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can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt 

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know youre sleeping

too far gone

i'm rlly clueless (feat. overtonight)

prom.

yellow girl.

summer '22.

https://open.spotify.com/track/27Ud5KLGzS1tmRF3A7W6kX?si=746424fe0cce4d0d

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.

Okay, so I lied, will you forget about it?
Baby, you get so high, you just can’t live without it.
Damn, we were running for so damn long,
Forgot our feet weren’t attached, we got no halo.
Maybe I’m crazy,
Maybe I’m broken,
Maybe I’m hopeless,
Maybe you’ll come back ‘round, the door is open.
You slammed it shut, but the words still love.
Yeah, and this is the end,
But man, what if?

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.

You climb up on that bridge, and you say you’ll jump off,
Well, go jump then.
Will that make me love them?
Is that what you want?

You scream and shout so loud,
You said that you wouldn’t.
You know that you shouldn’t,
Is that what you want?

Well, till next time,
But probably never.
I miss you, darling,
But I’ll hate you forever.

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.
prod. Andres Tovar

turns out i didn't want love.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Y1NpkdrVGCTmoKLq4sPPN?si=ab575fd6c0214ab5

Wait did you say I could leave?
Then I start walking away
I put my heart on the line
Then you beg me to stay
Your words hurt like a needle
My blood leaking all on your clothes
You fuckin' broke your promise
I done heard enough of those
I said it and I meant it
Dodge your calls just leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
That's your friend she in my mentions
I'm not that bad at texting
Just with you that's my confession
Don't try don't double-text me
Missed call just leave a message

Your new boy follow my socials like someone show & tell him
He look the same as I doyou got a hidden talent
I woulda wrote you a love song for every fuckin' planet
But you just had to have him
Got you a ring like Saturn
I see you checkin' my socials like every fuckin' minute
Oh shithe post a photo that's your friend why is she in it?
Went court and fuckin' beat it
That's your doing fuckin' eat it
$2000 AUD i cbf your oic'ing

I said it and I meant it
Dodge your calls just leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
That's your friend she in my mentions
I'm not that bad at texting
Just with you that's my confession
Don't try don't double-text me
Missed calljust leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
prod. sickboi

double text

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SXc58XwgoBtggkUqk53m4?si=79918da2340a4f01

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Now I'm in a party, bout two months ago I'd be in your arms
Lil baby's scared of the dark, and now she's all alone
Hold on let me count these caps, you've had a point and a half
It's really hard not to laugh, but in the morning you'll be yelling and screaming and punching the walls

I'm trying to hold you, and help you, you break in the door
I gave you everything you asked, and you still left me on the doorstep
Should of listened when he said that you were dumb and you were worthless

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Don't talk to my face like that, you're kind of dead to me
Don't call my phone again, you're not ahead of me
I miss the old you, you hate her don't you
I wish you'd stuck to your head when you're supposed to

Talk to me straight, no riddle
Feel small like Stuart Little
Feel shit like Todoroki, you don't e really know me
You never really liked me, I just seemed enticing
I ain't tryna fuck with someone that I don't even know
We touching on the dance floor, hold up wait a minute
She pull me in we holding hands, this time I really feel it
I ain't feel love for a while, so what do I know
But all I'm saying is a see you when my eyes closed

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far
We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far

She said, I need a man, I wanna claw out his eyes
He'll do whatever I want, well at least for a while
You should buy him a drink for every line that you cross
So baby spin your web, my little spider of lies
She said, I want a car, but baby can't even drive
She want the wind in her hair, without the sun in her eyes
prod. peril

Started Over

eyes. *OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS*

https://open.spotify.com/album/6TtAjE7heCgwHATnDn8UCr?si=xPcQoUkBTAGnOfobxw3T9w

Did you two have an argument
None of your business
You must have been a real jerk if she doesn't even want to talk to you
I didn't do anything
I meant that in a good way
I can't believe she's still mad at me
This whole thing started over a lousy hair clip

Yeah, go tell all your friends I'm the worst
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'll pick apart all my flaws in the back of the party
When we go on a date
Yeah, you love to ignore me
Is it such a bad thing to ask her to love me
I don't feel like talking
I don't feel like you care at all
We're missing so many signs
I'm gonna crash into walls
Oh baby, let me in
I promise that I won't say a word
I ruin everything I touch
Yeah, believe what you heard

I write a bunch of love songs for girls that don't love me
I don't like my mouth
I really like when she touch me
I dream about your eyes all day
She won't be mine, no way
I'm picking up the pieces of my heart
What a dang cliché
You don't like the way I look
Yeah, well, I don't either
I bail on plans with all my friends just so I can see her
I can't keep track of her mood
She really don't wanna lose
Do you even like me or am I just something fun to do

Yeah, go tell all your friends I'm the worst
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'll pick apart all my flaws in the back of the party
When we go on a date
Yeah, you love to ignore me
Is it such a bad thing to ask her to love me
I don't feel like talking
I don't feel like you care at all
We're missing so many signs
I'm gonna crash into walls
Oh baby, let me in
I promise that I won't say a word
I ruin everything I touch
Yeah, believe what you heard

I ruin everything I touch
Skin to skin is not enough
Run my fingers through your hair
What is life without her love
What is life without her eyes
I could live without the lies
You cheated on me? 
Big surprise
Guess I was never enough
You made my birthday really the worst day I've ever lived
Why would you say that
Why would you lie
I won't forgive
I can't keep track of her mood
I really hate when she lose
Did you ever like me or was I just something fun to do

Yeah, go tell all your friends I'm the worst
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'll pick apart all my flaws in the back of the party
When we go on a date
Yeah, you love to ignore me
Is it such a bad thing to ask her to love me
I don't feel like talking
I don't feel like you care at all
We're missing so many signs
I'm gonna crash into walls
Oh baby, let me in
I promise that I won't say a word
I ruin everything I touch
Yeah, believe what you heard

Yeah, go tell all your friends I'm the worst
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'll pick apart all my flaws in the back of the party
Yeah when we go to the club
Yeah, she love to ignore me
Is it too much to ask just for someone to love me

prod. peril!!!!

say what u want

Break every mirror that I see,
I don't want people to look at me.
Not a single day where I didn't feel fucking ugly.

I'll go back to my bed,
All these damn butterflies tonight will dig me into my grave.
Oh, don't you say that you never made me go insane,
'Cause there were times that I felt like I was just being played.
Oh, you make me feel so deranged,
But it's okay, yeah, it's alright.
You made it fucking hard to sleep at night,
But I guess it's okay to admit
That you never even cared about me.

I'm so ugly, I'd break a mirror just by standing next to it.
Yeah, I will never understand why I was made this way.

Don't wanna go back to those times,
Where you made me believe that I was fine,
And I wouldn't have to worry about other guys.
So why did you have to do me like that?
Oh, I hope you fucking die.
Staring at a mirror — well, at least they don't fucking lie.

mirror mirror on the wall [prod. me]

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