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LYRICS:

SHOULD HAVE FUCKED AROUND AND THREW IT IN THE BAG 
CHRONIC
THROW SOME NEW TAGS ON IT 
RACE A BLUE JAG SONIC

I BE SMELLING IN PUBLIC
IN MY HOODIE WALKING SILENT
MEET MY GAZE AND I DOUBLE IT

I GOT PROBLEM
I GOT PROBLEM WITH STATE OF THINGS
PROBLEM WITH THE SHAME THAT NIGGAS KNOW
AND THE WEIGHT IT BRINGS
HMM
SIT AND TALK ABOUT FADED THINGS

I GOT NO MORE TIME FOR BULLSHIT

NORTH ON LAKEWOOD MAKE A LEFT TURN WHEN I HIT DEL AMO
WIT THE FELLOWS POP MODELOS LIKE SOME REAL CHICANOS
HELL IF I KNOW WHEN I’M STOPPING NOTHING’S EVER FINAL
I WILL DROP HIM IF HE NOT BEEN WATCHING FOR HIS SPINAL

6 O CLOCK
KNOW YOU REALLY IN THE SHIT
WHEN YOU LOOKING FOR PISS TO COP
WITH THE SWISHERS
PISTOL POP AND THEN IT’S WHISPERS

SHHH

SWITCH TO BACKWOODS 
I NEED IT TO SMACK GOOD
SLEEPING THROUGH THE STREET TALKING
AT NIGHT REFUSE TO GO TO THAT HOOD

YOU WONT CATCH ME TRIPPING 
PAY ATTENTION WHERE I WALK
“YOU WONT CATCH ME SLIPPING”
NIGGAS SAY IT BUT IT’S TALK
IF I COME TO GETCHA YOU’LL 
BE SLEEPING, GRIP NO GLOCK
I BE DOUBLE DIPPING BITCH I
GOTTA GET THAT GUAP

I BE IN THE KITCHEN DRINKING TILL
MY WORRY HUNG 
SORROW IM EMITTING YOU CAN
TASTE IT ON YOUR TONGUE
FEELING LIKE IM EVIL
I BE CREEPING DOWN THE HALLS
I LIKE KILLING PEOPLE IN THE 
STEEPLES AND THE MALLS

I SMOKE THAT ILLEGAL
TO POSSES IN EVERY STATE
FEELING GREAT
AS I CAN HOLD MY HATE INSIDE MY HANDS
WATCH IT DANCE

LIKE IM RUNNING YO FADE
OR CONFRONTING MY FATE
HOPE IM NONE IN YO WAY

I KEEP THE GUN ON MY WAIST….

FOR THE PRESSURE
YESSIR
TOUCH YOUR HEAD AND BLESS YA
NOW YOU AINT A STRESSOR…..

GIVE HER D LIKE A PROFESSOR

IT'LL BE OKAY (FT. BLCKK) (PROD. HEAL)

