The Wait

Into Love

YourSelf

Lyrics:

Jan lays down and wrestles in her sleep
Moonlight spills on comic books
And superstars in magazines
An old friend calls and tells us where to meet
Her plane takes off from Baltimore
And touches down on Bourbon Street

We sit outside and argue all night long
About a god we've never seen
But never fails to side with me
Sunday comes and all the papers say
Ma Teresa's joined the mob
And happy with her full time job

Do do do do do do

Am I alive or thoughts that drift away?
Does summer come for everyone?
Can humans do as prophets say?
And if I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days I lived awake
But half asleep?

Do do do do do do

A life is time, they teach us growing up
The seconds ticking killed us all
A million years before the fall
You ride the waves and don't ask where they go
You swim like lions through the crest
And bathe yourself on zebra flesh

I've been downhearted baby,
I've been downhearted baby,
Ever since the day we met

Standing Outside A Broken Phone Booth

This is the intro track for my most recent art, a concept album titled aptly iSolation... It's about a life of not fitting in with everyone around you. I hope you enjoy this piece of myself.

iSolation

Introduction to iSolation

Lyrics:

I see division in human existence. 
It’s just a window, pain we must go through.
What kind of vision do you see for yours? 
Close some windows…
Open the goddamn door.

We built this system, dehumanation.
Cover atrocity, call it illumination.
Such a simple thing just distract all the nations.
But never mind, most are in a permanent hibernation.

Now I see them waking from slumbers negating…
The fact from the fiction is causing them friction.
And the cowards in power…
In their mighty high tower,
All practice derision, and spite all the poor…
All the poor.

Man from the heavens came down from on up there.
Warned all the tyrants to give up their coal.
The fire within them though burning so bright…
Was never the flame that would bring them or bring you to gold.

A Time for Everything Under the Sun

Lyrics:

As summer ends, nights turn cold.
The younger me makes me feel old.
Won't you ride away...
Until we come to the end of day?

On the edge of a breaking point.

The snow has come, we all know.
Season change can make you fell low.
Can't you fly away...
Destroy the end of a broken dream.

On the edge of a breaking point.

When winter falls, leaves have come.
The weather change, thunder from above.
Can you fly away...
Until we reach the end of me.

Breaking Point

Lyrics:

Life sometimes will take you places you didn’t want to go.
When you arrive it’s already time, already time to go.
There’s some places that you fell all alone.
We’ll find you a place when you’ll never be again.

Something strange is going on, is going on, in my head. In my head.
Something strange is going on, is going on, in my head. In my head.

Sometimes, Something Strange

Lyrics:

I thought I was dreaming, and I woke up.
I poured some liquor into dad’s old cup.
She thought I was screaming, I just spoke up.
What were you thinking?
“I guess I fucked up”

(Chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug)

There’s got to be a place for me to go and pee.
I’ve got to flee, I need to be free.
Set me free Jesus can’t you be little needy?
Please bleed me treat me BC is not PC.
Fuck the B team they don’t see me.
It’s fucking creepy, how this beep beep.

I thought I was drowning in this old town.
I never had the meddle to get on out.
I thought I was burning a filed of needs.
I took the battle between the dreams.

(Chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug, chug)

There’s got to be a place for me to go and pee.
I’ve got to flee, I need to be free.
Set me free Jesus can’t you be little needy?
Please bleed me treat me BC is not PC.
Fuck the B team they don’t see me.
It’s fucking creepy, how this beep beep.

Dreaming, Screaming and Burning Down

This is the sixth track for my most recent art, a concept album titled aptly iSolation... It's about a life of not fitting in with everyone around you. I hope you enjoy this piece of myself.

Nothing

Lyrics:

When I see the tragedy behind those dark and gloomy battered bright eyes.
And in the nightmare I find sometimes there’s a pattern you can hide inside.
And when it comes to enemies can you see what I see?
In the case of everything I believe you should check the source on that leak.
(We have a leak)

When I hear the melody behind those hypnotic feathered plot lines.
And in memory I can find I lost somewhere back in time.
All that you and I can be, blessings be. 
Cursed a society that breeds hatred filled anxiety (let this be)
Let’s hope a song like this can breathe.
(Let this breathe)

When I smell the dignity behind these prosthetic possibilities.
You and I could never be in between the sheets of this reality.

Sensory

Lyrics:

Take me down the street, feed me lots of meat.
She said “I’m a veggie T…”
“Don’t talk to me.”
I like tea, mango breed with honey.
Won’t you give it to me?

Gravity pulls on me.
Just as the moon pulls the sea.
Can’t break me down this is E.
But the energy isn’t even me.

Take it back down making mad cow.
Thats a disease down on its bloody knees.
Bring it back now solar whack job.
He said “God speaks through me…”
“Oh… Energy, flow through me.”
Weightless in this isolation.

Instrumental with a reading of the last chapter of Revelation of the Holy Bible, both forwards and backwards…             HA

Some Holy Limbo 22 veR

Lyrics:

You know you've seen it around before
Tailing your car to the grocery store.
Just out of sight from where you stood
That fleeting and unforgettable black hood.

From the back of the line in the coffee shop
To the streets, hidden behind a bus stop.
'It's following me,' you decide for good.
That evasive and eerie black hood.

Taunting you, holding a bouquet of flowers
A haunting feeling you remember for hours
Frightening you more than it should,
That ominous and daunting black hood.

Jolting awake in the middle of the night
It's outside of your window; your fear ignites.
Losing more sleep than you ever thought you could,
That sinister and possessive black hood.

