After Hell hath run its path,
the loaded gun, laid rest at last,
beneath the bed, no longer pressed
against such fitful chest

The truth, such lapse,
did show itself,
you cannot carry me…

Though, how you try,
turns, also, I
must do the carrying…

You held me close and squeezed me tight,
then asked if I'd hold you tonight,
And plain as eyes could see, now mine, a child I relied...
Bloodless palor, drained to puce,
so valiantly, you've tried…

[ch]

And so, last night,
when you held me close,
then loosed your grip on me,

I dragged myself
to meet you half,
and held you in your sleep

I tried to hold you
in your sleep

In Your Sleep

Credit to Chris McGuinness (King.Friday) for writing the poem used for this song.   https://soundcloud.com/christoffer-mcguiness

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You gotta love the
place you're from
Dance away,
do not run

The constant inside
your insides will tear you up
Godspeed in you
Godspeed in you

It's the sick that
throws you up
And the city
that says good luck

Godspeed

Devil's Wine (His, Devine)

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B
M
C

will it be you

I fell into a mind
  in passing through 
  a window
Sealed my unravel
  now I only think
  of him
———————————
Wandered on a secret,
  put on and wore
  around the dress...
Web of my unravel,
  can’t stop dreaming
  I was his

  Said "Doctor cures
     the messes of tryst—
     your blood—"
     he spoke like a wise man
  Seductive charm despite
     the manner of twist,
     the doctor spoke…
     spoke to me like a wise man

Couldn’t hold the veil
  down and cast out by
  the sail’s end
Listing in unravel and
  just wanting back
  with him
———————————
Haven’t ventured far 
  outside the hole I crawled
  back in
Tripping in the chaos
  hoping he come
  back again

[CH]

    Deaf and blind and
        rollin round the glassy little rink
        and runs away
    Deaf and blind and
        rollin round the glassy little rink
        oh, procure and dose me
    Deaf and blind and
        rollin round the glassy little rink
        come gradual cessation
    Deaf and blind and
        rollin round the glassy little rink
        a prism in a spinning play

  "Come, let 
     Doctor drain, elutriate…
     What ails you is
     only but a sand man"
  Seductive lure despite
     its manner of twist,
     the doctor spoke
     like a wise man

Every thread of haunt, 
  call on Doctor Spin
Take away your ghost and shocks,
  your doctor shall be swift
He’ll filter every drop and then,
   we’ll pump it back in
And when or if we can revive you
   won’t remember Him

   Lay all ye down upon the drain and trust
       in Doctor Spin
   Whose claim is never wrong, come Doctor Fix,
       once more again
   Come let us, Desperation, rest our faith
       in Doctor Spin
   Who’s never yet been wrong, come Doctor Right
       just once again

Wise Man

Dear Lennon,
  This will be hard for you
  but until, I'll be your friend
Dear Lennon,
  there's nothing you can do
  except close your eyes

I found your dead rabbit 
   in a puddle—
   take a breath, 
   you're too old to cry
Again my father's 
   made it harder and I could 
   never lie to you, we're far 
   too grown to cry
And the people in 
   your fishbowl will only be bodies
   the longer that you try
   to keep them alive

Dear Lennon,
  sometimes we come unscrewed
  and cannot find the pieces
Dear Lennon,
  I will be Nothing soon
  except the ghost beside his bed

[ch]

It's time for you to let it go…
It's time for you to let go—Take a breath—
take a breath, it's time to take a breath
take a breath, because—

[ch]

Take A Breath

If life cuts off your tongue, Darling,
I swear that I will speak for you
But until that day has come,
I miss your voice

Unrested, restless mind,
there is no solace in this pin-drop hush,
Your parted lips then, like a fish,
a strangulated sound
and fear, perhaps was I who cut you down

Some time ago, your voice did waft
in and round, between us
A beacon for the blind,
Oh, how it sustained us

[ch]

Yet, since I found my feet, my self to speak
You have not made a sound
But you should know, My Mute, despite…
They ring, still 'round my head often, quite...

Unrested, restless mind,
there is no solace in this pin-drop hush,
Your parted lips then, like a fish,
a strangulated sound…
And fear, perhaps was I, who cut you down
And fear, perhaps was I, who brought you down

Cut You Down

In and out of weeks and
almost a year away,
Made a king of
misfits just like he,

Wearing the skin of 
the thing that he'd
slaughtered to become
misfortune made

Name and blameless,
banded, running free,
the earth beneath their
weightless, soundless feet...

Where the wild things are
in a forest very far away
And innocents do come,
so sweetly lead through
night and day

Home did twine like
whispers while he'd sleep,
and, one night he tried,
to find he could not leave,

Yellow-eyed and 
jealous brothers 
bared their teeth
most frighteningly

With desperation, "Stop!"
he cried, now trapped
for they would not
renounce their king

[ch]

Where The Wild Things Are

"Go slow,"
says he does it
On purpose,
"snow's designed this way"

Mother made
and father raised 
his image
in the clay

"I'm the Conquest King." he said
"Wonder what we can do"
I'm the Conquest Queen,
"Kill all the fucking world"

"I'm the Conquest King, wonder
what we can do," he said...
I'm the Conquest Queen,
"Kill all the fucking world"

Slow you down and then
you steal less
before they're raking leaves
off of your plot

and nothing more 
will sing your songs
from dirty skies, stretch
six feet on

"I'm the Conquest King,
wonder what we can do," he said
"I'm the Conquest Queen, Kill all
the fucking world"

"I'm the Conquest King
and not done wondering what we can do"
"I'm the Conquest Queen––
Kill all  the  world."