CORINNE

FIND MYSELF YET AGAINÂ 
EVERYTIME I
YET AGAINÂ 
EVERYTIME I FIND MYSELF YET AGAIN
EVERYTIME I FALL I GET UP AGAINÂ 
MEMORIES COLD BACKIN DOWN IN THE ENDÂ 
I FALL RIGHT DOWN
THEN I FIND SELF AGAINÂ 
EVERYTIME I FALL I GET UP AGAIN
EVERYTIME I FALL I GET UP AGAIN
IM ALWAYS COLD BEATEN DOWN IN THE ENDÂ 
I FALL RIGHT DOWN THEN I FIND SELF AGAIN
EVERYTIME I FALL I GET UP AGAIN
I NEED TO FIND MYSELF DOWN IN THE ENDÂ 
IM ALWAYS COLD BEATEN DOWN IN THE ENDÂ 
I FALL RIGHT DOWN THEN I FIND SELF AGAINÂ 
I FALL RIGHT DOWN THEN I GET UP AGAIN
IM ALWAYS COLD BEATEN DOWN IN THE ENDÂ 
I NEED TO GET UP AND FIND SELF AGAIN
MEMORIES COLD BEATEN DOWN IN THE DEAD
I NEED TO GET UP AND FIND SELF AGAIIIINNNN
WALK MORE IN THE SNOW TILL YOU CAN NOT FREEZE
CRY MORE TO MY FACE TILL YOU CANNOT SEEÂ 
AND I WILL WALK THROUGH THE WATER AND 7 SEAS
GET UP AND FLY JUST FIND YOUR WINGS
AHhhHhhhhHiiii
CORINNE YOUR MY SYRINGE I WANNA FALL BACK OUT OF THIS PLACE IM IN
I JUST PACKED ALL MY BAGS FOR CALI
AND INSIDE I JUST BEEN HURTIN SO BADLY TONIGHT
I CANT FIND MYSELF SO WHEN IM BACK BEAT DOWN
I SURROUND MYSELF WITH ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
CORINNE YOUR MY SYRINGE I WANNA FALL BACK OUT OF THIS PLACE IM IN
BUTTERFLIES THEY GLIDE THROUGH THE SOUND OF WIND I WANNA FALL BACK OUT OF THIS PLACE IM IN

CORINNE (PROD. RYINI BEATS)

LYRICS:

YOU EVER LOVE A NIGGA THEN HE GONE?

I HAVE I HAVE 
I PUT THAT THOUGHT INSIDE OF MANY SONGS
DRINKING BY MYSELF AGAIN

DRINK UNTIL THE HENNY’S GONE
IS WHAT THEY TELL YOU
IF YOU PASSED IT RIP OUT ANY BONG
ADVICE TO KEEP YOUR HEALTH A 10

IM TIRED ALL THESE NIGGAS WRONG
TIRED OF LISTENING TO NIGGAS THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHIT
ISAIAH AINT MY FRIEND OVER A WORD
BUT A MAN WITH THE SAME NAME FUCKING WITH ME THAT’S OBSURD 
I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS SHIT HOE 
YOU MUST NOT HAVE HEARD

HOW COULD YOU NOT BITCH I BEEN YELLING MORE THAN EVEN
GETTING OFF POT HOP OFF THE TOP LIGHT AS A FEATHER
LETTING THE COP SLIP ON THE CUFFS AND IF HE DOING IT TOO ROUGH
I LOOK AT MOMMA LIKE WHATEVER

MAKE HER CRY ONE TOO MANY A TIME
SHE SEE ME GROW COLDER AS IM GETTING OLDER 
I TOLD HER IT’S FINE

I HOLD HER SHE BLIND FROM THE TEARS IN HER EYES
SHE WANT ME TO FIND MY LIFE IN THESE 

RHYMES IN MY HEAD IN A LINE
MY PAIN AND MY STRIFE
EVERY MOMENT MY LIFE
CLOSING IN ON ME

WHY

DO I FEEL THE NEED TO DO MORE THAN THESE OTHERS
CUZ IN THIS LIFE IVE LOST SOME BROTHERS, THAT’S RIGHT

NIGGAS CANT TELL IF THEY LOVE ME FOR REAL OR
THEY JUST WANNA STEAL MY ATTENTION

I MENTION A NIGGA ONE TIME AND HE FREAK 
I BE BREAKING THEY HEARTS AND THEN MAKING THEY WEEKS

IT’S A BLESSING TO KNOW THAT MY STRESSING BOUT ART 
IS IMPRESSING TO NIGGAS THAT LESSEN THEY VALUE 
AS WELL AS YOU NIGGAS THAT LOVE THE IMPROVEMENT
I JUST LOVE TO HOP ON THE MIC AND THEN LOSE IT

SO FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE 
I DO WHAT I WANT
I DONT WANT NO ONE CALLING MY SHOTS
FOR ME 
TORE ME APART

