@ol3zha
@anigiri

please just tell me that i’m worth it
i know that i’m far from perfect
if you want it you deserve it
so just tell me that its worth it

i dont wanna fake it, i dont think i’ll make it
i dont like the spotlight, dont wanna be famous
one day i’ll just fade away, gone like a facelift
tell me whats just on your mind, you don’t have to save it

you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it

i can feel the damage
i cant even stand it
i just wanna vanish
all this pain that i cant manage

my friends they all hate me
nobody can save me
go ahead and blame me
i know that you hate me

girl i thought you told me you would stay away
cried too many times so i cant feel the pain
why’d you have to leave is this the only way
kiss me one more time so i can’t feel the pain

spotify

save it (shigitori & anigiri)

@lullabyhill
@kiryano
@mandemm

[coldspades]
just be honest with me and i'll be honest with you
you don't need to worry girl i'm here for you
said you wanted to leave i know you want me to lose
i can't understand why you make me choose
(x2)

[datealyfe]
I don’t wanna wait anymore be mine
even when the sun’s not out you shine
you ain’t do a thing baby we’re fine
keep on messing up can I press rewind
you don’t wanna listen when I talk to you
im just looking for a way to say im proud of you
i could sit all day and get lost in you
you stay in my head I love the thought of you

honest ft. datealyfe (kiryano & mandem)

@mental
@mxsui

[coldspades]
if you ever need someone then i'll be here for you
everything you said to me girl is it really true
i can't even lie i wanna be with you
all i wanna hear is that you love me too
x2

[mental]
angel wings, carry me and lift my head up
everything, you do and say makes me feel better
it's almost spring, the wintertime wont last forever
but i promise we'll still be together
it's everything you do to me don't let me go
and there's too many things i wish that you could know
you took my heart and it froze, turned it to snow
it's like before, remember i was alone

together ft. mental (mxsui)

@lb66

im falling down i cant get up
ive been so sad i need your love
like an angel you look like you came from above
but its ok you make me feel like im someone
(x2)

run away
i just wanna run away
dont feel great
tell me how to feel ok
i cant lie
i dont deal too well with hate
i cant think
too many thoughts inside my head

so just tell me
whats the meaning
laying in my bed im staring at the ceiling
girl you broke my heart and im still healing
why do i feel so alone i hate this feeling

you broke my heart and then you tore it in two
im not liking what im turning into
i'd do anything to be with you
so tell me what i gotta do for you

run away (lb66)

@venusiann
@artemys
@brknglss
@remghost

[coldspades]
can't seem to get you out my head
did you mean the things you said?
my thoughts are clouded with regret
will you miss me when im dead?

and i wish i never met you
but i dont wanna forget you
broke my heart and i let you
and you wonder why i hate you

[venusiann]
you gave me your heart
then we split apart
wish i could restart
don't blame me it's hard

walk away from all the things you said
leave you for dead
you weren't there for all the blood i bled
leave me to rest

[artemys]
i thought that we'd be together, but we're not
we're apart and we're distant
i could fix it you don't listen
like did u care at all (i rly thought so)

i don't wanna go through it again i'm with coldspades
and we counting the pay
i need more space
but no nothing will change
i still won't get you out my mind (i don't wanna do this anymore)

regret ft. venusiann & artemys (brknglss + remghost)

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
and its too easy to see 
what you wanted from me
can't get you out of my head
just wanna go right asleep
i know she want me to stay
yeah she begging me please
but i just think about you
kissing you in my dreams

[venusiann]
maybe i'm crazy
you couldn't save me
this feeling deep down
it hurts but i wont speak out
kiss me slow, oh
i sing you these notes, oh
did you know, oh
i love you the most, oh

dreams ft. venusiann (k4nji)

@1kkyoto

i do this all for you
do you do this for me
you're always on my mind
don't think that i can sleep
i'm just obsessed with you
i love you can't you see
i see you in my dreams
girl you're my fantasy

and i promise that i'll never let you cry
wish i could take back every time i told a lie
i just want you to know
that for you i would die
yeah for you i would die

can you make me a promise
am i the one you wanted
if you want it then i got it for you
ohh, all i ever wanted was truth
and baby all i ever wanted was you

obsessed (1kkyoto)

