(wenszy + mymy) is that what you want - cover

(billie eilish) birds of a feather - cover

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4KQeNLKqNC7lE8KiykojKT?si=wbsDCUOBRjawxh6-DS4l6g

album out july 19

cover art by felury on ig :D

thank u guys for the nice comments and support, i appreciate everything from the bottom of my heart !
thank u @74three for ur wonderful vocals. just lovely

@coldrains
baby, you're running through my mind
we're running out of time
so tell me how you feel, I need to know, I need to know

no matter where you go, I'll follow
i'm not where you left me at all

tell me that you mean it
if it's from you, I'll believe it
i might sound a bit conceited

but I don't wanna, I don't wanna fuck this up

maybe I'm thinking too much about it
alone with thoughts of you, I'm surrounded
don't tell me that I'm crazy, just tell me that it's meant to be

tell me, tell me, tell me (tell me)
tell me, tell me, tell me (tell me)
you're the one that I need
you're all that I see

tell me, tell me, tell me (tell me)
tell me, tell me, tell me
you're the one that I need
you're all that I see

tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
tell me

@74three
let's make this right
don't think it twice
it's always in mind
the idea of you and I
but now we're running out of time

言いたいなら言ってよ
俺もう壊れそう
君がいない世界興味ない

cause all I need is you
si no estás yo me siento perdido
y dime qué hacer pa' que vuelvas conmigo
devuelve la luz a mi corazón
(aaah ah ah)

@coldrains
(i'm not where you left me at all)

tell me that you mean it
if it's from you, I'll believe it
i might sound a bit conceited

but I don't wanna, I don't wanna fuck this up

maybe I'm thinking too much about it
alone with thoughts of you, I'm surrounded
don't tell me that I'm crazy, just tell me that it's meant to be

(tell me)
tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
(tell me)

tell me + loje

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0JRG61dZHAjYZfvJllmltt?si=23GyQcjRTQi1NDxUIERFlw

this was rlly fun to make

thank u to @74three and @wwenszy for featuring on it, i truly appreciate it c:

caramel (nokia version)

cause i'm an angel (sped up)

caramel

cause i'm an angel

prod. peril
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1aJerDCXrKIE3j0eDjEiMH?si=d1a6bf8a61724ca6
MYMY'S #1 CRASH OUT.

@coldrains
if i have to be a little difficult
then maybe i will

about all that you want, so what's the deal
why's the pill so hard to swallow

if i gotta run away to get you out of my head
then i'll do just that and then
and hope you understand
i'm doing what i gotta do

i can't take it anymore
i'll leave the bad at your door
things that i couldn't ignore
i'll forget them

(so don't come looking for me)

@mya
don't come looking for me

so leave your byes at the door 
i'd rather hangout alone
but you keep reeling me in
and i keep going back in

saying sorry just to do it again
(do it again, do it again)

and my heart's grown so much colder
memories of us thrown over
i wouldn't do it again (start over)
wouldn't even pretend (wouldn't even pretend)

@coldrains
if i gotta run away to get you out of my head
then i'll do just that and then
and hope you understand
i'm doing what i gotta do

i can't take it anymore
i'll leave the bad at your door
things that i couldn't ignore
i'll forget them

(so don't come looking for me)

didn't wanna take it there
didn't wanna go anywhere
this shit is so unfair
but i can't bear to look at you
so, tell me, what was i supposed to do

i'll say goodbye, for the night
hold you tight, then leave you where you're standing
no more love left to give
(mm)

if i gotta run away to get you out of my head
then i'll do just that and then
and hope you understand
i'm doing what i gotta do


i can't take it anymore
i'll leave the bad at your door
things that i couldn't ignore
i'll forget them
(so don't)

(so don't come looking for me)

i can't take it anymore
i'll leave the bad at your door
things that i couldn't ignore


i can't take it anymore
i'll leave the bad at your door
things that i couldn't ignore

don't come looking + mymy

prod. aki (of course)
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h42ahXqJrRSpeJiqhQYEl?si=3b11032fd6904444

i'm drunk out of my mind
and i don't know where to find you
i'm holding on for my life
don't wanna waste no time
i'm getting what's mine

i'm drunk out of my mind
and i don't know where to find you
i'm holding on for my life
don't wanna waste no time
i'm getting what's mine

why do you shy away
if this is a game, i don't wanna play
no i don't wanna stay
so why'd you come my way

it wasn't by chance but now
i'm stuck here, this cup in my hand
and i can't stand straight
or tell if it's real or fake

or some kind of mistake
can i just get a break

one shot down, two more to go
can i handle more, i really don't know

one shot down, two more to go
can i handle more, i really don't know

i'm drunk out of my mind
and i don't know where to find you
i'm holding on for my life
don't wanna waste no time
i'm getting what's mine

i'm drunk out of my mind
and i don't know where to find you
i'm holding on for my life

out of my mind

prod. inuyasha
thank u channie for hopping on this w me !!
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BMHSHoOzfyeZ5cxhGkN6Y?si=Uo8V8xsQTPKZOxvGVvTsYw