FUCK THE TOBACCO IT KILLING OUR HEARTS
AND FUCK ALL THE OPIATES I WONT EVEN START

SOME OF US WANT IT 
AND SOME OF US DONT
JUST LEAVE THE SUCCEEDING TO NIGGAS THAT WONT

GIVE UP AND THROW THEY SHOT AWAY
LIVE UP TO WHAT MY APPA SAY

I’LL RUN IT
FOR ALL YOU NIGGAS HATING ON MY STYLE
AND ALL YOU NIGGAS TOWING PISTOLS TALKING WILD
THIS MY THERAPY

DONT GET IT CONFUSED…
I DO THIS SHIT SO I WILL NOT GO BLOW A FUSE 
AND A HURT A HUMAN ANY HUE
HOE WOULD YOU BUG IF I WAS BLUE?
IF I LOOKED MORE LIKE YOU?
IF I DID WHAT YOU EXPECTED
IN A WAY YOU THOUGHT WAS COOL?
BITCH IM TRYNA DISECT IT

HOW I GET THROUGH
TO PEOPLE THAT DONT WANNA LISTEN
THEY VERY COMFORTABLE HATING, 
DEBATING SHIT THAT AINT CHANGING
CUZ THERE AINT ENOUGH AT STAKE AND
NOBODY OWNING THET FATE
OR THE FOOD ON THEY PLATE
OR THE THOUGHTS IN THEY HEAD
I DONT NEED THOTS IN MY BED
I NEED A LOT TO MY NAME
I NEED A PLOT FOR MY GRAVE THAT
WILL EVENTUALLY NOT BE
THERE IS NO POINT TO BE COCKY
OR TRY TO BE ASAP ROCKY 
NIGGAS WANNA FREE ASAP ROCKY MORE THAN
NIGGAS WANNA FREE THEYSELVES 
BITCH ARE YOU WELL PLEASE LET YOURSELF OUT THE CELL

I WANNA LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW THAT I AM DOING FINE
I WANNA LET YOU NIGGAS KNOW THAT GOT THROUGH IT FINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU NIGGAS DYING OVER ME OR MINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU PEOPLE CRYING 

never let another human tell you what you can do
cuz what man do is inside of your mind

free

THERAPY (PROD. WENDIGO)

half the niggas i name in this song would go on to diss me for no reason but fuck em

LYRICS:

BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR 
AND IT’S SO HOT IN THIS APARTMENT
WHAT THE FUCK A DARKIE GOTTA DO TO START SHIT
FLYING OUT TO UTAH THEN I TRANSFER OER TO CHAROLETTE 
NIGGAS DROVE FOR 7 HOURS JUST TO HOP INSIDE OF OUR PIT

SPIDER ON MY ARM MY NIGGA WIELDING A GUITAR PICK
PATRICK IN THE VAN WITH FLVCO EDDY IN THE STAR WHIP
DRIVE TO CINCINNATI KNOW IM SICK MAKING A FAR TRIP
JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM ALREADY SEEING HARDSHIP

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR
AND THERE’S SOME BUGS INSIDE MY BED FRAME
I CANT EVEN SLEEP OR GET SOME REST INSIDE MY HEAD MANE
I JUST WANNA BLOW UP THROW MY MATTRESS IN A RED FLAME
I’M YELLING IN COLUMBUS MOTHER FUCKER GOT A DEAD BRAIN

MAD WHILE IM PERFORMING CUZ YOU HURT BY WHAT I SAID, PAIN,
SO MANY MILES I WILL NOT BE BULLIED BY YOU INSANE
PERFORMING ON THE STREET IN DETROIT AINT A FUCKING FED CAME
SPIDER GANG THE NIGGAS VANDALIZING BLACK AND RED PAINT

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND THERES SOME MOLD IN MY REFRIGERATOR
SUMMER IN LA WITH NO AC LIKE AN INCINERATOR
I MET UP WITH EVAN THE RED HEADED HE’S AN INNOVATOR 
RILEY IS A SAVAGE HE’S A VIDEO PROLIFERATOR 