@mental

i don’t wanna see you leave
take my heart its yours to keep
just keep this between you and me
i’d give it all just stay with me
(x2)

i’ve been doing some thinking
maybe you’re the reason that its hard to breathe in
gave you all my love but you wont even see it
doesn’t matter what i say you’re probably leaving

girl i don’t really like it
i can try my best to fight it
don’t like my feelings so i hide it
stuck in my head and i’m so frightened
i’m so frightened by it

stay (mental)

@kiraiu
@kkkarasu

i cant keep this up much longer
i just wish i could be stronger
i dont mean to be a downer
run away i’m such a coward

i can’t deal with this, i just wanna run away
i don’t wanna talk, you can see it in my face
maybe i should leave, every day i cause you pain
you say that we’re friends, i dont even know your name

ive been tryna be a better person
always try my best but its not working
i think i should leave, its not worth it
just another day of feeling worthless

i’m not stable, i advise you stay away
when they talk to me in person i just don’t know what to say
everything is crashing down, watch my mental state decay
so i take another drink, and i wash it all away

decay (gumi & karasu)

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
just tell me honestly
what do you wanna do
you said you wanna leave
tell me it isnt true
how can i make you see
that all i want is you
i’ll take you overseas
girl its all up to you

when im with you i feel like im floating
baby i love you i hope that you know it
i’m by your side wherever you’re going
if you really love me then you gotta show it
buy you whatever that designer clothing
only got one chance i hope i dont blow it

what happened?
we were together but we split like fraction
saw you with your friends you played me while laughing
i’ll spend a check and forget bout what happened
tell me what i should do
its never working out
tell me that its alright
i need you here right now

[venusiann]
i need you, right now
i see you, and shout
i free you with sound (i free you with sound)
tell me what you want, tell me what you need
i’ll buy you what you want, i’ll buy you what you want

from ksubi to chanel, just promise you wont tell
buy perfume by the smell (you put my life through hell)
but you make my heart melt
i try, then cry, those are cards that i’m dealt
hop on a flight out to you
hop on a flight out to you

overseas ft. venusiann (k4nji)

@mental

ive been living fast but im dying so slowly
wishing for a change every day ive been hoping
crying in my bed i think thats how ive been coping
i can barely see with my eyes wide open
ive been feeling worthless, tell me whats my purpose
i feel like a burden, am i even worth it
i cant even hide it, its all on the surface
i cant look you in the eyes cause it always make me nervous

i cant take any more of the sorrow
i dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow
i always lose thats the hardest pill to swallow
keep losing my friends thats why my heart is always hollow

im not ok but i’ll keep playing pretend
its like every time i get up i just fall over again
in the cycle every day, think im gonna go insane
don’t know how much longer my heart can withstand all of this pain

hollow (mental)

@resolve1k

i feel so lost right now i just dont know where to go
ask if ive been alright but i dont know anymore
i cant trust you anymore cause you left me in the cold
everybody say they love me but i still feel alone

i cant feel this moment
i just feel so broken
i wont try its hopeless
you’re my only solace
wasted my time
on your empty lies
i just cant seem to cry
dont tell me that its fine
honestly i dont know why

i can barely breathe
i can barely sleep
dont wanna see the future if its not with you and me
dont know what you want
dont know what you need
every time i try it just ends up where i bleed

solace (inno)

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

trust ft. mental (meta)

@ilymay
@spirit1004
@shoiyi

[coldspades]
i met you at the wrong place at the right time
i cant deal with all my thoughts in the night time
i could never lie to you cause its not right
i just wanna be together in the next life
x2

baby can you tell me if we’re really something
every time i start to feel say its nothing
said you wanna be alone but you’re bluffing
maybe thats just what i get for being trusting
and i dont know why
you say the things you say
i need you right now
so tell me that we’ll be okay

[may]
dont wna believe it 
take it or leave it
i can say the words
but u don’t wna hear it
so maybe im js bound to u 
keep coming back no matter what i do 
tears on my face girl i cried for u
and u broke my heart but didnt mean to 
yeah i guess i js wasnt meant for u 
it was the wrong place at the right time

next life ft. may (spirit & shoiyi)

