Lyrics:

[Verse 1] 
I can pretend to have reason, condemned to that freedom/ 
I imagine the leashes, a consensual being/ 
Consequently contained, I descended from pieces/ 
Of nauseating litterateur, I'm depending on reading/ 
Want to throw a book at me, do it with nausea/ 
I throw caution to the wind without a cause, yeah/ 

[Verse 2] 
There's a lot I might miss as an artist/ 
Such as ego and a small dick, just for starters/ 
The hardest part of parting with parties at parties, was that I hardly/ 
Could harvest a heart and I wanted to be departed, 
honestly/ 
Shit, this wasnt my department/ 
I came the furthest when I fucked off as far as the farest/ 
Forged my forces and forced myself to become more of a carcus/ 
Living dead, so my soul can serve spiritual causes/ 

[Hook] 
I don't even like my songs, but I like to sing/ 

[Verse 3] 
I'm down to ride the wave and I am bound to find my way/ 
Making my mistakes, man I'm raising higher stakes/ 
Fuck, I might drive astray, but for whatever time it takes/ 
the tires stay quiet since I'm not inclined to mind the brakes/ 
Desire the title of Albert down by my estate/ 
While I fly higher than the empire state's fire-'scape/ 
there's a time of day when I lie awake in my hide-away/ 
With the hands of time and tide tied to my entire name/ 
A tiny stain of lidocaine sooths me in the evening/ 
Slows my breathing, my heart is beating and bleeding/ 
For all of you who fell for reason something so decieveing/ 
I found my freedom the minute I got rid off my meaning/ 

[Hook] 
I don't even like my songs, but I like to sing/

Written & Performed by: HKL 
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD 
Mastered by: Will Borza 
Cover Artwork by: Siiiii (siiiii.info)

The Sun Was The Same

I Don't Like This Song

Lyrics:

[Intro] 
You make me wanna vomit/ 
I am sick to my stomach/ 

[Verse 1] 
Disappointment, lube and ointment/ 
In my bag as I was walking through that door/ 
Felt the rage like many times before/ 

Nauseating, God, I hate it 
When I see the girl working in the store/ 
She can't tell me what her life is for/ 

[Verse 2] 
Melancholy, when I'm lonely/ 
I just keep on thinking about what's her use/ 
Wonder what she's hiding behind the truth/ 

Disappointment, lube and ointment/ 
I'm sure that it won't help me even out the scores/ 
I can't stand the urges anymore/ 

Schopenhauer you devoured/ 
The final little piece of purpose I had left/ 
I don't really mind about the rest/ 

[Outro x8] 
Disappointment

Written & Performed by: HKL 
Add. Vocal Performance by: Tamarin 
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD 
Mastered by: Will Borza 
Cover Artwork by: Siiiii (siiiii.info)

Disappointment

Lyrics:

[Chorus 1] 
You might be the one but I might be in two/ 
I don't exist/ 

[Verse 1] 
I exist in separate forms/ 
I am mass that holds my clothes that later will get torn/ 
Off my body - I'm torn between mass and mess/ 
30 minutes into watching you get dressed/ 
I'm experiencing this reality a little less/ 
I'll escape out of my corpse and levitate out my chest/ 
But never out of your mind and I'd say that is for the best/ 

[Chorus 2] 
You don't know who I am but I don't know myself/ 
I might be you/ 
Tell me, who can tell/ 

[Verse 2] 
I exist in different forms/ 
I was gone, done and dusted prior...to being born/ 
You saw fire in my eyes, now it's only ashes left/ 
20 minutes into glancing at your flesh 
I am watching oxygen as it's re-entering your chest 
I can't escape out of my corpse and I'll always be kept/ 
Within being and time and I'd say that is for the best/ 

[Chorus 3] 
Time has come to go, yeah/ 
Time was never real but when you're moving me/ 
The whole world stands still/ 