@coldrains
i know i saw you last night
but i can't get enough
you're what i spend all my time on
it feels like a drug

can't get any control over myself
i don't know what i should do
baby can i call you

(yeah)

(i made up my mind)
(you got me tonight)
(i-i-i made up my mind)
(you)

@channiis
can i call you?
it feels like it's been so long since i saw you
i swear i'm gonna pick up, i was bout to
i do it to myself, i'm stuck up on you
all up on you (aah)

so go ahead and break me, i'm fragile as porcelain
babe i know that you hate me but please come just let me in
i'll wear my heart onto my sleeves until i reach the end
without you, collapsing my lungs, baby i'm suffering 

@coldrains
i know i saw you last night
but i can't get enough
you're what i spend all my time on
it feels like a drug

can't get any control over myself
i don't know what i should do
baby can i call you

(yeah)

(i made up my mind)
(you got me tonight)
(yeah)
(i-i-i made up my mind)
(you)

(i made up my mind)
(you got me tonight)
(i-i-i made up my mind)
(you)

can i call you + channie

prod. aki
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24sMeXgtP5lWlVIrNoNkun?si=dcf29bc1ed2c4070

thank u @wwenszy for doing this song w me, a pleasure as always!! <33

(aki)

@coldrains
i'm
i'm not fine
i'm always thinking bout' you 24/7
let's play a little game, like five nights in heaven
up under you, that's where i spend all my time and

(and you got me like)

(ahh)
you're my type
don't wanna fight it anymore, it feels right

(and you got me like)

(ahh)
you're my type

@wwenszy
(i-i) won't stop, i'm thinking bout you
heart drops, can't be without you
lately, got me feelin' like a fool
boy, i'm in love

just say my name, we'll play a game
just want you, face my eyes 
babe don't be shy, it's us tonight
i'll promise it's for life

@coldrains
i need to get a grip
can't even recognize myself
so scary, makes me sick
but i can't imagine you
with anyone else

i'm
i'm not fine
i'm always thinking bout' you 24/7
let's play a little game, like five nights in heaven
up under you, that's where i spend all my time and

(and you got me like)
(and you got me like)

(ahh)
you're my type
don't wanna fight it anymore, it feels right

(and you got me like)

(ahh)

my type + wenszy

cover art by izm_nii on ig (thank u to them again for letting me use their beautiful art <33)
thank u to @mya and @swagapino2013 for featuring
prods: inuyasha, spireleaf, kaish, xmichaelwarren
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jbU3iLNLTT2LO5StzEvN7?si=1fMgdl7kSfiUy-Y7318p2w

nothing out of the ordinary from what i usually do but it's nice to have a new album to compare by old one to lol, much improved, more improvement to come!

love's not war

nothing left to prove + mymy

prod. syreno
thank u syreno for making this beat for me c: <33
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6d2A9lKpOU7DUq4kkdKYgi?si=xyevXL_AToiW9NItzKmcvA

one day i was here
something bout' your smell
or the way you touch your hair

and i know, yeah, i can tell
you're the one i fell for

i wake up, you're still there (in front of me)
your words, i know you care (and i believe you)
love and late nights shared
and i won't dare
to mess that up

when i spent all night calling your phone
in your voicemail, writing love songs
got me feeling like this since day one
hooked up on ya, and no i can't let

go
no, i can't let go

loving what's in front of me
it takes my breath away
it feels like i can't breathe
and i know it's not what it seems
(and i know it's not what it seems)

(i wake up, you're still there)
(your words, i know you care)
(love and late nights shared)
(and i won't dare)
(to mess that up)

when i spent all night calling your phone
in your voicemail, writing love songs
got me feeling like this since day one
hooked up on ya, and no i can't let

go
no, i can't let go

love letters in your voicemail

prod. spireleaf
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/12e5D6tTt4fW10cyDbnonb?si=b4735809eded4556
wanted to practice my japanese c: , im aware its a bit formal but at least it sounds decent...i think

私の青い夜 (my blue night)
そして、私はあなたを見ました (and i saw you)