Now you can't even walk down the hall
Without panicking; it's everywhere...yet nowhere at all
Your crutch is the wall and its sturdy wood
That terrifying and ubiquitous black hood.

It's paralyzed you, with fear and uncertainty
Snatching your thoughts and seizing your clarity
If you knew a way to stop this, you would
That uncontrollable and engrossing black hood.

Today is Halloween, the day of the dead.
Trudging home with feet heavier than lead,
You hear footsteps behind you, so you stop in your tracks.
You're shaking with terror, that feeling is back.

But this time, it's different; something's wrong.
Though your fear is the same, ever so strong,
Now it's closer, behind you, there's a knife at your back!
The last thing you see before the world turns black...
is
a
Hood.

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/black-hood

Black Hood by Amy Pan ft. Slym Kytty

Rock song in the vein of Billy Idol. A bit of an innuendo story between Gerald and Betty Ford I made up one day for fun.

Lyrics:

Strawberries just don’t float.
Chocolate and whip cream all over you and me.
I never said don’t go.
I never told you what you could do to me.

In my mind, you are mine dear.
In my mind, there is no time for you and me.

“God Betty please don’t show all of them…
 just what you can do to me.”
“Oh baby you don’t know…
All the things I have lined up for you to be.”

In my mind, you are mine dear.
In my mind, there is no time for you and me.

Waken

All Over You

A ballad about a man's search for love and the anxiety it can bring.
Lyrics:

She always seems to be, at times it seems to me,
That up is down.
I don’t pretend to understand, but the thing I need the most,
Need the most to know.

Does he ever get the girl, will she ever come around?
Is this dream or destiny, just hope it’s not a runaround.
Does he ever get the girl?
Does he ever get the girl?

When times are strange, he often feels alone,
Too afraid to pick up the phone.
Will she ever believe him when he swears that,
He’s dying to be there with her?
And the one thing I need the most to know…

Does he ever get the girl, will she ever come around?
Is this dream or destiny, just hope it’s not a runaround.
Does he ever get the girl?
Does he ever get the girl?

Sick and tired of feeling lonely at night, he goes out late…
He gets in his car and he drives…

Does he ever get the girl, will she ever come around?
Or is this all a fantasy, a late night dream?
Just hope it’s not a runaround.
Does he ever get the girl?
Does he ever get the girl?

Does He Ever Get The Girl

A friend and I were messing around in GarageBand one day with some loops and just both kind of caught the vibe and went with it. I hope you can enjoy this reimagining and remake of a genuine classic from the 2Pac legacy. RIP... THUG LIFE.

Covers

Changes Reimagined (original 2Pac) ft. JayQue

Non chorus Electro Folk experiment.

Lyrics:

Jaws is coming for you.
Jaws is coming for you.
Better not go in the deep end, Deep end.
Depends on your definition of terms.
Conditions apply. Did you read them?
No.

Fear is coming for you.
Fear is coming for you.
Better not close your eyes. Your eyes.
Would you realize what you see…
What you see when you look in the mirror.
Are you free?

Your mom is calling for you.
Your mom is calling for you.
Relationship in decline, refined.
Something about the way the you feel…
Brings you back to the pain never-ending.
How do you heal?

God is coming for you.
God is coming for you.
Better not run and hide your lies.
Judgement comes with wisdom and truth.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It’s not inside your eyes.

Jaws, Fear, Your Mom & God

I wrote this as a ritual to exorcise the spirit of suicidal ideation, maybe...

Lyrics:

Bring it up again, it’s time to go.
Everybody knows which way is right.
I go the wrong way all the time.
They tell me over and over again.
I know I’m right
They know I’m wrong.
I guess we’ll have to deal with this all day.
All day long. All day long.

Bring it back again, it’s time to go.
I don’t know where it is or where to lo…
The lowly place. The lowly place.
The lowly place I go to get away.
Away from them. Away from you.
Away from them and most of all just you.
I don’t know why. I don’t know why
Why?

Suicide you’ve gotten me this far inside.
I’m leaving you at the door now, suicide…

Oh, hey another thing. Hey before you go.
I just wanna know if you and I will know?
I know my place. I know my place.
But do you know you have got your place?

Suicide you’ve gotten me this far inside.
I’m leaving you at the door now, suicide…
Suicide you’ve gotten me this far inside.
I’m leaving you at the door now, suicide…

Suicide

Lyrics:

I’ve seen you looking down at me.
You bleed through almost everything.
I’ll sing to you my little melody.
Awakened to my enemy.

(Oh, oh, oh)

I hear you talking down at me.
You speak truth above everything.
I take in too much of everything.
Awakened to my enemy.

(Oh, oh, oh)

Do I know you?
My enemy?
I’m awakened to you, my inner me.
My inner me.

Awakened

Lyrics:

Man under bridge, has something to say.
Can’t find the words, just get in the way.
Nothing to do with what you think.
Starting to drown, beginning to sink.

Something in the way tonight…
Happens every other time…

Starting to rock but feeling the same.
Still can’t believe that I’m on a plain.
Teenage angst, paid off well.
Now I’m on my way to hell.

Something in the way tonight….
Happens every other time…

Sipping on penny-royal tea, dumb as hell, yeah you know me.
Milk my ape, you can rape me, heart shaped box serving Tourette’s to me.
Frances got blackmailed again, son of a gun, stay away from me.
I hate myself and I want to die, moist vagina, he’s a sappy guy.

Something in the way tonight…
Happens every other time…
Something in the way this time…
Happens every other night…

Coats Grove

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