feat @domerrz + @owtiss
prod @decago


(intro)
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

(verse dom - @domerrz)
i fall into your lies once again
fool me once now im terrified
my heart will never mend
played my part in your story
you left me i feel dead
you despise me just say it
just tell me its the end

it's like every time 
it's just all my fault
crying once again
what did i do wrong
im ripping up my skin
for you its not enough
but ima play pretend 
dont think i hurt enough

(verse - @owtiss)
ive just had enough
everything is starting again..
n im so tired of love
i dont wna see u again
i think ill fall apart!
when could we ever make amends??
u never cared in the end
i think id rather be dead

every day that passes i get new regrets now
the only time i can reset is when im passed out!!
i wish i could do more than just accept how
our relationship could never be repaired now :(

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

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my fault +dom & owtiss (decago)

feats @1kidsora & @xxomm
prod @overoveroverover
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@1kidsora
she wanna help me, but i do not need an aid
when i'm down on my ass, i just pray
but sometimes i don't even know what to make
but if i try-
imma find a way
i just need to stay awake
so, i can see another day
and, baby, why you so afraid?
you know we still got some time before its too late

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

@xxomm
yea, where was you when i needed help
i did this shit all by myself
now i just been focused on my wealth
hang my feelings back on the shelf
its a journey by myself 
but i couldnt care less
i just need you to confess
know i did it on my own
please dont hit my phone
know you lyin on my soul

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

on my own + kid sora & xxomm (over)

Suffer

merry sickmas

Hier Im Unwohl

caught in a web

Весной 22-ого я дропнул своё первое EP (It Will Be Worse) под ником TRIPPLEHAZE
Shoogheart была одной из первых готовых песен, по названию понятно, что задумывалось околошугейзовое звучание, но на тот момент у меня не хватало скилла самому накрутить звук, и мне очень помог со звуком всего релиза один друг, но сделал это стилистически по своему, так вышло, что мы растеряли со временем общение, я все ещё помню и ценю его помощь: качественный звук который он нарулил и если б не он, звучала бы полная хуйня
По идее ипишка вышла в начале марта, но решил перезаписать и немного переосмыслить трек только сегодня

Shoogheart (2o25 shoegaze version)

"miss me." | out now -
https://linktr.ee/jaespur

Lyrics:

silent.
i found a way to move along without you.
(without you.)
you’re crying.
the broken mirror ends your self reflection.
(reflection.)
::
from all the things you say.
reaching for the black or the white.
but all I ever notice is grey.
i try to compromise.
tortured heart.
i bleed through cracks of words unspoken.
it doesn’t feel like me.
::
i’m waiting at your doorstep.
but don’t come near.
(i’m living through the thought of you right here.)
i don’t want an answer.
i wanna leave the past behind.
(i don’t wanna build my world around you.)

miss me.

"so it seems." | out now -
https://linktr.ee/jaespur

Lyrics:

hey love, have an ear to lend.
i love to think i know you well, but i can’t pretend.
i think about you all the time, all the time i spend.
to get know you, i’d burn a bridge or two, i don’t mean to offend.
well, depends.
::
i can’t get you outta my head, i don’t want to.
and i just wanna lay right beside you, oh.
so it seems.
i don’t think you know about me, baby.
and i can’t get you out my head, i don’t want to.
and all the things i’d do just to know you.
and oh, what a dream.
to think of you in love with me.
::
i just wanna say something.
but i think i’m a bore.
not really, it’s just easier to lie.
and leave my thoughts ignored.
but for you, it hurts so bad.
you’re so much to adore.
and our names sound the same.
you’re all i’d ever want and more.
can you be my girl.
fuck.
but your boyfriend won’t like that.
though he makes your heart feel sore.

Suffer

Coffin Dog

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