[Verse 3] 
The cage of space and time left us all a little cagey/ 
Watching Modern Family and think of Hailey/ 
Thinking how I hate her and how she would hate me/ 
But her face is crazy sweet so I place me/ 
In her beauty and utopia/ 
It's a coping mechanism while I'm groping her/ 
Until I grasp the meaning of being and time I find that she is live, I'm by her side, she is me, so she is mine/ 
All of it is all the time 

[Bridge x4] 
Time is not a thing for you and I/ 
Time is only passing by/

Written & Performed by: HKL 
Add. Vocal Performance by: Guillem Duquette 
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD 
Mastered by: Will Borza 
Cover Artwork by: Siiiii (siiiii.info)

Martin's Mess

Lyrics:

[Hook] 
My little life, I love you so/ 
More amour amore/ 
My little life, I love you so/ 
More amour amore/ 
My little life, I love you so/ 
But you don't mean shit no more/ 


[Verse 1] 
Dreams of happiness for as long as I breathe/ 
Self-fulfillment shit, I was lead to believe/ 
I'm a freak of nature with a weird sense of me/ 
Makes no sense to be the men we pretend to be/ 
We keep omitting our natural habits and habitat/ 
The pressure of delivering deliverance, I'm mad with that/ 
I'm a pretty shabby chap trying to get Maggie back/ 
Magic-Maggie tragically left, so I'm gladly stating facts/ 
We're sentimental fat cats in cat-scans/ 
Searchinng, 21 grams, you wanna be that man?/ 
To say love is a necessisty, the complexity is to the best of my knowledge me and you are worth jack, man/ 
I used to search my heart, Schopenhauer said it's nuts/ 
A Freudian-dick up while we follow rules like it's a must/ 
Herds of sheep, birds and bee's, I never got the buzz/ 
Such a fuzz about a life based on eating chocolate and fucking/ 

[Hook] 

[Verse 2] 
I choose my woman by an instinct of balance/ 
To challenge my entire being, and I gladly take the challenge/ 
While she piss on my dreams, and she shit on my talents/ 
Our being is a mean fuck, but even if she's callous/ 
I will someday marry, the one who will gnaw down my mind and/ 
She will someday carry, the spawn of a balanced mankind/ 
It's a one way ferry carrying us over endless streams/ 
While we reinvent ourselves by meaningless means/ 

[Hook]

Written & Performed by: HKL 
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD 
Mastered by: Will Borza 
Cover Artwork by: Siiiii (siiiii.info)

Being Is Mean

Lyrics:

[Hook] 
While I dream of wildlife/ 
Nellie's walking right by/ 
She doesn't really mind why/ 
I threw away a lifetime/ 

[Verse] 
I have lived most my life in bad faith/ 
A bad taste in my mouth left me tasteless/ 
I attached intent in such mad ways/ 
And I'm sad to say that most of it is wasted/ 
Ironic how we look for meaning in a meaningless world then/ 
Get disturbed by the words keep my entusiasm curbed and/ 
And walk the earth -- dragin' every man's burden/ 
Placed in the most absurd world the world has ever heard of/ 
In this absurdum, I observe, why am I in places?/ 
A man has no name or meaning and in essence I am faceless/ 
The spaces I'm placed in, complacent, I have been waiting for ages/ 
To face the setting I'm set in, I'm too amazed by these mazes/ 
I accept the place and what's real. I address what's relevant 
You guys be stressing over nothing, so don't mind me telling it 
The elephant in the room is that there's no fucking elephant/ 

[Hook] 
While I dream of wildlife/ 
Nellie's walking right by/ 
She doesn't really mind why/ 
I threw away a lifetime/ 

[Bridge] 
It's like I overstayed my welcome and I'm used up/ 
If I can give my two cents about my two fucks/ 
I made a compelling case about wildlife and elephants 
My little life is grey, I'm an anticipating skeleton/ 
Overstayed my welcome and I'm used up/ 
If I can give my two cents about my two fucks/ 
Never bought into a life and how they're selling it/ 
The elephant in the room is that there's no fucking elephant/

Written & Performed by: HKL 
Performed, Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD 
Mastered by: Will Borza 
Cover Artwork by: Siiiii (siiiii.info)

Wildlife

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