maybe i'll rot
in a flipped over focus

baby on god
if i died would you notice

can't take stress so i 
went through the motions

wish you the best 
enjoy your coldness

now i ride through streets
where the rain is pouring

bumping my beats
with the engine roaring

maybe the drinks
solve all my problems 

maybe i'll drink straight
out the bottle

love evergreens
more than midnight brawling

i can see my 
only option

you
don't know what it's like
don't know what it's like
don't know what it's like to 
feel like drowning

x4
don't know what it's like 

don't know what it's like
don't know what it's like
don't know what it's like to 
feel like drowning

x4
don't know what it's like

jump off the roof that we're on
levitate to violet suns 
learn that one is not enough
paint my fear with the artists' brush

gather more and change their hearts
live to know who the real ones are
just play your role and play your part
the fun starts after dark

can't help but feel so attached
open-minded, cosmic ash
marathon, outrun your past
in the dark, we'll forever dance

forever cold, you'll need a tent
forgive your soul , forget your friends
lavender skies, when we ascend
lavender skies, when we ascend

aint no drugs at the afterparty
change your mind?
shit i'm sorry

take a trip, but leave your body
take a sip, it leads to violet

can't you see what's wrong with it
it's hard to die but it's hard to live
you're left outside with no pot to piss in
so why not just get on with it

Violet Sun

begging
someone
let me
go

take up
your place
in rougher shores

let me wander
 
begging
someone
let me
go

take up
your place
in rougher shores

let me wander

painting pictures of a summer sun
hands are filled we don't need no one
deep diving in an ocean of us
hope you're getting what you wanting cause 

i'm giving up swimming near the shores of safety
let go of the line we could use a little danger
adrenaline highs are what our dreams are made of
say you wanna try i can be your navigator

begging
someone
let me
go

take up
your place
in rougher shores

let me wander

begging
someone
let me
go

take up
your place
in rougher shores

let me wander

underwater running low on air
waves are pushing me out far i'm aware
looking up at a cold, blank stare
let me go i like it better here

chin up, loose hold
sink with me darling

red aurora, bruised up
comfortable silence

re write the rules up and we'll form the
apex

aim up, shoot high we're lucky if we're nameless

Wander

took a trip
to a shack
in the forest

met a witch
pretty face
got my palms got read

first guess
knew my name
never said it

you're a mess
you're in pain
and you're starving

something about you girl
got me hypnotized
dancing silhouettes
under candle light

but i'm here for a cure
not that numbing high
stood up from my chair
and stepped into the night

lightning strikes begging to be bottled
wrong path but i bet it takes me me farther
sticks crack i heard it from the ridgeline
why me? why you gotta make this harder?

lightning strikes begging to be bottled
wrong path but i bet it takes me me farther
sticks crack i heard it from the ridgeline
why me? why you gotta make this harder?

take note of the birds
they're singing about something
they don't know the words but
there's a reason they're calling

we're hoping someone will find us

i'm another lost soul looking for answers
it's so hard to know what's true
give it all up for a little direction
try to expand my field of view

Birds

know i've been messy
i tore the couch up
my mind is heavy
i'm a little stressed

i'm busy wrestling
demons i invented
can't think about us
when i'm at the edge

could you direct your 
hang ups about me
to somewhere internal
so i can rest?

that's not a hard line
willing to sometimes
care for this more than
this would suggest

it's my turn to really mess up
it's your turn to try to let go
i'm hanging onto every word you say
cause i'm trying to find the ones you mean

it's my turn to really mess up
it's your turn to try to let go
i'm hanging onto every word you say
cause i'm trying to find the ones you mean

i can't breathe when i'm with you
but i'll suffocate if you want me to
this is more than summer love
so it's okay if you've had enough

regret either way it's up to you

i can't breathe when i'm with you
but i'll suffocate if you want me to
this is more than summer love
so it's okay if you've had enough

regret either way it's up to you

messy

i swear i saw you tearing
light shines through your body
rain looks on concrete
but i feel like i got it wrong

i'm cornered in a fragile home

these people, never liked them
only when they light up
moving their boulders
from one spot to another

