pathetic

demos n shit from twitter, my laptop, etc.

want want to

oh fuck man

The Destruction

New Phone

Yeah you just don’t listen
You like it and that’s what you’ll do

I know you
Yeah you know me
Yes I know you
But who are you

Your bedroom door leads into hell
There’s needles imbedded in my skin
Is it just me is there a sweet smell coming from your corpse
In your bed surrounded by pillows and sheets

I Ran Out Of Things To Say But Whatever

I Love You

Between U And Me

Peep Dula

Bad Dream 1

Untitled

Noioioise

never give up on me
when im down on
my fucked up knees
begging for mercy
get off of me
now nothings worth it

ill take you down with me
ill take you down with me

theres no reason to be honest
id love to be safe
but thats not on here
play it backwards
til i get home

Give Up On Me/Reasons

pictures aren't sure
of that cute smile of yours
i wish you were here
with us ill hold you dear

09082023

from dec 2018

im dying just to know
oh who you want to know
im dying just to know
whos in your heart
with a perfect way to die

pull my strings again
pull my strings again

pull my strings again
its time for you to go
and say it again
time for you to go

there's no reason
to be honest
and for your protection
i didnt want to mention

well yeah
of course i want to know
i want to fucking know

you dont want the answer honey
you dont want the answer honey

im dying just to know
oh who you want to know
im dying just to know
whos in your heart i know
im dying just to know
whos in your heart
with a perfect way to die

don't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to

BETTR DAYS Demo

Go Outside (deadcatz outtake)

ists a cover https://soundcloud.com/school-shooter/death-by-cop

this time with vocals you can actually hear i think

death by cop (school shooter cover thing)

i made this aftr i got home from tgif one day.

WHAT DID HE SAYYSYSY:
dont start 
carry on 
keep calm 
seething poster 

with or without you ill take 
all those eerie dreams i have of you 
out of view 
i wish i was too 

i can only see your reflection at night 
waiting for your affection tonight 

and it doesnt come 
and it doesnt go 
and it doesnt feel like home anymore 
ill just stay here 
ill just stay here 

and you never talk 
and youre never gold 
and i just dont like you anymore 
ill just stay dead 
ill just play dead 

i hate you

peachy 3

peachy faq:
q: is this album about a girls ass?
a: perhaps

peachy peach

ropefuel

peachy 2

nice nice cool cool

WHAT DID YOU SAY SONNY? SPEAK UP!

the night it ends
and you've spilled me all over the ground
and i would just feel fine 
if i wasn't on the ground

i see just what you see 
all the time and i do mind
and i see what i shouldn't see
i just don't try
and i'm just waiting waiting waiting all the time

u see me too (dem dem)

YA GOTTA SPEAK UP SONN I CANT FUCKING HEAR YOU!

lalalalalalalalala aahhahahah
no one wants you dirty little cat
to think that i called you more than a friend

and there he left the door 
and wandered onto the street
onto the streets
he wandered forever and got lost
again

no one wants you dirty little cat
not now or ever the ride will never end

straycatz

https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/a-punk-song
pretty cool

another punk song (negative xp cover)

STOP MUMBLING AND SPEAK UP SON

did you get my message yesterday
the blue light never flashes anyways
as if i had something to say
or wanted to meet you halfway

i can hear what you say
i can here
i can’t hear
i can hear
i can’t here

we’ll talk in circles in our beds
just talk until the moon is dead
words we’ll just forget
until we just forget

about the little boy
who never enjoyed
the things in life
we’ll help him out
before the day
it ends in fright

oh boy what ever happened to you
you were so innocent

Message For You

your so lewd (the reatards cover)

idk what i am

im not incelcore
and i cant feel anymore
ive been super numb
since i turned 24
and ever since that time
its been a fucking lie
all of those fucking cries for help
you said that that you would die
its not
fun to go out anymore
and i
i just shot out my brains
are you feeling okay