@f3arme

i can feel my heart beat close to urs
can u tell me if its real or not
and i promise u theres no one else
ur the only one i got
when its over i still need ur touch
when its colder i still need ur warmth
pull me closer hold me in ur arms
when im with u i cant feel my scars

ur what i wanted
i cannot explain
the things u said
they get in my brain
i sit here waiting
for something to change
i dont know why
i feel like this every day
but im still getting paid
and thats the reason they hate
always riding my wave
they want a piece of the cake
dont wanna work cause ur lame
u want a feature then pay
just stay out of my lane
they always get in my way

closer (feardorian)

@okeefey

i cant do this anymore, ive been lying on the pavement
i dont wanna talk, i cant have a conversation
all these thoughts inside my head, no i cant even take it
i cant take another step, i dont think im gonna make it
ive been trying but dont feel better
i cant deal with this damn pressure
i hate this life i just dont get it
if i told u would u just forget it?

i keep all my feelings hid inside
ask me if im fine
im not alright
get inside my head every night
dont know what to do so i cry
i can never stand to hear another lie
i can never face it i always hide 
dont know what im doing but i always try
u know that i’ll always try to make it right
but i wish i had something
but i still have nothing
so maybe thats why i still sing
so maybe thats why i still sing

pressure (okeefey)

@dy-lqn
@kiryano

[coldspades]
every day i look up to the sky
でもどこにも君がいない
i cant see何も見えない
if this isnt how it is then tell me why
i know what u wanna do分かってる
それでも確かめられない
電話がいつでもなってる
でも返事思えかばない

i know what u wanted and its not me
so can u tell if this is another lie
i know that they hating cause theyre not me
im going up and i dont even really try
just wanna tell u thats its my bad
何も気にしないで
また会えるときを待って
あの時に戻りたくて
でもそれわ二度とないね
so im waiting again in the silence

[dylann]
dont know what it'd take to make me realize
dont get anywhere i dont know why i even try
i just want someone to be my side
how can it be so far when its right in front of my eyes
seconds turn to minutes minutes they turn into days
everythings so different tell me why i feel the same
no matter what I do it feels like it wont ever change
we go our separate ways
yeah it all stays the same

sky ft. dylann (kiryano)

@heartsayako

so wont u tell me ur problems, girl
its no problem, girl
i could solve them, girl, for u~
i cant say all the things i’d do
just to be with u
everything i’d do
for u~
for u~~
x2

and i just cant get enough
when u just give me ur trust
all i need is ur love
and theres things i know
that i just cant show
to u~
to uu~
to uuu~~

problems (sayako)

@mental
@sshinju
@recyclexbin

[coldspades]
every day i feel so broken now
ur the only one that holds me down
i cry out but u dont hear a sound
i was lost but im the one u found

wake up and i wanna fade away
dont know if i'll make it through another day
all these thoughts inside my head i can never say
ive been trying for so long but i still feel the same

[mental]
i still feel the same, so there's no need to go there
pick apart my brain, baby i need my soul cleared
give and then you take, we both know that its no fair
and i'm feeling so scared, i'm headed for nowhere

i wonder how you've been, i wonder if you see it
when you took my heart, did i say you could keep it?
you got what you wanted i'm stuck with the feeling
just keep on deceiving me i'll keep believing 

and i'll try not to fade away
i can't stay awake i think i'll sleep the day away
even when you lie, you still always end up right
i cant say i didn't try, but i'm sick of fake smiling

fade away ft. mental (shinju & recyclebin)

@znth01
@1luvpurp
@kiryano

[coldspades]
i can never stay cause u wanted me to cry
just want u to stay i dont care if its a lie
i cant take this pain i just wanna feel alive
i dont feel ok can u tell me its alright
i went and built up ur trust
but no its never enough
i know i cant read the signs
whenever push comes to shove
ur not the one i should love
just wanna rip it apart
i think that im out of luck
and now we’re both out of love

so i’ll keep it all inside
til u tell me its alright
in the dark cant see the light
but i’ll just tell u that i’m fine
dont want u to leave me
say u wont deceive me
promise u wont leave me
just tell me u need me

