Time has exhausted
All ambitions
Passions disintegrated
The end of motivation
This wells run dry
The end of all means
Why even try
For these impervious dreams

Enduring misery
My life has cease to be
Forget contentment
This is an empty being

This mind keeps racing
Searching for the solution
Options have narrowed
Moral is missing
Patience is lacking
No sign of fortuity
Normality is out of sight
The future seems blurry

Enduring misery
My life has cease to be
Forget contentment
This is an empty being

I cant break the cycle
The torment is endless
The dark consumed this life
I'm left empty of the light

I cant break the cycle
The torment is endless
The dark consumed this life
I'm left empty of the light

Enduring misery
My life has cease to be
Forget contentment
This is an empty being

Empty

You shot yourself in the foot
Time and time again
I can see that your blind
To your self destruction

Was self sabotage part of the plan?
Is this some tortuous scheme?
I think not, you're just not that bright
No matter what the cultist believe

Shit hit the fan real quick
Hypocrites are now all that I see
What retarted your mental capacity?
Just a spoiled adolescent to me

I took a chance and saw through the bullshit
The mask you wear has become transparent
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
Now hell is where you've found yourself

Dont slap me in the face then act like were square
The ignorance is astounding
You cannot be a leader without humility
You're just a fire seeking gasoline
faith has been lost
This bridge has burned
Waste has been tossed
I pray you come out lessons learned

Now stuck with the village idiot
Just a puppet, a face, a martyr in the making
The intentions are apparent

Kickbacks to secure the position
Dont dare to question legitimacy
cancelled out by media corruption
What does the future hold, we will see

Exhausted from beating this dead horse
There are no fucks left to give

I'm tired of writing the same old shit
The powers at be are dysregulated

Dont slap me in the face then act like were square
The ignorance is astounding
You cannot be a leader without humility
You're just a fire seeking gasoline
faith has been lost
This bridge has burned
Waste has been tossed
I pray you come out lessons learned



Dysregulated

Much like a diamond 
She will not break
She cannot help but bring the good
Out in others
This kind is rare 
The kind that lifts one up
A smile that calms the soul with
A laugh that is infectious

She brings out the sunlight
On a cloudy day
I've watched her grow into
A beautiful being
Mark my words
This one is heading straight to the stars
There is no doubt in my mind

A special person
Pure to the core
A heart of gold with a 
Drive uncompromising
This wonder woman 
Shines from within
There is no need for a spotlight


Dont even try this one
Dont even try this one
Dont even try this one
Dont even try

You cannot stop this one
You cannot stop this one
You cannot stop this one
Dont even try

Consider yourself lucky
To cross her path
I'm fortunate enough to 
Call her my family
Great things are coming 
You can mark my words
This wonder woman's out
To spice up the world

Her light is bright
A saint for sure
Her smile in times of darkness
Act as a cure
A glimpse of sun to remedy
Any aspect that could 
make one unhappy

There she goes
The epitome of all that is good
There she soars
This one wont stop at the stars

A special person
Pure to the core
A heart of gold with a 
Drive uncompromising
This wonder woman 
Shines from within
There is no need for a spotlight

Dont even try this one
Dont even try this one
You cannot stop this one
Dont even try

Wonder Woman

Three Days Grace - Animal I have Become Cover

Animal I Have Become

Whatever

I won’t let your behavior destroy my inner piece
You only act on your selfish ways
I won’t let the toxicity prevail
You always were just a careless bitch

I am exhausted from hearing the same old lies
I’ve tried to tell you but nothing has changed
Things have got to change
You have got to change

This carelessness has driven me further away
I’ve tried so hard but nothing seems to change
You aren’t healthy
It is imperative that you heal

I see you fallen back into your ways
It’s so frequent I would be blind not to
Recognize. It’s so apparent
I can see that the pain has returned

This carelessness has driven me further away
I’ve tried so hard but nothing seems to change
You aren’t healthy
It is imperative that you heal

I’d rather end six feet underground
than deal with torment and stick around 

I am in charge of my happiness
I will avoid the careless
Just understand I can get reckless
Put forth no effort to clean this mess
Let us see what happens
Let us see where you take us

I have had the chance spoken my two cents
Who gives a shit anyway
My statement is clear and if you think it’s a bluff
Try me… Try me

This carelessness has driven me further away
I’ve tried so hard but nothing seems to change
You aren’t healthy
It is imperative that you heal

Remiss

Refined

Alone

I’m waking up and i can hear the sound
Rain drops crash on the roof with a pound

It feels like years since I’ve seen the sun
The hole I’m stuck in filling ill soon be done

Oh no don’t go
Time in this void feels 
like I am
Stuck in eternity 
Please stay With me
Alone with my thoughts can
become Threatening  
This rain is drowning me

I’ve dug a hole and left myself vulnerable
The waters rising. I will soon decease 

It feels like years since I’ve seen the sun
The hole I’m stuck in filling

 i'll soon be done

The future seems to darken promptly
I can't be the only with these lonesome feelings

Oh no don’t go
Time in this void feels 
like I am
Stuck in eternity 
Please stay With me
Alone with my thoughts can
become Threatening  
This rain is drowning me

Rain

Down The Tower

https://cognitiveappraisal.bandcamp.com/track/catch-22

Pushed to the side
Patiently wait for your time
Used and abused is the name of this ride
Not gonna stop til the day that you die
It's alright, that is life
Enjoy your time and dont ever think twice

We're all just slaves
Stuck in the cycle that we cant break
The stakes have been raised
Engage the machine before it's too late

Challenge presented and the cycle has started 
Desires met, utilities discarded

Every favor wears away at the best of us
At least I can speak for myself
My patience is worn, my trust has been torn
I'm slowly dying from the inside

Why
Why try anymore
My heart is bitter
I have become an object of scorn 

From day to day the beatings come in all ways
A mental breakdown is just on the brink
Cant seem to remedy complications at be
Lean on me? You may end up rock bottom with me

Challenge presented and the cycle has started 
Desires met, utilities discarded

Every favor wears away at the best of us
At least I can speak for myself
My patience is worn, my trust has been torn
I'm slowly dying from the inside

Catch 22

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