i'm not incelcore (willow cover)

in our big tree... deadcatz

WHATARETHELYRICS

well hey mr dancehall
oh how do you do, well im not great
i could use a bit of your cheering up
well hey mr dancehall
oh how do you do, well im not great
i could see your smile for just a little while

oh it doesn’t get so bad
oh it doesn’t get so bad

i went home and change this part
erased it all n made it a wall
i did it just for my own safety
i never write something that fond again
so i don’t look so stupid 

oh thanks to u its not so lonely
not so dark and very homely
thanks to you mister statie
or did i name you misses stacy
oh now your gone i miss you still
i was fine then but now ill kill
this hole ill make it go on forever 

so do u love me

i am sprayed out on the floor
my heart it ebbs and flows
well maybe be i don’t exist
but i still insist

deadcatz

from griefmode

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and soon the sun will rise
and shine upon my eyes

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my eyes are open wide
paranoid whats outside
its something i won’t like

its heating up
im melting down
you see me when
you’re never around

i don't want summer to finally break through
i don't want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and you will take my eyes
show me what i won’t like

Don't Want Summer

art by @hummusmerchant
featuring kiki (soundcloud.com/kikiar15 | @xxkiki69xx)

this is an ep about dead cats
send all questions and answers to sodaboy64@tfwno.gf

killercatz

dumbcatz

kittycatz

stole my moms '89 honda prelude https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably called shotgun.

SPEAK UP I CANT HEAR YOU SJDHJKLSAHDJKLSAHD!!!!!

Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

Brought into the office
Talk to the counselor
She tells me to be honest
I tell I’m just tardy, I’m going to the army
But, I just wanna party!
I’m so f*cking sorry, party f*cking hardy
Nobody can stop me, Bacardi is on me!
Tikking-Tokking time bomb,
take my f*cking c*ck out,
what the f*ck is going on?!
F*ck class started just now!

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag
kipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag

Are you taking me to office?
Am I going to talk to the counselors?
they get me to talk honestly
F*CK IT
im slipping through the back door!
and going to parking lot
And there's a party even if i..
get caught red handed, i know what im doing aint
i know it ain’t right

(solo)
(la la la)x69

im getting kicked out of school
for breaking too many rules
they say I’m a delinquent
i Been one since an infant

F*cking up my life and grades!
Im drinking underage
They got a special building
For special boys and children

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
(Kicked out of school)
I got 3 pills inside my bag
(TOO MANY RULES!!)


Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag
Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

HOOKY HOOKEY HOOKIE (SODABOY64 X GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY)

https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/caliber

caliber (negative xp cover)

2 tracks from griefmode
send all questions and answers to sodaboy64@tfwno.gf

better days

the love you love you love yous

WHAT ARE THE LYRICS

I run into you
As I’m wandering 
my mind starts to swell
Cuz those things you say
They sound just like hell
To my ears and
my head starts to get whiplashed
My fingers feel so numb
You don’t want me to touch you there
You don’t want me at all 

I run into you
As I’m wandering
My mind starts to swell
Cuz those things you say
They sound just like hell
I can’t handle it but I
Choose not to lose
That feeling so good

I tell myself
I can handle it
And maybe it’s not so bad
Compared to
Being all alone
Jerking off at home

I love it when you tell me
I love you so 
Little

It hurts so much
When I’m not next to you
I gotta find a little reason to tell you
Blah blah blah 

Oh I’m so scared
Of what could happen next
This feels like a rollercoaster
next stop is an exit

You’re telling me
Put this little bag
On top of my sweaty head
And then just breathe real fast
Start counting 
we won’t make it to 10

the lylylys

cool

I don’t wanna be in here that much longer
I’ve got a little feeling and it’s growin stronger
The world is spinning round 

I’m stuck with you
Would you kindly

Pass another treat and then you’ll see me dying
Don’t even have to touch me just to see me dying
Oh I can’t see nobody else

sodaboy64

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