ free
And with some fuckin’ room to breathe
Fuckin’ cold

I just wanna feel alive
But I don’t wanna be alive

I am the king
And I’m the savior
I’m the mother fuckin’ man that all’a y’all came for
If you’re leavin’
I don’t give a fuck!
Hit the damn door
If you wanna fuck with me know I’m aboutta bring some more

clown king (prod. nayz)

itsok!

odyssey x clover

[lyrics]
cause I be catchin feelings on the regular
and its so irregular
its inside my dna
it is so molecular
love is so spectacular
but im a single bachelor 
forever lonely is my life
im a lonely traveler

lonely boy
i dont know how to feel
lovin cant be real
its so hard to forget the pain you cause me

i been lonely all my life
since 13 lookin for a wife
been treating all these women right
been doing it since i was 5
but now i sit in sadness
spinning into madness
the soul in me has blackness
the void in me is vastness

broken hearted too many times
i think its my fault most of the time
you was my boo
you was my slime
now i am sad
wasting my time
i have to forget you
right now i cant do
i thought i knew you
i guess i dont
you hit up my phone
ask for some pipe
you aint getting none

chorus

rain drops i been drippin
i been sayin fuck class skippin
but these ladies got me trippin
fake bitches they got me pimpin
i gotta problem with this product
pain is not in code of conduct
if you got a fuckin condom
fuck my life
and thats on my fuckin god (bitch)

gotta get a word in
boutta be a burden
hidin with a hurtin
wanna be worth it
doin better than me
gotta be alone when youre without me
i dont wanna cry
forget anotha guy
pressin on the pain
lookin in the free sky
lookin back at all our days until the day i fuckin die

i dont care about you anymore
ive dug down my core
and found that i dont love you anymore

chorus and hook

feelings (prod. pandrs x kofi bæ)

Dream of you when I fall fast asleep
Can you escape my mind?
Been so long when will it be my time?
Been forever
I don’t like the way you linger in my mind
Searchin my thoughts 
Oh boy
Why do you play my heart like a toy?
Need to get outta here
Why must memory be oh so clear?

I'm just oh so scared of you, baby
Leave my brain
Can you please just escape it?
Forget, don't need to keep
The memories can leave be now

Keep in mind the fear and daily dread
Days come now and then when
You still wander thru my lonely head
May wonder why you left
I guess ignorance is better bliss

aw she set my mind on fire (prod. Eddie Rohosy)

Sorry for this mess that I got myself in
But I cannot be feeling guilty, that ain’t the cure man
I just gotta know that it’ll get better someday
Eventually it’ll all fade
I know I’m sam, and it’ll be that way
Forever
Finding effortless endeavors
There’s a meaning in it all
And you know it ‘cause the weather
Is filling up all around
It ain’t drowning up inside you
Maybe it ain’t fine
But I’m thinking I can find you

Sam it’s all okay
Wipe those tears away
And put on a smile
You’ll find the errors in the trials
Everything will be fine
If you can draw the line

I couldn’t know the answers
And I’m thinking that’s okay
Nothing’s ever really certain
That’s a Sam that knew the way
You’re thinking on it too hard
When ya need to feel the love
That’s a love within yourself
All this hatred’s been enough
And I know you’ll be alright
Ya I know you’ll be okay
That’s the way we always did it
That’s the way we found a way
No more searching for a clue
That’s not how we get it done
You’re so sick of being blue
Let it go and feel the drum

Maybe it won’t be okay immediately
Maybe it won’t be okay tomorrow
But don’t let that phase things for you
Because your story is not over
You’ve got so much shit to do for this world
And it’s time for people to see that
‘Cause the want to keep trying is greater than the want to give up
And that’s facts dawg

I don’t care when it is
I don’t care when it’ll happen
No more grip on this ship, Gerald
You’re speaking to the captain
You had made me a fool
While I hid behind the curtains
Now I’m looking through the window
I know two things for certain
It’s that I’m real
And you’re not

I've Always Been Here (Prod. Lee)

truth serum (prod. gabu.)

photo by my girl

[LYRICS]
Lots of things you didn’t account for
Like all the fucking times that you had broken the ground floor
Like oh, I think I got the answer 
Just float and bubble round and fake ya happy like it’s cancer
Botulism that’ll do it
See you always knew it’s you, but ya kick it and ya blew it
Like oh no no I can’t do it
Stuck in gum and cannot chew it
I’ll be trapped in here forever
That’s illogic, you know better
Easy 3, run it through
Run it back, you know who

It’s clover, bitch
I’m the real DP, but over it
And if you can’t see, I’m cool with that
You’ve found myself, yo, where he at?
I had real long stride, longer then ya Hubba Bubba
And 5 pennies for ya thoughts, now hug me brotha
Train your thoughts like it’s TikTok
This time, pave the way
You up up away in this song
Heroboy

Save the day, save the day
I been flying round the city like jet plane
Come catch me, too fast for ya
Just saved the whole damn world dude, did it just cause I
Saved the day, saved the day
I been flying round the city like jet plane
Come catch me, too fast for ya
Just saved the whole damn world dude, did it just cause I could

Do you know me?
Do you know the things I’ve seen?
I been through a lotta shit
I don’t wear no rubber gloves
Digging right in with bear hands
Hibernation been enough?
Hell yeah it has
Swear to god
Seen what I need
Cause you always learn your lesson
Til ya rescued by the ring
And I don’t regret a thing
Cause I never really do
Thread is stronger by the string
Better yet I gotta clue
Think I know a thing or two now

Save the day

HEROBOY (Prod. by Chxse Bank)

additional vocals @ryanhartnell
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