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Recordng Dear Diary was our first time recording at The Lab here in NZ and it was a blast! thank you so much to the team at Asians in Music

The single art was personally drawn by Me! President Ruby! I started it on the train and finished in bed with a cup of peppermint tea.

“Dear Diary” discusses struggles with mental health including anxiety and body image, all over the classic Rockin beats you’ve come to love.
lyrics
(A) Verse 1 - Writing in Diary

Don’t know if my body is a temple or a prison
All I know is I don’t wanna be here it’s not where I’m currently living
So I’ll starve myself until I disappear but it just makes the cat calls worse
And the fetishization of me existing
Dear Diary

(B) Instrumental

(A) Verse 2 - Therapist Office

- And how does that make you feel?
- Terrible, fucking paralyzed, I don’t even know where to start
- Lets try a new technique this week, have you ever tried to gamify your life?
- Well, I guess I could give it a try


(C) Bridge - Gamify My Life

I’m gonna Gamify my life
So I don’t gotta do it twice
I’m gonna gamify my life

Im gonna gamify my life
It’ll make the chores feel kinda nice
I’ll get a sticker every night

Dear Diary

(B) INSTRUMENTAL into outro

Outro

Dear Diary, still find it hard to breathe
Cried the third time this week and dammit I’m still suffocating
In my head
I can’t seem to get out of bed

Dear Diary
Full of anxiety
Try a new method and repeat to make it all ok
Not today, I’ll just pretend that everything is going my way
credits
released October 5, 2024

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