あなたのタッチは家のように感じます(your touch feels like home)
行くところがない時 (when i have no where to go)

共鳴 (resonance)
心臓が鼓動する (my heart beat)
ひどく、ひどく (thumping, thumping)
そしてそれわ止まらない (and it won't stop)

私はそれをコントロールできますか？(can i control it?)
i don't know
すべてがどこにつながるのか (where it'll all lead to)

あなたのために電話しました (i called for you)

答えはあなたの心にあります (the answer lies with your heart)
答えはあなたの心にあります (the answer lies with your heart)
答えはあなたの心にあります (the answer lies with your heart)

あなたのタッチは (your touch is)
行くところがない時 (when i have no where to go)
you're my world

青い夜

prod. kaish
THANK U SM to aristidek_ on ig for personally making the cover for me (it's so beautiful im honored to have had someone take the time to make art for me)
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0jpU5o1dnVek1XWJi4bozN?si=3652337edfc64b40

(you're the one i'm waiting on)
(heart starts pumping, i feel the sun)
(blinding me now, like your love does)
(in our own world, just the two of us)

couldn't wait to sleep
cause i wanna see you in my dream
wishing you would come and find me
then i wake up, you're not there
oh my god, i swear i

couldn't wait to sleep
cause i wanna see you in my dream
wishing you would come and find me
oh my god, i swear 

you're one in a million, yes it's true
is there anything you can't do
i know i'm a fool for falling hard
just the start

running away
isn't an option of mine and i don't deny it

running away
isn't an option of mine and i just can't fight it

(you're the one i'm waiting on)
(blinding me now, like your love does)
(in our own world, just the two of us)

(you're the one i'm waiting on)
(heart starts pumping, i feel the sun)
(blinding me now, like your love does)
(in our own world, just the two of us)

couldn't wait to sleep
cause i wanna see you in my dream
wishing you would come and find me
then i wake up, you're not there
oh my god, i swear 

couldn't wait to sleep
cause i wanna see you in my dream
wishing you would come and find me
oh my god, i swear 

(running away)
(isn't an option of mine and i don't deny it)
(running away)
(isn't an option of mine and i just can't fight it)

(and i just can't fight it)

prods. aki, NOTURMOOD

featuring @mya

spotify: 

and now i sing about him + mymy

i saw a boy

yours truly

prod. inuyasha
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1skhmbpNOJD4iRF8BfDFTF?si=NRC-plqFSBWPhKSeQpkf2Q

tried some botanica :)

smell the roses
maybe we're frozen in time
but i don't mind (i don't mind)

and the last thing that you said to me
it lingers like your scent
but this is time well spent

mmm
ah
mmm

smell the roses
maybe we're frozen in time
but i don't mind (i don't mind)

and the last thing that you said to me
it lingers like your scent
but this is time well spent

(well spent)

roses

prod. a0rta

have i done this genre yet? idk


no one to talk to
this feeling i got, brand new
now i'm up on you
even though i gotta go in a few

wanna do what grown folks do
that's if you're in the mood
if you get what i'm putting down

i'm kinda eager, leave that girl you don't need her
and i don't fuck with cheaters
eager, play my shit on the speakers
you know i speak "her"

and now i see the future
want that slow burn
the love that makes the heads turn

the love you see in movies
if that's too much then sue me
or better yet, just do me

i mean the little things, they count right

won't spend the night but i swear i might change my mind

but i want a slow burn
can i get a kiss first
some hand holding won't hurt
i might just make you work for it

won't spend the night but i swear i might change my mind

i've been a little indecisive all night, i know you wanna get right
cause i'm your type
get it, i'm your type
what's that song called, "my type"
i scrolled, you're in my likes
you admire me from a distance, (i bet that's fucking nice)

i'm kinda eager, leave that girl you don't need her
and i don't fuck with cheaters
eager, play my shit on the speakers
you know i speak "her"

and now i see the future
want that slow burn
the love that makes the heads turn

the love you see in movies
if that's too much then sue me
or better yet, just do me

i mean the little things, they count right

won't spend the night but i swear i might change my mind

but i want a slow burn
can i get a kiss first
some hand holding won't hurt
i might just make you work for it

won't spend the night but i swear i might change my mind

slow burn

prod. inuyasha
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/62l3Gu3u94cXj754K3nWop?si=l2iCtQmhTHqusyixY3g0HQ

the asap rocky sample goes crazy

coldrains

undercover

prod. spireleaf
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/62XwUaFRNBMIvSURAkd2E0?si=t-57CP5iR-KVb7iMyxfCGQ

