(wraith)
You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

I’m just tryna keep my head above the fucking water
I’m fodder, sorry father, another goner, a bother

Everything I speak about
you swear is in my head
Rewrite everything I said
Just to spin it into weapons
I’m feeling reckless
All on the offense
None to the caution
Hell with defenses

You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

(grace horn)
you didnt want me at my worst
so you dont deserve me at my best
or even when im mediocre
i dont wanna spend another day sober
but
drinking the pain away never did work
for me so im puffing between every breath
maybe its me cuz im fucked in the head
but maybe its you cuz im trying my best

gettin better
spent years in this weathered
old shell of a body
im torn and im tethered to earth

bury me 6 feet beneath all the dirt
frequent assumptions that stick to the worst

if i had the chance to run it back then i would take the lead and run it differently
and ive been slowly goin goin thru the motions no emotions stick it to the mission please
im too lethal toxic can u step away do not approach come back whenever tensions eased
you could get a wrench socket power drill and still cant find a single point in fixin me uhohh

i tried to talk to you
but confrontation never works
i guess ill eat my words
before you eat me first

still waters of
corahbeiy have caused the dearth
the plague wiped out our fertile
ground and killed the birth

tethered w/ grace horn (dash)

Face Death, With Death 
Vails Blu52
Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
The walls are closing in, I hear the silence scream,
My body’s breaking down, but I’m trapped inside a dream.
The cold hands reach for me, pulling at my chest,
Every step I take just drags me closer to the rest.

(Hook)
Facing death, it swallows me whole,
Blackened hands are pulling my soul.
No light remains, just endless decay,
I bleed in the shadows and wither away,
So Breathe me in,
Swallow the night.
I’m not afraid,
I’ve already died inside

(Verse 2)
Eyes sewn shut, and I’m forced to face it,
Blood on the ground, yeah I can’t escape it.
Pain in my chest, but I still embrace it,
Death in my veins, and I can’t replace it.
Chains on my soul, and I suffocate it,
Truth in the dark, and I can’t debate it.
Hell in my mind, and I cultivate it,
Life is a curse, but I can’t erase it

Fire in my lungs and I suffocate it,
Knife in my back but I won’t misplace it.
Fear in my eyes and I can’t outpace it,
Death on my tongue and I learn to taste it.
Scars on my skin, yeah I can’t erase it,
Buried in the dirt but I still embrace it.
Hell’s in my heart and I consecrate it,
Life is the wound and I can’t replace it.

(Swamp)


#metal #rock #hardcore #emo #emorock #screamo #hardrock #song

Face Death, with Death (feat. Swamp)

We Can Leave the Party [prod. maysmusic]

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

It's just my turn [prod. mackk & threemvsk]

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

Happy Halloween everyone 🎃 

Lyrics~

Memory’s like deadwood that my mothafuckin theme song 
Diggin in my different bag of flows in findin sweat spots 
I be with the gang and you can find us where them trees rot 
6 feet deep comatose with the kneees locked 
Ancient form of being buried deep within the bedrock 
Yeen even see it coming Way we hit you with dat headshot 
20 gold rigs with the team like we some hedgehogs 
We just come to fuck it up then dip off to the next spot 
Oh?
I just think we hatched another plan it’s time to go 
Shit I’m rolling 20 deep that’s 40 eyes thats on patrol 
Movin like a hive mind steady creeping out the snow 
Shake off all the frostbite and introduce em to the cold 

I feel like a monster way I eat up all these beats 
Always tooth pickin hats and 808s up out my teeth 
Oh you caught me lickin chops I smell deadwood cooking heat 
Table set, fuck it up again we rollin 15 deep 
Oh Geeze 
Move like the akatsuki way we blow through all these trees 
You couldn’t fathom all the dope that we got hidden in these leaves 
Shit it’s got me reachin heights I never thought that I would see 
gotta bounce just got word back from the team

oh? p. bxxnose

Don't Pressure Me [prod. cl6udy & cxrter]

cupid got me...once. [p. kilolit]

Vails x Mackk - not so special
Prod. By Mackk
Vocals from vails 
Lyrics below:

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

Yeah yeah I break down when the world gets loud
Yeah yeah Smile on my face but I’m not proud
Yeah yeah I’m just a ghost in a fragile shell
Yeah yeah Been through heaven, but I stayed in hell

I been runnin’ from the pain I feel inside,
Smile on my face but it’s all a disguise,
Bottle it up, yeah, I keep it in tight,
Pray for the day that I’ll finally feel right

You see hope where I see my flaws,
I see cracks where you see no walls,
I keep falling no hands to hold,
Heart too numb, it’s already cold

It’s already cold it’s already cold
And now I’m freezing, now you’re leaving
Now I’m grieving baby why you leaving me 

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

#rap #melodic #vails

Not so special

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