wanted to get something on here for once
song about some thoughts ive had recently
hope you enjoy :)

@prodbyjoshwa

::lyrics
slamming my head way too damn hard
and ive been trying to find my way to my heart
and i know its kind of stupid
but its all that i have left
ill keep on trying

start to feel alive but i cant see
and all the shattered lights below my feet
a couple brides and only one wedding ring
i cant stop being a burden to those that i meet
i fell down and i cant get up
and my brains going numb and i cant see the sun
theres too many people out there i wish i was done
i need someone to please be the one

trying to socialize but its so damn hard
i tried to make a new friend group 
and it all fell apart
and ill just go to bed
ill just say it once again
tired of all the interactions
i wont take back what i said

now you confuse me
whats with your reply
you said that you cared
but you never bat an eye
so come out of your shell
come and see the outside
i swear that itll be worth it
please just take my hand (3x)

burden (joshwa)

stream on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/37yb04qkus8dBzdbYbPZOL?si=d24dcb6f128b426c

@ayeeitsnate @star607

im sick and i probably shouldn't have recorded
sorry for all the recycled shit i cant be original rn
hope you still enjoy though :)

::lyrics
the air is too thin
i couldnt read through all the signs
dont need discussion
i need you in my life
you got one shot
i got you on a tether
i thought you were on my side
i cant do this forever
my blood is rushing down my head
empty out my body see whats left
let me go~
to a place ive never been~

and every time im by your side i get really nauseous
got too many problems in my head gotta deal with
always on the back seat on the road im forgotten
always keep my head up cause i know it'll be worth it (2x)

my friends are starting to fade away
lights out now im waiting for the sun to decay
its the end of the world
im not really afraid
take my hand and we'll pray
for the day we'll be saved

(i want someone in my arms)
(you're so close yet still so far)
(someone please tell me im wrong)
(never wanted you to run)

departure (ayeitsnate x star607)

https://open.spotify.com/track/62XYZd39vtZhLv7J8rGToa?si=df83e5438e8847dd

@7akkiro
@ayeeitsnate

shoutout to akkiro give my man some love <3
best song ive made so far so i hope you enjoy it as well!

::lyrics

~luma
i like to think that im alright
yea im fine
but im tired of switching sides
couple months in a lie
baby tell me what you like
now im lost in my head
every time you're in my mind
its just another fucking stand
yea you're playing with my life

it gets worse
gotta learn
but the storys on the credits
now its all burned
i cant reverse
i cant repair all of the damage
now im losing
everything i worked so hard for
im pushed aside
no one cares about me anymore

~akkiro
you like to say im an asshole
im just runnin to the money
gotta get the fuckin cashflow
i got prada on my sandals 
but lil bitch i still need more 
im just runnin to the bag 
coppin shit u cant afford

idk whats the meaning
baby what you feeling
you gotta tell me what u like
i just wanna treat u right
sometimes it feels impossible 
cause idk what you want
you giving mixed emotions 
so just say what u desire 

u say that you hate me
but u cannot replace me
you shoudve known
nobody better than me
i gotta choppa 
it came with a beam
i gotta choppa 
im gon let it sing

shawty wanna fuck
she gon fuck on the team
they trynna be famous 
they trynna be like us
she be chasing the clout
so she gotta leave

~luma + akkiro
dont run away (dont run away)
ive been looking for hours and hours (hours and hours)
ive been looking for hours and hours (hours and hours)

~luma
got too much on my hands yet you tell me to ignore it
20 bucks on my hand yea i spend it all on nothing
im getting too far and its so hard
to keep whats left of mine

tellmewhatyoulike w/ akkiro (ayeitsnate)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qNQ6wi7RczpGHyXgPc6cX?si=bfbd8227f33b412d

@prodbyjoshwa

dont know how much indie pop ill make but we'll see lol
i will admit this one is a bit sloppy but i still hope you like this one
will improve i promise :) (also ep soon maybe?)

::lyrics
yea
last night, online
dont know where to start or say goodbye
i cross my heart and hope to die
and nobody checks if im alright
and its too much to stay
why cant they see that all of this is a waste woah-oh-oh
and all i do is try to make it work
my remedies just always make it worse
but maybe its just none of my concern
and i would throw it away and watch it burn

and i cant seem to find where we are
i just broke a couple promises dont know where to restart so

im sorry
for everything i seem to cause you
its all me
cause i cant seem to find whats really true
now my body's too fucked, im addicted
ill fly around in different places, different districts
friends just turn away from me against my wishes
and im forgotten dont know what to do

say you wanted to see me again
and i know its not a fact its just a dream that ive had
its just so, so sad
being left in the dust
but we dont look back
at the things that you've done

addicted (joshwa)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aQci4eY7kM2idV43fHhub?si=adb3d28fe5e34811

starting off the year strong
i met your vice-president... @shinomiyaa [self prod]

::lyrics
got you out my phone cause "i hate you"
got some other people in my mind to replace you
brush me off to the side with no issue
see me out the door trying not to reminisce you
now you're all alone and think "i hate you"
got some other people in my mind to replace you
brush me off to the side with no issue
see me out the door trying not to reminisce-

all i wanna do is try to learn shit on my own
but i learned the hard way
theres no way back home
and i thought i had a chance
but i threw it all away
tough luck, shit sucks
but you can find a way to try it again
thought you left me in the gutter
now im running back to you i blew your cover
i know you miss me
you dont wanna show it
ive been running 'round in circles just to get the chance to call your name

deep down you are my number 1
never thought that i would see us fall apart
i feel hopeless
no ones out there to reach for help
i dont really wanna drink so you can find me sober
started reaching out, got told i got the wrong number
she has went through many things like no other
you dont have to mind her
you dont have to mind her

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