i’m almost out of space i might have to get pro soon lol

isn't it beautiful
that our hearts see each other for what we are

you're one in a million among these stars

so, i forgot to mention
it's you, the one i'm feelin'
i'm on the moon, beyond the ceiling
it's code blue and i need you

i'm going solar
i'm going solar
i'm going solar
i'm going solar

hung around me, saturn's rings
all about you, it's that deep
i can't believe it's happening
oh, i can't
oh, i can't

mm

you call and i'll be there, middle of the night, don't care
this distance, i can't bear, you know we make the perfect pair
and sometimes life's unfair
yeah, sometimes life's unfair, but

isn't it beautiful
that our hearts see each other for what we are

mm
so, i forgot to mention
it's you, the one i'm feelin'
i'm on the moon, beyond the ceiling
it's code blue and i need you

i'm going solar
i'm going solar (mm, yeah)
i'm going solar (i'm going, i'm going)
i'm going solar
(oh, i)

soul/ar

prod. aki / @aki-prod
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3oW3xit2T1WHljnCre6j3y?si=V6iTwUl-TRKdnsNwSECK2Q

i-i-i wanna go
i wanna go
i-i wanna go
i wanna go

faster, that's why i'm here
i like the way you disappear in the night
but how about we switch gears
cause you know i've had one hell of a year

i wanna go fast
they wanna go slow
but you put on a show
want everyone to know
how fast you ride

and got nothing to hide

windows down, passenger seat, i know you feelin' me
white tee, stuck on your chest, i see it when you lean
bite me, got no control cause i know you're a feen
yeah, i know you're a feen

gimmie all that you got
a little bit of soul, or maybe a lot
don't need you second guessing if you want me or not
it's not alright
to toy with my pride

i got my tightest jeans on, want you to notice
want you to have your compliments locked, fully loaded
you'll be mine by the end of the night cause i wrote it
cause i wrote it

faster, that's why i'm here
i like the way you disappear in the night
but how about we switch gears
cause you know i've had one hell of a year

i wanna go fast
they wanna go slow
but you put on a show
want everyone to know
how fast you ride (i wanna go)

and got nothing to hide (i wanna go)

windows down, passenger seat, i know you feelin' me
white tee, stuck on your chest, i see it when you lean
bite me (i wanna go)

prod. 6ixthDimension6
written by my good friend @74three
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1H18hRGTMHwQuiIUElGojX?si=yqO6nUr4RiCbgkYARjz1gg

ね、いつか
顔が見えるなら
あたし待ってる
忘れたくないから

日の当たる場所に来て
あたしの言いたいことを聞いて
急ぐ必要がない
all we got is time

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

笑っていてほしい
変わらずにいられればいい

日の当たる場所に来て
あたしの言いたいことを聞いて
急ぐ必要がない

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

it can be you and me
太陽と月のように

it can be you and me
太陽と月のように

太陽と月

prod. gxnree
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6nRY3KdwvlRNOrrxmDMpeu?si=PROFL5_7Q1OCb5QQvR0iRw

all eyes on me
i kinda like
and i won't fight it

i will admit i'm a little shy though
but i'm good at pretending
and i'm good at creating some really good endings

give me all your rage
i'll put it all out on the stage
girl, i'll misbehave 
this song is for you, the bad bitches too

the shit they talkin' bout'
can't hear, i tune them out
i do it for the crowd
who knew i could be this loud

the shit they talkin' bout'
can't hear, i tune them out
i do it for the crowd
i-i-i-i do it for the crowd

give me all your rage
i'll leave it on the stage

give me all your rage
i'll leave it on the stage

i wanna be great
i wanna be a star
i wanna resonate, wherever you are

cause i get mad
and i'm so bad
the best you'll have all over the beat

give me all your rage
i'll put it all out on the stage
girl, i'll misbehave 
this song is for you, the bad bitches too

the shit they talkin' bout'
can't hear, i tune them out
i do it for the crowd
who knew i could be this loud

the shit they talkin' bout'
can't hear, i tune them out
i do it for the crowd
i-i-i-i do it for the crowd

give me all your rage (i do it for the crowd)
i'll leave it on the stage (i do it for the crowd)

give me all your rage (i do it for the crowd)
i'll leave it on the stage

GIVE ME YOUR RAGE

prod. 13less
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2wK78D6Vjg4sD6toGWYQBi?si=001e33851b144b90

it gave me black lace vibes so i named it black lace


is this good enough for you
i know i'm in my own world but i see you making moves
better back, back
cause i don't know what ima do
bottle full of liquor, got the good kind too

