Y Tf W I Leave

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Introduction in English:

On a Saturday, 9 June 1989, I receive a phone call from my mother at around 6 am. She seems to be laughing. But as it soon turns out, tears are bursting out of her. At first she can only say one sentence: "Your father is dead". Then her voice fails. I, who has just been roused from my sleep by the ringing, at first think it's a bad joke. My father, not even 55 years old, dead, who had been so full of energy in the last few months? With whom I had spoken lively on the phone just a week ago?
Then my eldest sister comes to the phone. She speaks like a robot, as if she has frozen all her feelings inside herself.
She confirms the sudden death of my father from a heart attack and urges me to come immediately from Berlin to southern Germany (800 kilometres away).
Much of what happened after that - from the last encounter with my father in the morgue, to the years of vacillating between feelings of liberation and sometimes massively frightening "I'll bring you to me in the realm of the dead" nightmares after his funeral, to finding a deeper inner peace with him in the last few years - I wrote down and sang about in the following song "My Father in Heaven".      
However, the song lyrics are not chronological, but set in 2011, in which I am all alone on a beautiful summer day in the cemetery where my father's grave is located. From this day I start a retrospective and an outlook.     

Lyrics:

My Father in Heaven

What a beautiful day
All alone in the graveyard 
Come to visit you
Without a grudge

It's unbelievably quiet
Hear the dead deep asleep 
In an beyond harbour
Be with you soon

I hated you sometimes 
Had you so gladly touched,
You're gone too soon 
Left me alone with the dirt 
Of this life.

Wanted to tell you so much more 
You can't sneak away like that
A moment ago you were still there  
I felt quite close to you,

Now only 
A cold hand in the morgue
Nothing more moves

My father in heaven, 
I miss you very much, 
With wistfulness my heart sometimes
Becomes so heavy

When you were suddenly dead
Many things seemed easier, 
I moved forward in life, 
I looked free

but when I slept at night,
you'd come into my dreams, 
trying to pull me over, 
to the land beyond.

You didn’t let me go for so long 
Lying like a black mourning box
On my chest and belly, 
Felt like I was in a tube 
Trapped by you.

Often couldn’t defend myself
Felt completely without power 
When in the deep of the night
you came to my room, 

without a body, 
pure soul contact,
worlds still unknown to me.

Father in heaven,
do you hear me now,
I speak to you in peace, 
I am no longer hurt.

Your grave is newly decorated,
I've picked a bouquet for you, 
I sit down with you, 
I surrender tot he silence
peaceful silence. 

I am here now, you there
even if the wall separates us,
we see each other invisibly, 
You always stay close to me, 

I'll go on now, 
Stay here, 
I'll be back soon

Father in heaven
I think of you often 
You are indispensable, 
Come with me....

My Father in Heaven

My Father In Heaven

MY MONEY TALL LIKE MR. FREEZE!

23.

(lyrics)

[HOOK]

at any moment i could die 
reach for my fuckin 9

the tarus shinin pullin it back see thru my fuckin mind 
off of the cookies crumble up my every find 

i thought i loved her but she never really felt like mine 
hop out the shower face the mirror girl u so fuckin fine 

i hit the dutchy she’s glowing there’s more that meets the eye 
im trying build up my damn character still worth a dime 
im trying build up my damn self an amateur sometimes

to sum it up im just a man im gone be late some time

to sum it up im just a god we gone make it this time 

i’m trying break thru matrix but i am lost 
city sleepin melt away fuck up the permafrost

my shit be banging run it up she gettin tossed
these little rappers in my teeth thank god i fuckin flossed 

[VERSE]

im sick as fuck i need a medic what’s the cost 
i’m sick as fuck my fever hot like my exhaust 

.223 we spark shit up like it’s a fuckin blunt 
inhale the nitro it’s a circus how i fuckin stunt
they think i’m psycho way i hit shit right upfront 
I’m really psycho bitch I do that shit don’t front

i’m super stuck inside head like what is what  
im super stuck i need this bread n might untuck because 

[HOOK]

at any moment i could die 
reach for my fuckin 9

the tarus shinin pullin it back see thru my fuckin mind 
off the cookies crumble up my every find 

i thought i loved her but she never really felt like mine 
hop out the shower face the mirror girl u so fuckin fine 

i hit the dutchy she’s glowing there’s more that meets the eye 
im trying build up my damn character still worth a dime 
im trying build up my damn self an amateur sometimes

to sum it up im just a man im gone be late some time

to sum it up im just a god we gone make it this time 

i’m trying break thru matrix but i am lost 
city sleepin melt away fuck up the permafrost

my shit be banging run it up she gettin tossed
these little rappers in my teeth thank god i fuckin flossed

MY MONEY TALL LIKE MR. FREEZE

MY MONEY TALL LIKE MR. FREEZE!

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