say you wanna drive
through the night
end up never coming back
in your car alone
kill your phone
soaring through the pitch black

and now its dark 
and youre lost
and the world’s still hanging off your shoulders
and all you’ve got
is your heart
and you start to feel it growing colder

dont stop now
theres no answers if you turn around
dont mind me
i know safety is your enemy

follow your strange heart
ill be alright
speeding straight ahead
through every red light
through every red light

say you wanna fight
for your life
even if it means youre leaving
getting way too high
touch the sky 
think you’ll get your teeth kicked in

and now its dark 
and youre lost
and the world’s still hanging off your shoulders
and all you’ve got
is your heart
and you start to feel it growing colder

dont stop now
theres no answers if you turn around
dont mind me
i know safety is your enemy

follow your strange heart
ill be alright
speeding straight ahead
through every red light
through every red light

RED LIGHT prod. Amperian Loops

if steps were few and further in between 
just how much easier our lives would be
but since i fall in any circumstance 
think we’ll need more than 12 to get anywhere

wish i had met you any other month 
but things were shaky i was on the run 
we used to hope for brighter days ahead
and though we swore, its 12 and eyes are red
---
and i was fucked up every time youve seen me vulnerable
had you forgotten that youre mine ill smoke a hundred more

we were so close we had it but seems our heads were numb
you were my favourite habit, do you til sun comes uup 
had we forgotten how to feel, when things were rough it got too real
you were my favourite habit
im moving 12 away 

if steps were few and further in between 
how many miles away from you id be
and ive been warned to stay away from it
but im so worn out and i need a hit

and i was fucked up every time youve seen me vulnerable
had you forgotten that youre mine ill smoke a hundred more

we were so close we had it but seems our heads were numb
you were my favourite habit, do you til sun comes uup 
had we forgotten how to feel, when things were rough it got too real
you were my favourite habit
im moving 12 away

landslide

dont know how to talk to people
how do i connect
ive been disappointed lately
maybe i expect
too much too soon
too small to fill a room
too needy too much for you

think im a hopeless romantic
im expecting some magic embrace
to help me fall asleep
its like im in the same nightmare
doesnt help that youre right there
cant stop looking for medicine

im whole on my own
i can be strong when im alone
i can hold myself like you cant hold me anyway
ive been growing wiser i get better every day
im whole on my own

put your walls up im feeling lonely
put your walls up think they could hold me
fix me save me baby let me feel complete

its like im in the same nightmare
doesnt help that youre right there
what the fuck did i expect from you
ill make you love with me potions
im obsessed with devotion
drink the venom and keep holding me

im whole on my own
i can be strong when im alone
i can hold my head up like its what i always do
i can bite my tongue say im good thanks how are you
im whole on my own

dont know how to talk to people
why do i obsess
thinking that its all or nothing
maybe im just crazy
too much too soon
too rotten to consume
too greedy too much for you

think im a hopeless romantic
think its just symptomatic
im built to be obsessed with you
it doesnt help that im climbing
tired of reaching the top if im
rolling down alone every time i feel whole

im whole on my own
i can be strong when im alone
i can hold myself like you cant hold me anyway
ive been growing wiser i get better every day
im whole on my own
and youre wrong

whole on my own

i sit outside and watch the leaves grow
no need to hide no one can hurt you here
no one can hurt you here 
and you can come sit on my front porch
just feel at home like you belong right here
you belong right here
and ill just watch the sun climb on the walls i built to keep us warm
although its different its right where you belong
ill just watch the leaves grow on my front porch and ill bring you along
although its different youre home

leaves

albin lee meldau - josefin

ukulele candy shop

im good with secrets
but not good at keeping my mouth shut
bout what im needing

you were vocal in bed how come now youre silent
we could get violent
too many people around want you in private

might be obsessive
i just know what i want dont keep me guessing
if youre down like im down then make it apparent 
just be transparent
im available now so make it happen

you fucking know that i want you 
so get desperate like me
ive been craving your touch but begging feels like defeat 
so call me up ill come over
take it out on me
my answers yes 
so just get desperate like me

back to the weekend
i check my phone just to make sure that youre not reaching out to me
restrain myself i cant be acting needy
but want you to need me
i want my ego inflated want you to suffocate me i want 

you fucking know that i want you 
so get desperate like me
ive been craving your touch but begging feels like defeat
so call me up ill come over
take it out on me
my answers yes
so just get desperate like me

desperate like me

2018 

i give i give i give i give but giving doesnt give me no love
i live i live i live i live but loneliness’ not good for the heart
i break i break i break i break but breakings just a nuisance to you
i cry i cry i cry i cry but you just pass me a tissue

do you know what you do
do you know what you do
when you treat me like shit treat me like shit
do you know just who, do you know just who
youre messing with

i am poison and im dripping on you
i am fire and im dancing in your room
im done with you, go find another
another girl to treat like your mother
i am a liar
i will never leave

i give i give i give i give but giving doesnt give me no love
i live i live i live i live and solitude is healing my heart
i fake i fake i fake i fake im faking and you think its all true
i try i try i try i try but i run to the bathroom for tissues

do you know what you do
do you know what you do
when you treat me like shit treat me like shit
do you know just who, do you know just who
youre messing with

i am poison and im dripping on you
i am fire and im dancing in your room
im done with you, go find another
another girl to treat like your mother
i am a liar
i will never leave

i give i give i give i give but giving doesnt give me no love
i live i live i live i live but loneliness’ not good for the heart

poison

I want your love
But, yeah, there are limits
You gotta know my plans every minute
Baby, it's like you wanna own me
And it isn't right

Just 'cause I feel so good when you hold me
Now, all at once, you wanna control me
Baby, in case you don't remember
This is still my life

I'm not gonna do whatever you say
No, no
If that's what you need, I'll be on my way

I'm nobody's girl
No boy's gonna tell me what to do
I'm nobody's girl
Don't treat me like I belong to you
I'm nobody's girl
Oh baby, if I'm with you it's 'cause I choose to be
Nobody owns me

I'm going places, I've got ambitions
Thank you but I don't need your permission
Baby, before you give me your love
Give me your respect

I'm not gonna walk a few steps behind
No, no
If that's what you need, then this is goodbye

I'm nobody's girl
No boy's gonna tell me what to do
I'm nobody's girl
Dont treat me like I belong to you
I'm nobody's girl
Oh baby, if I'm with you it's 'cause I choose to be
Nobody owns me

bratz - nobody's girl

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