some demos

first draft of album in production

when you find yourself in
another place that you've never been
a little thought deep from within
i couldn't help myself again

in the mirrors there will be
a familiar face that we all have seen
despite my cache of memories 
i won't recognize that it's me


as i go home
(you won't always be alone)
and as we move on
(things will never be the same)

as we always used to say
some people come 
some people stay

as i always used to pray
i'll be alive either way


when you find yourself away
from the place you used to lay
you know i didn't want to say
i couldn't find another way

we play the games we used to play
trying to convince you to stay
countless naps and wasted days
the ways we thrived were oh so strange


as i go home
(you won't always be alone)
and as we move on
(things will never be the same)

as we always used to say
some people come 
some people stay

as you always used to pray
i'll be alive another day


we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now

vocals by gwen
full album out feb 16 2024
project file: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=isqi-BZ1cyo

ever chance

cache

i've been told that there's no such thing as true kindness
only animals wanting to maim and blind us
perpetuated, desaturated, there's all-surrounding buildings here
and all i've made is an imitation of something all too insincere

but i feel the heat of the open wounds
it's unlike anything i've felt before
so what good's a stone that reflects the moon
if the cold isn't what i want anymore

but i feel the heat of the open wounds
it's unlike anything i've felt before
so what good's a stone that reflects the moon
if the cold isn't what i want anymore

vocals by @cysteke
full album "ever chance" out feb 16 2024 on business casual
project file: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH0bXeoW610

imitation

missing your
hair on my
my finger-
tips when i get
high, each time
i hear
your voice
it wasn't
even real
but i can still
feel your heat
i miss that
you might agree
but i'll stall and
i'll distract
myself from
asking you to
think about
what we have

we'll never understand each other
so sleep under the covers
stay in between my arms
and love me again

we're always learning bout each other
so come on and discover
all that will happen when
you love me again

living out
fantasies
by viewing
art you send me
i'll answer back
always
i swear
i'm not obsessed
i just
got hurt so i'm
unlearning
all i know
it's for the
better and so
i must tell
you that
i'm sorry
for the way i am
you don't deserve that

we'll never understand each other
so sleep under the covers
stay in between my arms
and love me again

we're always learning bout each other
so come on and discover
all that will happen when
you love me again

guitar by will

undercover

you stuck your fingers in
and made the changes yourself
like erosion over eons
colossal by comparison

invisible lubricant
make it the way you want to
i can't see it but i'm alive
so i must be salvageable

so i must be kind
so i must be there

kind / there

did you make a mistake
you did what
how did you handle damage control

i can fix the
mistakes you made but
you're gonna have to leave it alone

did you not get
the letter addressed
to you and yours when everything changed

i can see that
it takes some time
to process things when you're of your age

it's not your fault
that you can hear me this way
and feel things that you do

but now it's time
to be honest with yourself
do you like the new you
or is it not true

i think it's not true

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