Jacqueline.

Nostalgia.

living with memories gets tough.

lyrics:
clearly only i felt this way enough times to come up with an answer
ive been every place in my mind, detach these cables from my youth
i had the choice between becoming a liar or a fire dancer
both walk the line of a flame so i couldnt choose

and ive been brought back to a time of hell
in a place called home where the time cant tell
i never thought that id be dying to sell
this place called home where the walls all fell on me
and ive been brought back to a time of hell
in a place called home where the time cant tell
i never thought that id be dying to sell
this place called home where the walls all fell on me

i work a day to take a day off
hell no it aint worth it, hell no it aint worth it
i burst a vein to make the pain stop
and it sure aint purfect, no it sure aint perfect

and ive been brought back to a time of hell
in a place called home where the time cant tell
i never thought that id be dying to sell
this place called home where the walls all fell on me
and ive been brought back to a time of hell
in a place called home where the time cant tell
i never thought that id be dying to sell
this place called home where the walls all fell on me

firedancer

Friends switching up before I even make it
You're mad at your mind, you stay mad cuz you ain't patient
So leave it with your pride, cuz I can see that it's wasted
Misery loves me as much as you love yourself naked

And I think everything is worth peeling my eyelids off
I think everything is worth, everything is worth
A second chance, but I ain't paying attention
I think everything is worth peeling my eyelids off
I think everything is worth, everything is worth
A second glance, look who's in the reflection

You been plotting and scheming like demons in the deep end
He's rotting to the core, drinking scotch, committing treason
I dropped out because bleeding taught me more than any teacher
I'm fiending for a feeling to not touch the fucking ceiling

Again, but fuck I want two
Bullets in my head, after I'm thru
Making amends, I'll be gone soon
And I'm upset because you're best is when you're not you

And I think everything is worth peeling my eyelids off
I think everything is worth, everything is worth
A second chance, but I ain't paying attention
I think everything is worth peeling my eyelids off
I think everything is worth, everything is worth
A second glance, look who's in the reflection

Yeah you ain't the sweetest taste
Sorry I'm your server
I had to tell you some way
Without giving you a burden
Just slept the day away
Wish I could take it a little further
Yeah I killed your spirit
But you committed murder

Again, but fuck I want two
Bullets in my head, after I'm thru
Making amends, I'll be gone soon
And I'm upset because you're best is when you're not you
Say it again, fuck I want two
Bullets in my head, after I'm thru
Making amends, I'll be gone soon
And I'm upset because you're best is when you're not you

a string of thoughts stuck inside my ribcage

a string of thoughts kept inside my ribcage

I got a new outlook on saving everyone
They still can't see how tight I'm held
Pass by while I cock this here heavy gun
If you can't take me to heaven, then get me high as hell
Searching for a meaning
I'm yearning for some faith

I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it

Yeah, this life don't make sense
We wake up to day dream about getting paid love
For a fake scene, wearing makeup
Cuz I can't face me
And if I could, maybe I wouldn't be
Breaking down just to build another break up
In the making of a pay stub
That pays off after I make love
My hearts racing while I stay stuck
Am I saving someone who can't take us
Who can't save me from aiming a gun
I'm aching at a thought about praying for a god if I ain't one
So I guess this is life
And your welcome to die anytime
Even day one, yeah

I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it
I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it

OW3N

noose

maybe ill tap back in and rerecord this at some point.

R.O.O.

Sidewalk

Died in my sleep last night
I can't really love, gotta leave last flight
And I don't really eat, felt death in my dreams last night
It only seems right, it only seems like
Yeah, been living 5 weeks in a minute
Spent 35 days just sitting in the kitchen
How can it be that I'm meant to be mentally missing
Rent is due this instant, parked my heart and got a ticket
Can't start, when will I

Finish my ride home
Driving with my eyes closed
And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful
I'll decide when tide's low
And I'll go swimming 30 feet deep
Screaming at a world that doesn't need me
The second wave is coming, another day of numbing
I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing
They ain't breathing

Yeah, life been glorified, I feel mortified to meet me
Fell in love, now I'm horrified just to be me
And I'm so sure if I was borderline
You'd have no worries on when to get up, fortify, and leave me
Pour more, I'm tired, four more and I'm wired
Last piece to the puzzle, shakes in my voice go and get me higher
And I can't feel my hands turn cold,  I'm a motherfucking ice box
Mr. Fantastic, I feel fake, I feel plastic just like fox
These dogs days, yeah, they just eat me up
Every day's more blurred, I roll a j and beat me up
Cuz I got brain trauma from insane drama
You can't take names, no you can't take commas
And you can't stay or imma get nauseous
Imma call bosses, imma call Boston
Now I'm speeding wicked down 35
Taking a time lapse of the century
Chew me up, and spit me out
It's still gon go down how it's meant to be
I'm surrounded by friends, but I live with my enemies
Dark matter with negative energy
My veins knew the blood you were sending me
You stay gooped up on what you pretend to be

I'm on my ride home
Driving with my eyes closed
And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful
I'll decide when tide's low
And I'll go swimming 30 feet deep
Screaming at a world that doesn't need me
The second wave is coming, another day of numbing
I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing
I'm on my ride home
Driving with my eyes closed
And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful
I'll decide when tide's low
And I'll go swimming 30 feet deep
Screaming at a world that doesn't need me
The second wave is coming, another day of numbing
I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing
Yeah, I'm on my
I'm on my
I'm on my

I'm on my bullshit now, I've never been sober
Never knew I'd be working side by side with a casket closer
Can't even get into my clothes without falling over
I need to speak with the owner, I fiend for weed like a stoner
I don't wanna go down, go down this road
I don't wanna know how, know how you stole
My heart from the cage, got a blade like a bandit
So far from my place, I can't stay, I can't stand it
Imma go panic, I don't know what a plan is
Imma go manic, I don't know how to manage
I'm outta amo, I can't deal with the damage
I can't handle all of the healing, all of feeling it just cancels yeah

I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to
I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help through it all
I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to
I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help through it all
I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to
I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help

I'm on my ride home
Driving with my eyes closed
And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful
I'll decide when tide's low
And I'll go swimming 30 feet deep
Screaming at a world that doesn't need me
Second wave is coming, another day of numbing
I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing
They ain't breathing

Clutch Cabin

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