The Next will be a better day (Another Day)

happy valentines! (late)

mix: @Zer0skye

You know i'm really truly grateful to have met somebody just like you
But life, it goes along, and from what I know, that means we'll have to part soon
Now carrying these memories which pain me with a smile
I walk away from yesterday to our fated goodbye

If I were to go through life living just to take somebody else's place
Then I would rather have been born as a pebble, living out my peaceful days 
Then maybe we could then avoid misunderstandings too
And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you

All I ever wanted was for you to hear my thoughts, all my dreams and fears, just say them out
Yet I go and lie to you and say I'd rather not, even though you never found me out
I'm just so much weaker than you thought I ever was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see"
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name　　　

If you’re just going to get lost and never find a place where you belong
Deep in my heart I wished you’d let someone else do that, but I knew all along
Pretending not to understand, we turned the other cheek
I’m sure one day we’ll laugh again as the cycle then repeats
 
All that I can do is beg as hard as I can, but the nightmares keep on haunting me
Even though I’ve seen you leave a hundred thousand times, I can only watch you disappear
I'm just so much weaker than you thought I ever was, than you ever would’ve wanted to believe
So why? Tell me. Tell me!

For the nights I won’t make it through, I spend beside you, while holding onto your hand
Telling me I will and I can, I pray every night that days like this will never end
Painting colours vivid and bright I see every time I go ahead and close my eyes
Just what should I do so everything remains the same?
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?

In the moment I was born, I wouldn’t stop screaming 
Saying that I wanted to fade away and disappear
Ever since the day I stopped, I had always been searching,
For the one I'd someday meet,
For the you that has to leave

With this endless pain in my heart, tearing me apart, but also you beside me
Can't you see how happy I'd be? I'd smile and I'd say, "It was all for the best you see"
As the world in front of me melts and fades away, I only have one thing to say:
These miracles flooding me won't make it go away
Because I can still hear your voice calling out my name 
Hey, is it alright if I keep calling out your name?   

Eine Kleine (English Cover)

We all have dreams of our own.

Lyrics:
You feel so far; a disconnect. But you’re right beside me in my dreams; fell fast asleep.
I wake, you’re gone; alone again. Another quiet day it seems, till those stars I meet. 
I see the blue, the red and pink; paintings of false identity; they ain’t for deceit.
You feel so close right by my side. Yet you’re still nowhere to be seen; anywhere but dreams.

Dreams

the sweet scent of perfume
lingers from within your room
it's the only thing about you
that remains right here for me

so i'm sitting here
music drifting to my ears
sings a song of your face
if i only could erase you right from my broken heart

oh, i cannot bear
thinking of the times we shared
now they're only in the past
how am i to last
without your love

please take these tears away
see me to another day
when i finally can escape
the memories and pain
of your love

lyrics by aurelia xo on youtube
art by me

animal crossing | k.k. moody | cover

Hip Hop Mix for F*cklentines -

Playlist ♡ (￣З￣)

eery - her 0:00 
Tomppabeats - the way she 1:58
Tomppabeats - u love 2:39
Atlas - sand 3:34
Secret Crates - Springtime Stroll 6:01
Tomppabeats - youre cute 7:23
in love with a ghost - sorry for not answering the phone im too busy trying to fly away 13:09
Jinsang - Feelings 14:55
Poyo Spirit - Nevermind 17:32
Joji - you suck charlie 22:20
saib - in your arms 23:57

DISCLAIMER: I do not own the songs

♡.｡. CHILL GOOD BEATS .｡.♡ (Ramuane @ yt)

source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8mhwUyb4U4

Eery - Her (Piano Cover By Amosdoll)

from the EP 'loveless shadows'
Spotify: http://spoti.fi/2z9NHL6 
buy it here: https://city-girl.bandcamp.com/album/loveless-shadows-ep
i really like this track and have had it sitting around for a while, i love the ending and how the whole track seems to move, like a person walking from one place to another in the city at night

looove ,
city girl (。・ω・。)

✿all music composed and performed by city girl✿

'Snow Rose' full album
Spotify ► spoti.fi/2BXkC3h
Apple Music ► apple.co/2jf7yTe
Soundcloud ► http://bit.ly/2BUCuvA

city photo by https://xiaoxiangji.tumblr.com/

Spotify

walking in the rain to a café to write down private thoughts in public

PLEASE NOTE: this is NOT an original song. the link to the cover that i sampled is below.
// original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ly3C_TxgIJ4
// artwork by: Aenami - https://www.artstation.com/aenamiart

have a great day/night :)

free dl ✨

reminisce

felt like droppin another preview :p
planned this tape since summer so hopefully it turns out good

Gift Shop [tape coming 10/11]

Cherish

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UTnB60cD4yAt0fQZSCB5G?si=6jhDt5ZlQryQMxtftp03VQ

if you want to support/buy the track you can do it here: https://jay-lounge.bandcamp.com/track/emotions <3
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a track i did for @mostqualified <3
check out the full tape here: https://soundcloud.com/mostqualified/new-years-beattape

original piano piece: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctzP_s-eEpY

Emotions

when you smile

vocals: childish gambino - sweatpants

ugh heart eyes every time i see u. happy v day :-)

p.s. school has been rally busy lately so sorry for lack of posts. it's gonna be busy all this week and all next week so pls understand ! this was a draft from my EP  but i cut it last minute

also lily thanks for the title name :-)

thanks for making my life a little more bearable

It's not a faze, mum ;-0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yy-E2AdSfkI&t=0s&index=18&list=PLT2loeLfZd3pW937sgKvIO6IhbQeTUh6Q

why didn't you call me?

for people who can't sleep pt. 2

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0tBzOsg3IpPl6hJvQOMhPE

art by my fit boxer friend, jesus: twitter.com/JesusHorde

support here: fcjph.bandcamp.com/album/deadbeat-dreams

00:00 - twisted lullabies
02:03 - tunnel vision
04:06 - with darkness
06:15 - starlight invasion
08:36 - lost
11:00 - and then, i found you

dedicated to everyone trying to make the world a better place

deadbeat dreams [full ep]

it's not a faze, mum

if you want to download this track contact me

Not me

This is Lofi Hip Hop, Johnny Dukane & Powfu take on Materialism in their new song "Letter to the Rich". Lofi Rap Music with a Chill Jazz Hip Hop Beat.

Produced by @dontcrybby
Written by @powfu & @johnnydukane

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FOLLOW JOHNNY DUKANE
►► Instagram → http://instagram.com/JohnnyDukane
►► Everything → http://linktr.ee/johnnydukane

FOLLOW POWFU
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Lofi Hip Hop - "Letter to the Rich"

Song Description: "On this Lofi Hip Hop song Johnny Dukane & PowFu take on the idea of materialism in the US". 

Song Genres: Lofi Hip Hop, Lofi Beat, Lofi Rap, Christian Hip Hop, Christian Rap, Lofi Jazz Rap.

The Next will be a better day (Another Day)

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