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR I GOT NO FOOD AND NO CLEAN WATER SOURCE
DIRTY BUTT AND MAZI APOLLO NAHEEM KAKA OF COURSE
SUICIDE AND I PERFORM TOGETHER AND WE SLAUGHTER YOURS
PLEASE COME GET YOUR BABY GIRL THE CREW CAN MAKE YOUR DAUGHTERS WHORES

HEY WHY YOU SAY DARKIE? PEOPLE COMING UP AFTER THE SHOW
BECAUSE THAT IS MY NAME AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL TO ME YOU KNOW
DILLINGER SAYS I AM BLACK BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE HIM THO 
I AM NOT A COLOR IM THE RAINBOW AND THE FUCKING GOLD 

BITCH THERE AINT A SINGLE PERSON YOU CAN GO COMPARE ME TO
I AM NOT AN INDIAN I’M SCARY BRAVE AND HAIRY NUDE
I BEEN OFF THE LEAN A LITTLE MOLLY IN A SAIYAN MOOD
NIGGAS WANT THE HATE TO LEAVE BUT THEY TOO SCARED TO SAY IT DUDE

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM DEPRESSED LIKE ALL THE REST OF US
I MIGHT SMOKE SOME WEED AFTER IM BETTER CUZ MY CHEST IS PUSS
IMMA PLAY THE TEACHER AND ILL SEE JUST WHAT MY LESSON DOES 
SHOUT ALEX LUNA GRANT AND JESS KNOW THEY AINT PRESSING US

I DONT PERFORM AT FESTIVALS YET BUT JUST WAIT AND OBSERVE 
IM OBSURD?
YOU’RE THE HUMAN BEING CONTROLLED BY A WORD
IM TRYING TO LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND US MAKE A DIFFERENCE
PEOPLE EVERY COLOR IN MY AUDIENCE, DELIVERANCE

DIVIDENDS
QUAALUDES IN OUR LIVERS FEEL LIKE BIGGER MEN
RASCAL OFF THE LIQUOR WIT A PERC INSIDE HIS SPHINCTER END
CHILLING WITH MY NIGGAS AND WE LIT UP LIKE A WICKER MAN
VILLAIN SPILLING MILLER LIGHT I GUESS THE VENUE SLICKER THEN

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR PUT A MODELO IN MY FACE AGAIN
I GOTTA SUCCEED MY PATTI GOT SOME BAD ARTHRITIS 
AND IT MIGHT AS WELL BE ME IM IN A FIELD CRYING ON WENDIGO
SCREAMING UP AT HEAVEN MOTHER FUCKER TELL ME WHEN TO GO

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR DONT TELL ME THIS IS NOT THE GUTTER
NIGGA YOU DONT KNOW WHERE I BEEN NIGGA YOU IS NOT MY BROTHER
IM WITH SPIDER GANG WE MAKING ART LIKE NOBODY NO OTHER
THIS THE FUTURE BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR THE EARTH IS MOTHER, UH

TOUR (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics : 

ive seen you watching 
the demons crawling in me 
the people watching 
dont want to be one with me 

gone

strawberries (prod.wendigo)

i think i finally love myself

lyrics:
my way 
my way or the highway baby
stop lookin at me sideways maybe
one day we can be free

you’re so sweet to me
like a peach tree

my days
going stupid eyes ache burning
from staring at the sun not learning
please incinerate me

i hope that jesus christ doesn’t hate me

why me
why my mind a runaway train
that cant seem to fix anything
pain seep into my brain, see

see the sky it crying when it rain,  we
dont know what we got until it fade, be
proud of what you do, do it insanely

hold my hand
hold me closer
do you stand on 
billboards and posters

im a man
with a hand on my holster

yeah

watch the moments pass you
watch the moments pass you by
can’t afford to match you
im low on cash help me survive
why the rich got mass supplies
for when the anti christ arrives 
arises from the hell inside
where all the evil fell and writhes

