I wrote this song five years ago and it somehow got lost between all my audio files. 
Just found it and wanted to share it as a reminder to always tell people how you feel about them, always let them know that you care and that they are needed and loved. This is so important! Stay safe!

lyrics: 
after every fight you thought the only solution is 
to grab a bottle of wine, "alcohol will make it alright" you thought 
everytime it only leads to confusion 
but i never held you back and said "don't drive"

I expected life differently, I never thought the day would come 
when I walk in front of your grave with an eulogy 
and flower in my hand and a heart race in my chest 
daffodiles and roses, I know you liked them best 

after all, heaven is a safer place to be 
cruel upside-down world, it so fucking hurts 
you watch from up above 

after all, I am a puzzle you're the missing piece 
and I can't find no words to describe how much it hurts 
you watch from up above 
and drunk in love 

(if I had) told you that you're mine about a thousand times 
and hugged you tight 
made you feel like you're needed 
you'd still be here eventually 
rest in peace, we'll meet again someday 

after all, heaven is a safer place to be 
cruel upside-down world, it so fucking hurts 
you watch from up above 

after all, I am a puzzle you're the missing piece 
and I can't find no words to describe how much it hurts 
you watch from up above 
and drunk in love

Drunk In Love (Coco Malala original)

hey loves, 
this is my cover of the amazing song Fast Car by the amazing Tracy Chapman.
Enjoy and stay safe <3 

Lots of love, 

xxx Coco

Fast Car - Tracy Chapman (Coco Malala cover)

Hey everyone, 
I hope y'all doing fine.
This is a little snippet of the song called FOCUS that I am currently writing on.

It is basically about living in our heads, about anxiety while being around other people, about worrying what they could think of you or having negative thoughts and worries and sometimes, we just want to turn off our brain to actually experience the moment and focus on what is important, but this often is easier said than done, especially when you are suffering from anxiety or another mental illness and you feel like you have no control over your thoughts and feelings. 

I just want to raise awareness on the fact that unfortunately a lot of people are stuffering from anxiety and it affects their daily life and I wish we would talk about it more often so people would feel comfortable with expressing and sharing how they feel and what they think and it would make them feel understood and less like "prisoners to their own thoughts" or like they are bothering the people around them who tell them to "just think positive" or "just stop worrying". it is easier said than done and you are doing great and your feelings are valid. 

and this is an issue, because of course, positive thinking helps a lot or meditation or deep breathing or other techniques to calm yourself down. 

but people need to understand that it also has something to do with chemical processes in our brains and how our brains are rewired! your brain works differently when you are suffering from a depression ,for example. 

i could go on and on with this topic and even if i am not an expert, 

i just want to point out that it is none of your fault that these thoughts come up and you shouldn't feel like a burden when you are talking about it. 
it is important! 

and I just want to tell you, you are not alone, you are unbelievably strong and you are not your thoughts!!! 

Lots of love, 

xxx Coco

______________________
lyrics: 
my mind knows my body, don't think / my mind knows, my body don't, don't think 
"get lost in the moment"
"where attention goes energy flows" 
i think i lost my focus 

can you explain to me 
how to turn off my brain to be still 
(can) you explain to me 
(how to focus)

Focus (Coco Malala original)

Hey everyone, 
here's my cover of the amazing song and I first tried to record the piano :) 
Hope you like it! 
Stay safe and blessed, 

Lots of love, 

xxx Coco

Golf On TV - Lennon Stella ft. JP Saxe (Coco Malala cover)

Hey everyone, 
I hope y'all doing fine! 
I am gonna share a very special song of mine with you. 
I finally feel like I am ready to share my own music with the world, I don't want to hold it back any longer, I feel like I have a lot to say and now I have built up enough strength and courage to raise my voice.
I finally want to be seen for the person that I am, I don't wanna hide parts of myself or deny them anymore.
I want my music to be heard and I am very proud of everything I have created so far. 
You know, for a very long time I felt stuck, I felt not good enough, I felt different from everyone else and I thought that this was a bad thing. 
But you know, I could finally let go of some limiting beliefs that kept me small, of people who told me I can't and other things that used to put a lot of pressure on myself and used to weigh me down. 

I want my voice to be heard, I want myself to be seen. 
Exactly as the person that I am, nothing less, nothing else. 

Stay safe you lovely people! 

Lots of love,

xxx Coco

Free myself (Coco Malala original)

Hey everyone, 
this one is called grow. 
It is a very special song to me, because it is about our inner universe and inner growth. How we recognize light in others, as well as it does exist inside ourselves. 

Love is the answer. Always and forever. 
Stay safe.

Grow (Coco Malala original)

singer-songwriter / acoustic pop and a lot of my soul

Coco Malala

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