MENTAL HEALTH AT AN ALL TIME LOW ⚠⚠⚠



lyrics:
You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(You know exactly how much I've been struggling recently)
(And you still decide to blame me for every little fucking thing in your life)
(I'm so tired of this and I'm fucking tired of you, get the fuck out of my life)

Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

I'm stayin true to myself, sayin' I wont quit
But nobody fuckin knows why I'm doin this shit
Mental health at an all time low
You're not my friend, you're just a mofuckin foe
Had my chance ripped me from me, I call it karma
Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama
I'm tired of venting, I'm tired of bullshit
Cry in my bed and just sleep it off all day
But I'm never left alone
Result to turning off my phone
Please just stop talking, I hate what you say to me
I'm so close to leaving, I deal with this daily

(All time low, All time low)
(You know I begged you to leave, oh)
(I don't know what I need, no)
(I call it karma)
(Nobody shuts up, they all want the drama)
(All time low)

You thought I'd just sit around, never givin a fuck
And I just wanna be alone so why you tryin my luck
You know I begged you to leave, oh
I don't know what I need, no
Sit around and get comfy
Keep low expectations, I cant stick to nothing
I'm trying my best to give all of you something
Its hopeless, I'm tired of sayin the same shit, it's over
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in dedication to shaun, i hope you're proud of me

foe <plxce>

a reflection on my past self :)

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excuses ft. st jimmy (prod. bitwhale)

Cynicism vs some other part of me

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

forgive me

The sequel to Infinite Void and my most ambitious track yet. I worked over 40hrs on it and I am extremely happy for it to be a part of the EP with RAIDXN. Hope you all enjoy this 8 minute story-driven track!

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track name help by @kxly
art by @shugerteyaki on instagram

i don't really know what you see right now

idrk what u see rn
could u lift me out the pain
or at least tell me how im
fucking up
specific with my actions
cus im
fucking up 
i cant find no satisfaction

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featuring vocals from
@musicbyrift
@dossyx
@scooter_boi_musick
@itstooscar
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream
@st1cksyea

produced by @t0rr
artwork by @musicbyrift

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