why i wake up waste my time
when all the rhymes inside my mind
alive

why i give a fuck about these people that dont care about me
the internet is such a bitch it tear the hair up out me
i wanna die i lie in bed dont know my wearabouts he

appear to me 
i fear his image taking
over over
where’s the finish making
mad mistakes i peer the fakes are wasting

all their seconds
all they recon making
money power better
i just want my grandmother’s cooking n a sweater 
some times i cant stand them looking at my tether

the thing that keep me grounded
it sounded soft
like a mountain of cloth
or the crown of a sloth

my way 
my way or the highway baby
stop lookin at me sideways maybe
one day we can be free

you’re so sweet to me
like a peach tree

my days
going stupid eyes ache burning
from staring at the sun not learning
please incinerate me

i hope that jesus christ doesn’t hate me

IMPERFECT (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics:
I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down
Now I got one less second to do something
What the fuck now my nigga

Uh, I figure it’s genetic man it suck how
The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud 

Or take a walk down town
I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
Or the smell of pizza cooking 
Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
Instead I’m hurting

Avoiding the moment
I pull the curtain

Hide me!

cuz i dont know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small and minuscule i want to call

to anyone who’ll stop this drenching of my soul
i feel the wall and kick right through
i fought it

hot head
i wanna plant some flowers not the 
potted kind
i feel the power my 
retarded mind
has got inside it find it
hard to mind

my own business
my flow quick as a missile 
until it slow down
a glow stick and it click
oh what a cool sound 
i showed my momma 
my music and she was so proud
she told me future
i choose it that hit me profound 

i forget to breathe and
where i put my damn keys
that’s a problem 
frame freeze it

need it
or so it seems 
cuz every picture 
fade away when no one there to see 

people been living for forever wit no therapy
so why im different

it aint bout yo feelings
our society is slipping 
no support without a family
this paper got me thinking
if i gave him what i owe
then why the fuck i gotta tip him nigga

this money’s uncaring
and it aint no fun sharing
but you selfish if you don’t 
and if you do you must be happy right?
if higher numbers made you number wouldn’t that be nice?

i need to lay down
just lie dead
i wanna run away to somewhere i can 
rest my head 

the birds sound beautiful
the light bounce off
off my fingers and my cuticles
i bite down soft on em

my father point it out now im embarrassed 
i don’t know who i’d be without my parents

work with what you got 
they taught me 
to not blow up the spot
be healthy
and don’t talk down cops
whether wealthy or 
poor they got more glocks
than you ever will
you felt it before

that’s good advice
walking down the street
high then a kite
bright light flashing
ashing the blunt 
the neighborhood is nice

THEY STAY ADDICTED TO THE CASH FLOW
MMM AND IM JUST LAYING ON THE GRASS LIL MAMA
CAN YOU WATCH A NIGGA PASS THO?
MMM SEE HIM LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST 
AND AMASS THOSE COMMAS?

STUPID LIL BITCH HATING ON ME
CUZ I AINT SUCKIN NO DICK FOR NO APPROVAL
OR A RUBLE WHATCHU ON A,

HALF MADE PLAN 
“LEMME GET THAT IN ADVANCE
IM TOO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANGE
I JUST NEED A LOT OF DOLLAS IN MY PANTS”

DO YA DANCE
IMMA DO MINE
FINE WITH BEING BROKE
ALL MY FIGURES COME IN DUE TIME

YA HONOR
THEY TRYNA GET A NEW PIECE OF MINE
BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED AQUIRE
IS A NEW PEACE OF MIND

ANXIETY (PROD. CUBENSiS)

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

IM A CLOSETED FEMBOY BUT NOBODY KNOWS

I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD
I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

AND I CANT SEEM 
GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I BEEN TRAPPED SO LONG
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

