rhinestone hoodie ft. NXBXDY (p. number48/icykiddo)

COMFORT

PROD. GUALA BEATZ

Mixed & Mastered by - Yhung Sin.

Lyrics: 

 I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

 I jus want you for the night, mixin codeine with the sprite, how I’m feeling I’m alright, needa get you off my line. I don’t wanna fight, wanna look you in the eyes while I’m aiming down the sights, yeah. 

 Stop callin up my phone you already know, I don’t have no one at all I been on my own, when I needed you the most you was there to fold, I don’t nobody else bitch I’m good alone. 

Stop talkin bitch I don’t wanna hear nothing and every time you call you already know it’s missed, and I been on my shit, you can call it quits cuz I’m done with this. Yeah

Why the fuck am I alive ? I done overdosed twice. how the fuck am I alive ? I’m just tryna fuckin die. Why the fuck am I alive ? I done overdosed twice. How the fuck am I alive ? I’m just tryna fuckin die. 

I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

I ain’t tryna live bitch, I’m tryna fuckin die, how I’m living lately I don’t care that it’s not right, hit you up with 33 and bitch this is a 9, actin like I’m yachty I just want you for the night.

Written by - Yhung Sin

N!NE

Y Not (Prod. Tennis Player)

Kbackwood$ - Deeper (Slown/Mixed) Prod.Nikblor

this is to deicated to my exs fuck yall lmao
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cartiercat/talknow-feat-scottyspeed
ALL PLATS SOON I FUCKING LOVE YALL


SHOTOUT TO MY DAWG FOR THE COVER ART
GO COMMISION HIM IF U WANT ART vinnie.#5166

talknow/w scotty speed (prod.akria3k)

Crash Landing

Crash Landing (feat. TUXX)[Prod. Tryan]

livin’

LYRICS:

I don't wanna do shit
I could stay inside in the house with a zip on the couch
I could die
What amounts to a life well-lived?
Tryna figure how many fucks I give
I ain't living right, I might die like this
Playing with a knife, nearly sliced my wrists
Standing on a cliff, I might dive off it
Fucking 'til I'm dry, need to bind my dick
Can't forget who the fuck I been
Heaven sent, but I just might sin
On the cusp of a dub, might win
Hard to trust if you ain't my kin
Saying "us", but you ain't my friend or a plus one
Wish I had a trust fund
Twenty plus trips around the sun
And I haven't come undone
Barely, hanging by a thread
Up against a wall, banging my head
This could be the night I bite lead
Fall asleep and dream that I'm dead
Wake up and go right back to bed
Then hop out of that bitch like I don't ever get tired
Niggas wanna shit talk, they don't wanna fist-fight
I'm nonstop like I sniffed white
I'm on top when I give pipe
But rock bottom still a threat
Hard to pay emotional debt
I'm still scarred like glass shards are stuck in my head
Still starved 'cause my inner child hasn't been fed
Been too long since I cried or I bled
But my eyes and my veins dry
Half-alive half the time 
I feel like I'm a faint light
Quit the gas, now I can't fly
I just hang glide
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I go hard in the mo'fucking paint
And I don't play basketball
We fucked, but I ain't attached at all
You a joker, I'mma slash ya jaw
Dark Knight, no cape
Dark thoughts, no escape
What the fuck it gon' take?

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Christ Almighty. So I guess this is the year-ender. That's cool, there's a lot in here I wanna leave in 2022, which has actually been a pretty sick year for me. But when it wasn't, it sucked. I was dropping approximately a song a month (POSSUMZ was delayed a month) at the top of the year, and then I hit a wall. Something didn't feel right after I dropped BIG TYKES. I got sorta bummed 'cause I knew it wouldn't be as loved as POSSUMZ, and then it wasn't, and I don't know what happened. That was only part of the problem, though. I'm not one to get bogged down for long, so I proceeded to the next song, but it didn't pan out the way I wanted it to. The next song got scrapped, and for months I tried recording the follow up to BIG TYKES only to find that shit was just not working. And when I say "the follow up", I'm talking about multiple songs. Nothing stuck. It was like I lost my super power or some shit. This feeling was only helped by the fact that I made many instrumentals in the interim. But a beat is not a song to me. I'm not in the business of making beats, I make music. Entire songs. So I felt shitty about the fact that so much time was passing without releasing any. That's where the energy of this song comes from. It's about me being in a fucking rut and struggling to climb out of it. About feeling guilty and useless and unworthy. And rejected by the art form that has given me so much. It was like I wasn't allowed to participate. Like I couldn't make music because I didn't deserve to or some shit. Like I had been cut off from the fount of inspiration and ability that allows any artist to make shit. Luckily, I'm a fuck that try hard nigga, so I just kept throwing shit at the fucking wall and hoping something would stick. Eventually, it did. I've had the instrumental since fucking May. I was listening Lowertown a lot and was really taken by Olivia O.'s "Great Big Nothing" EP. Just for fun, I wanted to make something that instrumentally could have been on that project. I'm pretty sure I missed the mark, but I think that's the best way to reference a song. This is my third attempt at writing this song, like I said shit wasn't working. But that's the process. And third time's definitely the charm. See you next year.


Your friend, confidant, co-conspirator,

Clyde

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EVERYTHING BY "GOOD GUY" CLYDE ANDY

-esque 2022

SHARDZ

Heat Incarnate @dashesque
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All music self-produced unless specified otherwise

SHARDZ

"GOOD GUY" CLYDE ANDY

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