Nick,, San Diego, Friday Night Speaker GSC, 2022

Survivor, Aids, Stepwork, Sponsorship, Hope, Long Clean Time, Meetings

Keith F., California, CMA Houston Round Up, 2016

Funny, hope, love strength, Struggle with the word God, I cannot do this without you, Sponsor/sponsee, relationships

Andy S., London, UK Unity Day 2023, 04.01.2023

Service gives me purpose and a sense of belonging, Get in the middle. You accept me for who I am

Brandon S., Dallas, TX, Unwired CMA Speaker Night 04.21.2023

survivor of trauma, became homeless, thought he was terminally unique, kept coming back, Addict Parents, Abuse, Sexual Abuse, Shame, Miscarrage

Harry D., New Jersey, The HomeGroup, 02.10.2023

Sarah G., Colorado, CO, 6th Annual Roast Roundup, 05.27.2023

KC U., Phoenix, AZ, Misfits Saturday Night, 05.27.2023

nearly relapsed at 3 years, traveled to Mexico and friend dies, 10 years sober he regained the willingness , paul p. - lgbtq, hope, love,dreams. promises Gay, Drag, Hope, Don't have to do it perfect,  just do it, Don't forget your dreams. We aren't all sick on the same day

Paul P, San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 04.28.2023

James S., Baltimore, MD, Rehoboth Beach, 06.10.23

***Sound Quality Rough, Kept for Event Playlist***

Never Alone, Cops are angels, Identify, Willingness, Service, Fellowship, Big book, Prison, Jail, H&I

Kenny G., Safford, AZ, 6th Annual Roast Roundup, 05.28.2023

Womens, Family, Sponsorship, Service, Surrender, hope, strength, perseverance , normie family, moved a lot, self harm as a preteen, teen sexual assault

Lynnette, Phoenix, AZ, Misfits Friday Night, 06.02.2023

Womens, Family, Sponsorship, Service, Surrender, Old Timer, step 12, relapse, sobriety house, abandoned kids, addicted to substances, men and relationships, prostitution, constantly learning and trying to improve, learning from each sponsee

CeCe B., Phoenix, AZ, Misfits Friday Night, 05.26.2023

Joe B., Phoenix, AZ, Misfits Friday Night, 05.19.2023

*self medicated as a child, social anxiety, party drugs in the early 00s, gay, caught stealing money from work, psychosis, suicidal ideation, hospitalization, connecting to other addicts, rehab,  zoom meetings, sponsor relationships are key, Love hope, strength, and faith, Health, Mental Health, LGBT, Trauma, International, Sex, Steps, Hope

Shannon W., South Africa, 2nd Year Anniversary Share, 07.04.2023

Funny, Relationships, Trauma, LGBT, Mental Health, Hope, Steps, Had to change wiring in his head and loves recovery

Greg S., Santa Cruz, CA, Finding Fellowship Retreat, 10.25.2013

Relapse, LGBT, Health Issues HIV Positive, Steps, Hope, Service, qualifies briefly with rexship past, good walkthrough of the steps, atheist/god

Shawn S., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 09.21.2015

Experience, Strength, Hope, LGBT, Sex,  Keep coming back, Get involved/Give back, Go to meetings, Family Trauma, Humor

Brian P., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 08.11.2014

***Audio Quality Challenges***

Strength, Hope, Service, trauma, family,  womens, death, h&i, service

Lindsay B., Langhorne, PA, Bitches Breaking Bad, 07.06.2023

Steps and Hope, addict parent, geographical fail, rehab, relapse, steps, honesty builds connection, service

Denny R., Sunnyvale. CA, Relapse Prevention, 03.17.2014

LGBT, Powerless, Higher Power, Steps, Hope,low bottom, incarcerated, levity, gratitude

Jim C., Rancho Mirage, CA, Finding Fellowship Retreat, 11.7.2015

LGBT, Surrender, Steps, Relapse Hope, sponsorship, hope,Short qualification, early recovery suggestions

Josh B., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 02.07.2014

Womens, Family Trauma, Hospitals and Institutions, LGBT, Steps, Funny, childhood trauma fun in recovery, alcoholic/addict parents, family member w/mental health issue, exposed to recovery as a child w/mom, began treatment as a way out of trouble, qualifies as AA found home in CMA, worked steps, gives back in work field in recovery

Lindsey T., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 09.28.2015

Higher Power, Steps, Womens, Using at a young age.

Theresa D., Phoenix, Arizona, Bitches Breaking Bad, 08.08.2023

LGBT, 7 Years, Family, Insanity, Jail, Relapse, relapse prevention, powerless over people - co-dependency. Fellowship taking him back, outside help. After 7 years, still working on himself. Was inspiring.

Marvin M., Berkley, CA, Relapse Prevention, 08.17.2015

LGBT, Shame, Higher Power, Health Issues HIV, Diversity, childhood trauma, sexual trauma, experience, hope, Trauma from religion, hiding from life. Addiction to relationships was shamed for being gay/HIV pos. Many relapses. Was suicidal most of life Then really connected with sponsor about sex issues.

Todd R., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 04.28.2014

Trauma, LGBT,  Mental Health, Funny, Step 11, Higher Power, Gratitude, Step 11. Relapse. Gratitude, IV User

Mike S., San Francisco, CA, Relapse Prevention, 11.02.2015

Michael Paul from Dallas, TX tells his personal story. Topics include sex in sobriety, being active in service and finding who you are really are in recovery.

Michael Paul H, Dallas, TX, Unwired, 05.19.2017

M A. shares a short personal story of relapse and recovery in CMA. Topics include transitioning gender and relapse.

M. A., New York, NY, Share-A-Day, 10.07.17

Topics Include: Desperation, willingness, steps, Rehab, making amends.

Jonathon D., Dallas, TX, PG69 Speaker Meeting, 06.21.2018

Topics include: not fitting in, desperation, sponsorship, connection, pg 417

John O., Dallas, TX, Dallas Conference 2018, 09.29.2018

Topics include: homeless, selling body, hopeless, steps and service

Rhonda W., Las Vegas, NV, Life is Bella, 06.27.2020

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