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weak-ends (2019)

Mourir Dans Un Bain

A feature film wrote itself in the back of my mind
Lush corridors stitched themselves through my retinas
A gripping character study hijacked my reality
A portal to escape the non-arbitrary
A door I could push to get back to a past life
Deus ex machina

It comes and goes, but it grabs a bit more each time
The tunnel it dug shelters from the social rains of the divine
Over the years you fashioned this mask for the inside of your face
You reach for a deathbed that would unmake your life of disgrace

What you dreamed to be, what you longed to show was pure vapour
Waves of soft nails massaged you into a comfort zone
Shut your eyelids, gaze into red, feel the sun burn
What else is existence, but a war against the light we once were

She breathes us in
And I lift a sword to my bloodthirsty cloud
She blows me out
And I dance like hell to keep my guts within

From this nasty floor sweat a thousand stories
I beg one could pull me out
As long as I can ache the wails will echo
As I picture her, as she breathes
As I picture her, breathe me in

Through her breath

Laura's Theme (Twin Peaks)

Osciladores Nocturnos

Lyrics:

I'll go to sleep before the sun and rest my eyes
I'll dream the flames crackling away come visit me
And rock my bed of embers
x2

My lust for ash swells out my throat, blurs out the lights
My walls stopped shaking from the cries that filled the streets
This time came gloriously

All my encephalical rides will soon shut off
But in my last waking thoughts she's guest-starred again
Wearing neither name or voice

(bridge 1)
Then my chest glows and I mind my change
Reptilian dread overflows, why is that so strange
Each clue leads me to understand
I once was this thin smoke that slips from my hand

(chorus)
Before the sun we fade
Gliding from faith to shade
Our flesh, our weight below
Can only search sorrow

(verse 2)
Here on the ground, dropped by my soul, I lay agape
Seeing through the eyes of a shell sitting ashore
Grey walkers clutter the air

As I scrape my skull to exhume what's left of her
I go astray inside dedals of apathies
Black veins strangling me in place

My screams are quiet but the air displaced shatters some void
Under this shroud storms brew to awful hues unseen
I comply to witness this

(chorus 2)
Before the sun shines through
Spirals of déjà-vu
We'll write in scars the words
That our new pain affords
x2

(bridge 2)
Before the sun, I slept and flew
My limbs were light so I swam, then I looked back to see you
Mere void filled all that I could drone
I knew then it was so wrong, could I ever rise this alone

Before the sun, my regrets bake
Many times I asked to land, to care only for your sake
I'm jailed up here, caged in a cloud
Cherry-picked like a ripe fruit, right into a burning crowd

(chorus 3)
Before the sun I've gone
Assuaged of all I've known
The shreds I was they breathe
Streaming currents of grief

Before the sun

Quickly made shoegazey whiny thingie, lower your expectations

Low Snow

Chakra du coeur de chrome

With many apologies to Angelo Badalamenti.

Twin Peaks' theme

2019 (New Moonlight)

Hey wanderer, I like making music.
Sometimes while I indulge myself, I will get one wonderfully pesky thought : maybe, just maybe, this assemblage of vibrations might be enjoyable to someone else, anyone. And everytime the impossible hope comes back, a hope that you could share with me a gaze at these weird melancholies that lull my insanities, all through this tortuous bridge over death we call the internet.
So yeah, thank you for lending me your ears :)

(Awkward guitar playing & french accent included in package)

tomaduma

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