[zenith]
don't wanna fade into dust
cuz i just can't get enough
this time can it just be us
together, fuse into one
i won't let go of the time
you're such a perfect design
hit my glo up with ease
watch me flow like the breeze

the truth will come to me, that's all i know
i feel it finding me, finding my soul
i can't see through the smoke
bless up, a thousand fold
so high i'm movin slow
moving sloww

alive ft. zenith (luvpurp & kiryano)

@lullabyhill
@spellcard

[coldspades]
im way too nervous, i dont know if it will work out
like whats my purpose? thats one thing that i cant find out
im always hurting, i dont know why im hurting now
like is it working? i dont know if its working out

but i dont know why you'd do me like that
said you’d never hurt me but thats all in the past
like why’d u leave?
and why’d u lie?
ur the only one i wanted so bad
x2

[datealyfe]
things are different between us
just know i don’t hate you
there’s no need to hate me
when i don’t feel for you

cover this tab don’t run it up
i know that you’ve had enough
it’s true, and know
i would do it all

how much i gotta endure just for you?
don’t like going first, so you gotta make a move
do i get a choice or do you get to choose?
no matter what you pick i’ll just lose

nervous ft. datealyfe (spellcard)

prod me

i don't know where to go, i don't know what to be
i can't make any friends, i know that they all just leave
i had to open my eyes, now everything’s clear to me
please don't tell me all your lies, your lips i just can't believe
x2

they got no vision, they got no vision
i'm making hits i do it with precision
we going up i'm with the h-division
don't know what to do i just can't make decisions
just have to believe it
don't act so conceited
my wishes depleted
still can't be defeated

they just be making the same songs
but you know that i cannot relate though
me and my friends going up soon
yea you know that it wont really take long
wait your turn, don't turn to hate no
yea don't give them reason to hate you
2025 got a new flow, yea you should know this is a new dawn

just have to believe
your lips, can't believe

believe

@znth01

i used to pray that every day was the last one
remember thinking she would really be the last one
i can't do this anymore cause it's not fun
i'm overwhelmed by all the problems i can't outrun
x2

i’m not ok, i’m just running away from everything thats hurting me
its every day that i’m tearing heart and put it back like surgery
i just feel like i’m a ghost now
i can’t deal with everything cause i don’t know how
all my feelings i can’t show now
i’m just tryna find a way that i can cope now

i don't need your love so i run from it
why you looking at me, can you say something?
wake up every day and i feel nothing
close to the end, i can feel it coming
watching you fade away
why’d you tell me its ok?
you kept what i gave away
guess i should've stayed away

last one (zenith)

track 1/4

@znth01

(spades)
i feel like a ghost
my pain no one knows
cant let you get close
my tears i dont show

and now im stuck inside my head again
i just dont know whos really my friend
all these things i feel i cant explain
if you wanted to you shouldve said

(zenith)
i keep my heart open
i know it's broken
revoked emotions
just tell me honestly, in us do you believe?
living like its a dream
im smokin through the leaves

woa yeaa
feel like a god im flowin
im flowin like ocean
gotta keep this in motion
watchu want? tell me watchu want
i wanna flow i wanna glow i wanna make it to the top

make it to the top, i wanna make it to the top
cant believe your lies you always make my heartbeat stop
idgaf no more im flowin til i drop
flowin til i drop oh yea we flowin till we drop

01 LEAVES

track 3/4

@znth01

(spades)
yea my money different colors like i'm tobu
i told ve don't trip, cause we gonna glo soon
know we gonna make it say i told you
yea i'm making all these hits off a motu
x2

yea i'm with my bro, we like finn and jake
i can't trust no one cause everybody fake
posted up with idol when i'm in LA
harmony division going state to state

don't know what you want, don't know what you want
i know that they hating cause we at the top
i got lots of guap, i got lots of guap
yea they call me coldspades but my flow too hot