"I’m the Conquest King,
wonder what we can do," he said.
"I’m the Conquest Queen––
Kill all the fucking world...
all the little ants . . .
and all
ALL the little ants, and all
ALL their little castles
ALL their little castles
ALL their little castles, yeah"

Kill The Fucking World

Don't let them know,
do I look surprised,
don't let them see it in your eyes
Shallow breath
be less quiet
Maybe nothing else is spinning

Say nothing cause maybe
I'm saying nothing at all

Ain't no best 
and, so, dismiss it
like a test
well-wish and kiss it,
then send it off 
like I won't miss it

Don't let them know,
do I look right
I will get it right
Meticulous and all
the little lies,
Wave them off, 
ignore the flies

Don't let on, no
cause ain't a line
Stones in my chest…
your behest
that I move on
lest assume my
shallow living

Ain't no best 
and, so, dismiss it
like a test
well-wish and kiss it,
then send it off 
like I won't miss it
Ain't no best and so dismiss it
 
Killing all the little things
don't say no
don't answer for it
Mothers of the sons
and all the other ones

The Other Ones

Random cell phone jam clip---don't know the lyrics (for all I remember, lol) 
with Chris

Miscellaneous Random Jam Clip No. WhoThuFuckKNOWZ with Chris

Your solecism
moralistic hoax…

The kingdom of the worms
ballroom, dance door for
the falling floors
Anchor tore the trees, 
forest in an ocean
go on
lily of the walls
we never mention the
Hummingbird flies
flies

And maybe they die
before the elephant
eye for an eye, trying
to steer me right

No morals bend 
on loathe or boding
solecism of transgressions

see the joke and laugh at you
(see the juggernaut chewing)

Left of the pairing
siphoning, oh you know I'd rather
stew for a beat than
go for a mile 
up your sleeve
I'd rather go a beat
than a mile up your sleeve

left of the pairing
syphoning
astringent, baby all 
the synthetics
are giving me a rush
and a flush
and a rose colored tinge,
your syringe looks delicious, I'm
a moth to the pernicious dish
could silence the
hummingbirds
fly…
the hummingbird
flies

I'd rather go a beat
than for a mile up your sleeve
'Cause I'd rather take a breath
than have a hundred
on your knee

Left of the pairing
giving me a head flush

your syringe looks
delicious
and I stare on viciously
a moth for pernicious
the hummingbird flies
eye for an eye
don’t steer me right
trade the foreboding,
have a joke

I’ve seen it all

Hummingbird

Blaming monsters and wolverines
underneath and in my bed
I sleep with them
and live with them
They stay in place like
the breath in my lungs
————————————————————
little cancer rocks,
so mock me

Applause and faces
strung up my laces
Strung up and never
strong for me
or anyone I’ve ever met
carries a tune
but speaks in monotone
————————————————————
Never done and never goes
on so long . . .
and on and on we go

Chaffe cause the itch on
my neck feels rough
and sharp when I pull
my fingers off
Cannot grab enough
to get this off
————————————————————
Chase it to exhaustion
and turn off

Applause

(Said that he’d be something turns out he
ain’t nothing turns out you never knew one thing,
turns out you
never knew one thing
———————————————————————————
Said that he’d be something turns out he
had nothing turns out you never knew one thing,
turns out you
never knew one thing)

All is new if we don’t drink the water
feels so clear as I lie dying here
Sick on reasoning, we sleep off the weather
take another day away
———————————————————————————
Strange how few will take the offer,
live a thousand lives and pray,
Follow you, cause you’re the prophet, 
propheteer,  just look away . . .

AM I JUST STALLING
IS THIS FALLING
AM I FALLING
IS THIS FALLING
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AM I STALLING
IS THIS FALLING
AM I FALLING
IS THIS FALLING..

Sick on this but nothing bothers
me when I am full on it
Take the rest, they were my mother’s,
wasting well, where faces melt
———————————————————————————
Somehow, losing’s just another
thought I loathe, I want the noose
Drag and drag and dull and suffer,
drink and dumb and goodbye bruises . . .

Stalling

I see you and no one else
I see you for what you are
see you in Hell

See You

she knows who you are
busy little prize
I see you

Nothing but
air in heaven
and you won’t find her
There’s nothing but
air in heaven
and you won’t find her

Soda seams
and mechanisms
catch my cataclysms
not a trace for no one
kills me inside
I must be behind

So all I wage
and yours is assumed
so complicated
footsteps
for no one
cause the delay
kills me inside

follow no one
kills me inside
it kills me
inside

Nothing but
air in heaven
and you won’t find her
There's nothing but
air in heaven
and you won’t find her

Kills Me Inside

I walk along the shore
and pick up all the little shells
set them at the line and watch
the water eat them
Set off all the bells cause I
don't try no more to meet them
and when I'm back asleep, the dark
is kind to me as well

I'm just watching your back
as you go
I've been watching you go
watch you go
Watching your back as you go, 
you better watch your back,
Better watch your back as you go,
watch your back

Wasting all my time
breathing and sharing with the dead,
leave them on the shoreline,
then the water swallows them
Sorry for the way I am,
curtsey and feel nothing
Spit out a line (should make me fine),
I still don't feel nothing

I watch you go
as you go
I watch you go
I'd watch your back
as you go
I'm watching you go
watch you go

Watch You Go

"Tell the world a little bit about yourself", says the Soundcloud...
ummmmahmahmAAAh.... I have a FUCKton of things playing on loop inside my head and, to put it simply, I would vastly prefer it if they took up residence somewhere outside of my head instead.

Jenny Jump DoLLL

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