CORINNE X7

AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW
IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU CANT FUCKIN PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW 
IM ON THE GROUND AND YOU CANT TAKE MY FUCKIN HAND
AND CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND
AND YOU CANT FUCKING PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU WONT FUCKING TAKE MY HAND AGAIN

WHOS FINNA CATCH YOU LIKE ME NOBODY WILL

AND I DONT LIVE TO FORGET 
I WANNA LAY ON YOUR CHEST 
IM NOT FINNA GO CAP AND SAY THAT WE WAS THE BEST
YOUR THE BEST THAT I HAD
RIGHT NOW ITS MAKING ME MAD
THAT YOU WONT ANSWER ME OR LET ME SEE YOUR FACE
WITHOUT YOU GETTING UPSET
WHAT FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THAT 
I KNOW THAT EVERY TIME WE SPEAK WE ALWAYS BRING IT RIGHT BACK
BUT ITS DIFFERENT THIS TIME YOU HAVENT TEXT ME IN SOME MONTHS
AND MY HEART IS BEAT BEATING AND ITS BEATING CLOSE TO NONE
IT FUCKED FUCKED FUCKED ME YEAH IT FUCKED ME ALL UP
AND WHY YOU LIVIN HOPPIN COUCHES DIFFERENT HOUSES 
I KNOW YOU YOU DONT LIKE THAT 
YOU AINT NEVER LIKE THAT 
CAUSE YOU DONT ACT LIKE THAT
AND ITS DIFFERENT LOOKIN AT YOU WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT BACK
AND YOU ALWAYS COME BACK YOU COMIN RIGHT BACK

BEAUTIFUL MAIDEN (PROD. UNICORN WAVES)

ON THE MOUNTAIN (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics:

EVERYBODY HERE IS SCARED TO DIE
EVERYBODY HERE AFRAID 
OF THAT WHILE THEY’RE ALIVE
WHAT ABOUT WHEN ALL OF US CAN FLY
ELECTRIC DANDELIONS IN THE SKY

I CAN’T BEAR THE PAIN MUCH LONGER NOW
MY BROTHERS MAKE ME STRONGER 
HOW I’D DEAL: I RIP MY BONG THE CLOUDS
THEY COVER UP MY WRONGS AND FOULS
I FEEL, BETTER OFF IN THE SUNLIGHT 
EYES, MORE SIGHT WHEN IT’S NOT BRIGHT

AND I CAN’T HATE YOU PEOPLE 
MORE THAN I CAN HATE MYSELF
KNOW THAT EVERYTHING I MAKE 
IS JUST A CRY FOR HELP

EVERYBODY HERE IS SCARED TO DIE
EVERYBODY HERE AFRAID 
OF THAT WHILE THEY’RE ALIVE
WHAT ABOUT WHEN ALL OF US CAN FLY
ELECTRIC DANDELIONS IN THE SKY

lljw

ELECTRIC DANDELIONS (PROD. 19AKIRA/TSUYUNOSHI/DARKIE)

ALFREDO (PROD. CXRPSE)

plz dont cry (PROD. SOLVEE)

lyrics:

Too late 
I️ won’t survive now 
get on by 
revive me in the bright night settle my name 
(settle my name)

goodbye 
this is the last try give I️t up 
realize that you all might not remember my name 
(remember my name)

I️m going by 
The feeling of love 
(must been by the midnight)

I️m going by 
The feeling of love
(must been by the midnight) 

inci0 <3

must've been (prod.skotskr)

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

lyrics:

This was all to be bent 
where his words were never meant 
enough said 

I️t was all too much again 
now both dead 
come in peace an never meant 
the blood shed 
full effect or better yet 

its all night 
in the dark he follow up in the midnight 
Full of life 
they took away all his best times 
wonder why 
this isn’t me on the front line
take a guess they’ll follow you next
next up full of regret 
I️ hang from the neck 
waste what 
pile up the dead 
an watch as he said 

inci0 <3

chill

p1