(zenith)
we gonna glo soon
we gonna glo soon
i'll say i told you, i'll say i told u, i'll say i told u

me n spades cookin up n sippin soju
first we hit LA then we go global
when you move on they just want the old you
cant just give em what they want and be the old you

playin games with you i feel like BMO
you cant save these hoes dont be the hero
i stay posted up with all my zeros
i shouldnt compare myself to you, im rockin DCs wit the Trues

03 COLORS

prod me

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

if you forget that you have wings
then hear your heart out when it sings
if you think you have nothing
just know theres love in everything
i hope that you can find your way
i’m also trying every day
i just wanna hear you say
that you’re proud of you one day

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!
get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)

iris ft. owtiss (promise & yashio)

prod me

ur a million miles away
what i’d give just to see ur face
dont understand these games u play
lets take it slow i’ll match ur pace

can i hold u close like i’m supposed to do?
cause i just dont know what i’m supposed to do
if you said u love me, would it be true?
cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u

u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)

ur a million miles away
what i’d give just to see ur face
dont understand these games u play
lets take it slow i’ll match ur pace

can i hold u close like i’m supposed to do?
cause i just dont know what i’m supposed to do
if you said u love me, would it be true?
cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u

u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)

A Million Miles Away

@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

i melt when i see your face
when you're not here i'll decay
what do you want me to say?
theres nowhere else you should stay
why is it so hard to see
that you're so precious to me
what do you want me to be?
i’ll be whatever you need

late nights when i think about you
you’re the only thing that i can’t afford to lose
in my daydreams when theres nothing else to do
if i tell you how i feel, you should know its all true
i’m going crazy, baby do you hate me?
when i’m feeling down, can you come and save me?
its too late theres no way that you could erase me
everything we did together yeah it changed me

my heart it didnt notice
now i cant stop losing focus
my feelings went unspoken
now i cant move i’m frozen

melt (rewind & 1sadboii)

@rewind214
@rpsu

you still have all of my heart
baby can you tell me why we had to grow apart
in the same room, but your love is so far
i don't wanna be without you, i'm so done

and i just want you to hold me
i can give you everything, just promise you wont leave
always on my mind, in my bed but i can't sleep
when i see your face, i just think what we could be

but i guess i'm not the one for you
was it all a lie? baby can you tell the truth
i know i should forget but i can't forget you
i know i’ll never meet another like you

now that you’re gone, i think that i lost my purpose
she said she didn't mean it, didn't hurt me on purpose
i loved every piece, in my eyes you were perfect
in my eyes you were perfect

heart (rewind & adrien)

@xxsyris
@ilymay

[syris]
And I don’t know how to feel
And I don’t know what’s real
But I, I won’t let this feeling go
I still see you in my phone 
But you left me in the background 
But this time I won’t back down
Going through all this pain cause I need you
So be my everything, I wanna please you

[coldspades]
i’d rather be anyone but me right now
can't get out of bed cause i just feel so down
suffering in silence, wanna scream and shout
think i made the wrong choice, took a bad route
i can't do it right yea
they told me try but i can't
think i messed up my life yea
can't count the tears that i shed ;-;

[may]
freezing in the winter 
cold to the touch let me go 
lost it all lost in the snow 
i can’t do right yeah 
u hate me it’s obvious 
can u break the silence
i just need some guidance 
believe me dont leave me im trying 
please don’t perceive me 
cuz i wish i was someone else
or something more to u 
i thought u felt different u left me so confused

someone else ft. syris & may (shinju + taylor morgan)

@mental
@pw4prez
@kiryano

[coldspades]
i know it's wrong, but i can't help but to want you
keep it inside, these feelings i just can't tell you
wish i could go back, but there's things you can't undo
see your face in my dreams, i wake up wishing it's not true
please don't look at me with those eyes
we can pretend and you can tell me all your pretty lies
can't let you go cause i just don't know how to say goodbye
if i'm not with you, i don't want it, it's a waste of time

[mental]
i wonder where you've been
i don't know how to reach you
or how to see you
or how to believe you
you're playing with my head
i'm nothing but your target
i'm just an object
so come rip me apart then
so many feelings... so misunderstood
i'm trying to stop, i know that i should
you're all that i want so why would i look?
once i had a heart but you have it for good

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