Happy Days

blue moon
you saw me standing alone
without a dream in my heart 
without a love of my own 

blue moon
you knew just why I was there
you heard me saying a prayer
for someone that I could care

blue moon
you’re always over my head
my heart is lonely again
but I look up, you’re still there


originally written by Richard Rodgers and Lorenz Hart

Self-Portrait, 2018

blue moon (cover)

i feel the blood pouring out my nose 
and fall right splat my bright white kitchen floor
i wish that i was sometimes in the know
but right now i’m blindfolded walking straight into the doors
of the house where you first taught me how to love
i miss the days where we enjoyed being together
through the thick and the thin the scorching hot and freezing cold
i don’t know about you but i’m starting to feel weathered

the blood still pouring like a fountain 
the white tile becomes consumed with a massive red stain
the head of the once loved is now on the wall mounted
I hope when she died she felt little to no feelings of pain
when you speak i can hear each and every syllable 
the waves of your voice are a fork slowly dragging on a plate
the love i had for you was the pinnacle 
of our association but now i’ve grown more and more hate

the house is now littered with tiny imperfections
i wish i could remove the bright red shame
but now i stare into the cloudy sad reflection
of the shiny white kitchen floor that has now become stained

NoseBleed (demo)

Emotions

Every day I wake up I feel blue.
When I start to stand up, I have to choose.
Keep my head high or face the lie,
about the way you made me try.
It was real hard.
I was your keycard, to do everything you didn't want to.

I'm blue.
Make me feel like I'm no use to you.
Tell me things that were never even true,
now I'm fuckin' blue.
And it's all because of you.

Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
You can't have it anyway.
Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.

Any time I look up, I see blue.
Any time I feel good, I start to lose.
All my troubles are from you, you made me feel so blue.
I wanted to know you,
but you just wanted me to stay all blue.

Don't know what to say.

(oo-oh)

Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
You can't have it anyway.
Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.
You can't have it anyway
Don't know what to do, don't know what to say.

Every day I wake up, I feel blue.
Every time I look up, I see you.
If you treated me better I might've stayed longer,
but that's not the case, 
y'just wanted me to stay in my place.

Every night I wake up I feel blue.
Every time I see you, I start to lose.
All my troubles are from you, 
you made me jump onto a big train that goes fast.
And if I wanted to, you didn't even ask.

blue

who are you (demo)

this is a song I wrote about growing up and being sad and stuff

I recorded all of this in my bedroom 
Thanks for listening :)

Lyrics:

When we move on
Its not out but up
And when we grow up
I'm anything but scared
So tell me why
Just tell me why
My voice shakes
And cracks
Like my father's favorite glasses
My heart breaks
And shatters
Into a million pieces
In a years time we will all be gone
In a years time we will all be gone
Gone gone
So tell me why
I find my peace of mind 
In this far from victim-less crime
I find my peace of mind
Behind a dozen faces

Growing Pains

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Breakin' Out

cover picture - dylan martin ( @veryfreakingcool on instagram, follow that gurly)

please don't go (demo)

made this in an afternoon :) dont take it tooo seriously

blue

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