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realize +mental (maknae & sense)

@mental
@lilac

i just want to be here forever
i dont think you really know how it hurts
every day goes by like a blur
tried so many times nothing works

so ill fall apart
and break without a warning
i think for me the hurt was warming
theres something sweet about the burning
so ill fall apart
just leave while its still tempting
i think for you the love was empty
it might be sweet but its not healthy

i feel like death
its deep in my heart again
seeking the warmth of
someone who cares
theres nobody there but
the wind in my hair
the sun turns to moon
and suddenly you care

apathy prod lilac & mental

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

spotify

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

you're in your own world, one I'm not bound to
can't help but be still, I tried to help you 
we're under the same stars, it's like I'm around you 
no matter how far, we're never apart
you're in your own world, one I'm not bound to
can't help but be still, I tried to help you 
we're under the same stars, it's like I'm around you 
no matter how far, we're never apart
was it all my fault? 
cause right now, we barely talk 
and it hurts me, hurts me, more than you know
my tears fall when we speak, I'm so alone 
I'll hold you close, and tell you it's all okay
until we're ghost, I'll love you all the same

worlds away (hartfxlt)

prod. neohn, kirian & mandem

always&forever

lyrics:
you can call me one last time
cause just for you i'd make it right
(and if you want me dead i'll die)
and i can't believe that you're now gone
you were just mine

like did you even cry?
like i did?
all of the nights
where i bled 

tell me you hate me 
i just wanna hear that
just as long as i hear it from you 
and would you save me
if i asked you to?

cause i don't wanna move on
but i'll walk out the door
got a feelin i'll die young
bleeding out on the floor

so fuck it i'm getting high again
i'm so fucking tired man
BABY MY HEAD HURTSSSS
AND IT NEVER GETS BETTER

got me crying for you
got me crying out, yeah bitch you got me crying now
can you hear me now?
hear me when i scream in my room?
got me screaming now, yeah bitch you got me screaming loud
can you hear me now?

you can call me one last time
cause just for you i'd make it right
(and if you want me dead i'll die)
and i can't believe that you're now gone
you were just mine

like did you even cry?
like i did?
all of the nights
where i bled

cry (neohn kirian mandem)

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

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