is this good enough for you
i know i'm in my own world but i see you making moves
better back, back
cause i don't know what ima do
bottle full of liquor, got the good kind too (kind too)

in your mind like i wanna be (mmm)
know you think it's a daydream
but i'm the real thing
went to college and i still sing

got my picture hanging on your ceiling
this music shit is feeling kinda healing
they said "damn kruu, how you move like that"
throw it in a circle then i bring it right back

do as i please, what i want and i need, you're gonna give it to me
(do as i please, what i want and i need, you're gonna give it to me)

is this good enough for you
i know i'm in my own world but i see you making moves
better back, back
cause i don't know what ima do
bottle full of liquor, got the good kind too

is this good enough for you
i know i'm in my own world but i see you making moves
better back, back
cause i don't know what ima do
bottle full of liquor, got the good kind too (kind too)

black lace

prod. grayskies
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ZLtIgQcKkPXnKFWMR4YsS?si=Np9S-vpyQ9mU3DfLZv50wQ

i don't rlly like shoegaze but i gave it another go :D


why can't you see past all of your flaws
why can't you be the girl that i know you are
are you scared to fall
or of losing it all

i'm not gonna hurt you, maybe you need someone to lean on

back in '02, i knew you
mmm
look at what you've turned into

i gave you grace just to save face
(chance after chance)
chance after chance, and it's not happenstance
no more staying in the same place
i can't always have it my way
i can't have it all my way

want all the change and i believed you
but you're not fooling anybody
leave regret and resentment in the lobby

it's like over and over again
i hurt myself, thinking that i'm someone else

back in '02, i knew you
look at what you've turned into

i gave you grace just to save face
(chance after chance)
chance after chance, and it's not happenstance
no more staying in the same place
i can't always have it my way
i can't have it all my way

i gave you grace just to save face
(chance after chance)
chance after chance, and it's not happenstance
no more staying in the same place
i can't always have it my way
i can't have it all my way (all my way)

mouse trap

prod. slowchestramusic
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jD04BfBKIXlvDKmitsLgf?si=iu_ZtoE2TL6qOqKslAFA1Q

why'd he do you like that
said shit that he can't take back
you're like a deer in headlights
been standing alone all night

and i hate that for you (for you)

tell me what i gotta do about it
is he checking for you, doubt it
this room is really crowded, but you're so open minded

i'm sure you'll find one, then forget about him
it won't solve all your problems
or maybe just one problem

cause you get mad
"i'm like the best he's ever had"
i want you to know that this feeling won't last
he'll be back telling you he wants you bad

doesn't it feel good
having control should, but don't do anything i wouldn't do
and don't make me go looking for you
(and don't make me go looking for you)

tell me what i gotta do about it
is he checking for you, doubt it
this room is really crowded, but you're so open minded

i'm sure you'll find one, then forget about him
it won't solve all your problems
or maybe just one problem 
(or maybe just one problem)

what you need to see
is the greener grass on the other side
honestly the story of my life

cause you get mad
"i'm like the best he's ever had"
i want you to know that this feeling won't last
he'll be back telling you he wants you bad

cause you get mad
"i'm like the best he's ever had"
i want you to know that this feeling won't last
he'll be back telling you he wants you bad

prod. beau 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2itMdej4m8nRyUUgz8eiuq?si=vUfycqcmTvejdTf6XGimaQ

(oh, tell me that's what you want)
(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)

oh, tell me that's what you want
i can feel the weight of your words closing in
give me your all and then some

oh, tell me that's what you want
i can feel the weight of your words closing in
give me your all and then some

(oh, tell me that's what you want)

oh, tell me that's what you want
i can feel the weight of your words closing in
give me your all and then some

(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)

the world ahead of me
and yet i'm looking for something else
i can't explain how it felt
don't wanna love no one else

(you)
got me over the moon
and i don't know what to do
yeah, i don't know what to do

you
got me over the moon
and i don't know what to do
yeah, i don't know what to do

eyes wide open, show me devotion
deep as the ocean
that's how far i strung ya
just because i want ya
don't go falling under

eyes wide open, show me devotion
deep as the ocean
that's how far i strung ya
just because i want ya
don't go falling under

(oh, tell me that's what you want)
i can feel the weight of your words closing in
give me your all and then some

(oh, tell me that's what you want)

oh, tell me that's what you want
i can feel the weight of your words closing in
give me your all and then some

(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)

oh, tell me that's what you want
(oh, tell me that's what you want)
(closing in)

give me your all and then some
(oh, tell me that's what you want)

(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)
(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)
(o-oh, tell me that's what you want)
(tell me that's what you want)
(tell me that's what you want)

kruu

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