i don't want to be understood

intoxicated
stubling through yellow lines
our concrete haven

talk through smoke filled rooms
outgrow your cages

i see a lock on you
we're in the matrix

i've had enough of the lies
open the door and let me out

the only thing that really matters
is your story that you tell

let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out

i've had enough of the lies
open the door and let me out

the only thing that really matters
is your story that you tell

let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out

let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out

call me restless
call me crazy, fucked up and broken

fuck the message
i'll scribble lines until it's covered
till' it's covered

Matrix

cadillac
windows down cause i need to fucking vent

when the money's coming
it just falls away

get too attached and baby i can't stay
too many walls around me know it's no fair

but still
don't you wanna float away?
i'm a fucking flight risk
fuck your money fuck your safe

on my new trap shit
i'ma fucking pave the way
oh so i'm no fly list?
oh you got shit to say?

lost in the stars under aurora borealis
sorry about the mess i'm sentimental damaged

a little obsessed with the sound of all the silence 
i'd send this as a textbut you wouldn't get the message

cadillac
windows down cause i need to fucking vent

when the money's coming
it just falls away

get too attached and baby i can't stay
too many walls around me know it's no fair

flight rsk

i'll keep your white lies
i knew the whole time

knew what you wanted
fall through like water

know that you're damn fine
know that you're hard to find

you got me sweating
you're what i'm wanting

let my heart go
i'm still breathing
but just barely
when we get high
your a model
when you walk out
but not leaving
i aint done yet

let my heart go
i'm still breathing
but just barely
when we get high
your a model
when you walk out
but not leaving
i aint done yet

ur a mdl

take a walk
clear my head of this shit
enough for lifetimes

i've been in the dark
it's clearer there
i can see what's on the sideline

up to my knees
in the same old shit i saw last week
at least i'm finally
crawling out of it

been better lately
though might be the season

go ahead,
turn the beat up, uh

hells here
say the word
we could fuck some shit up

sugar eyed
for the birds
we can feed them all at once

headed north
why are they headed north?
see them?
see them?

take a walk
clear my head of this shit
enough for lifetimes

i've been in the dark
it's clearer there
i can see what's on the sideline

headed nrth

in my hotel i'm
tracing all the lumps in the drywall

i'm just here wasting time but
aren't we all

i can hear people yelling
from the courtyard

and i'm seeing galaxies spinning on the fucking ceiling

and i'm lost in this world that i'm dreaming of

with all this life i'm wasting
i have reservations

slacking on the day shift
but know that wolf is fangless

i've been set for failure
when i'm not used to failing

you don't set my aim bitch
that's more for the aimless

in my hotel i'm
tracing all the lumps in the drywall

i'm just here wasting time but
aren't we all

i can hear people yelling
from the courtyard

and i'm seeing galaxies spinning on the fucking ceiling

and i'm lost in this world that i'm dreaming of

courtyard

don't call my name cause
honestly i'm trying to fall off
the face of the earth

i wanna disappear
to a place with a couple more i's than us

fuck
i'm tryna go out with style
get me a girl like billie eilish
type that paves her own don't need no idols

buy a little cabin in montana
slow this shit down take the world to a stand still


maybe i'll make a life in atlantis
heaven only knows there aint no soft landings

calming my nerves with my drug is a bandage
but for what it's worth i might be damaged

i guess in all the bitterness
there's surely something here
no way no way no way
no way no way no way

all i have is fake
i want to fade away
no way no way no way
no way no way no way

atlantis

i've been
called a lovely
liar, sure

undecided, but
some things i'm certain of

out of options, 
filled with toxins
stopped in motion
with raw emotions

indecisive
and prone to violence

call me perfect
or call me awful

i'm a jerk now but there's a time when i was thoughtful

played along and followed her rules

but i'm way too used to
fighting for affection 
so i'm a little cautious with you
 
yeah i'm a jerk now
but it's okay cause she
could do no
wrong there's only problems wtih me

and sure some of it might just be my fault
but knowing her that's hard to believe

jerk

short attention span

singer/songwriter/producer

CLVM

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