Name: given up by coldwntr in Coldwntr
Duration: 1 min 31 s
Description: ngl couldv been recording better but my broke at that time so and not prod me

Ts would hit different if the music was louder and the vocals weren’t high pitched

Coldwntr

h4rtbrkr - eat yr heart

h4rtbrkr - would you please come over

never low
always high
never sober
life’s a game just without the controller
fuck your daughter shit your lucky we ain’t smoke her
i’m offended and i think that your a poser
i’m bipolar and trip
i don’t think im okay
you do nic and tweak out
i smoke blunts to the face
i miss you so fucking much
but there so much fucking hate
i wanna blow my brains now
too fucking broke for a date
(doo doo)
it’s all my fault 
and i’m a loser at wins
my fantasy is a bitch who’s probably always ranned in
a trampoline jump away from dying out in the wind
all this added on disappointment and it won’t fucking end

hey dae 
run away
like amnesia 
i get heated super fast
like a fever
missin her no i’m not i don’t need her
missin her no i’m not i don’t need her

RUNAWAY!

recorded 4/30/25
told myself it would be easy to change
but im still a useless waste of space
nothing could ever feel worse than this but i tried way to hard to call it quits
u told me i can change well i guess its too late
am i the problem or am i not "ur holding me back" thats what i thought
u say i can be a better version of me but ik that i cant what dont u see
i could never change im finna stay the same
i didnt prod t his one

change

ngl couldv been recording better but my broke at that time so and not prod me

given up

first song ever really bad dont listne
told myself that idc
everyday see ur dumb curly hair
im so obsessed i stalk ur page,
im on delivered but it says ur not away
if i looked like him, you'd think that im cool
you said that hes pretty hot and idk what to do
it sucks theres no one like you its fucked ik i cant have you
its not that hard to check ur phone
are u doing it on purpose or am i just that unknown
to you, wonder how i look to you
guess im nobody at all jst a random fkin dude

cant have you

its like getting coal for xmas, like ur worth nothing at all
silent cry for help in ur room alone, no one will ever hear ur calls
u always find me in the corner of my room balled up about smth i cant choose
i never seem to win i always just lose, swear its a curse im never enthused

just another useless filler episode to u

i know i cant do anything right
fucked up once, i was gone from ur life
said you'd always be by my side
i now know that you're full of lies
there's still something about you i cant get out my mind
im thinking about you, but im left behind
i just miss when we used to talk and
ik that i wont ever forget
hate the thought of you, i think and i get upset
i was in the wrong now i was i wish that i could be dead
dont wanna look back, so many things i regret
too much going on and im feeling so embarrased
we could talk it out, but u act like im a ghost now
everytime i see u i get anxious, im so scared now
ik its over now
i feel so burnt out
cant get u out my head
ik u want me dead x_x

PRODUCED BY me plz do not tell me i accidently rewrote another song yet again

it's over

idk i didnt prod this kinda bad song
im so stuck up on u
and idk what to do
ive been like this for a while
swear ur the reason i smile
its been hard cus u dont care
about me and its not fair
ill still dream of us while i play with ur hair
but no matter how i try im just not ur typa guy
why dont u care how i feel at all?
and no matter what i do u still wouldnt have a clue
about all the things i do for uuu

stuck up

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

prod me

friendzoned

og before i changed it with slightly changed lyrics and higher pitched instrumental

cant have you og version

instrumental/guitars by me
vocals by me and coldwntr

@spawncamped
you said you don’t want to be alone
so why is he still in your phone
i don’t know
it’s like you wanted me to go
how could you even be so cold

time moves by too slow without you
is there something i can do
i just wanna be your stalker
you won’t even have a clue

@coldwntr
mixed feelings thinking about you
do you see me the same way I see you?
hard to tell cause you're always just so rude
wonderin whos this other dude

@spawncamped
“its not you its me”
that’s what she texts me
ill be your nightmare
see you in your bad dreams
run away from the world
they’ll never catch me
writing love letters
you will never see

no clue (w/ coldwntr)

blame it on you

beat produced by me (budget increased lmfao first song with an interface,not recording thru my phone anymore)
drums and guitar sound a lot better first song on fl aswell
i feel like this is already a song but at the same time i dont and im not sure
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u say hes just a friend
but i know how it always ends
you're hiding from the truth
a lie so cruel
why cant i let it be
cause hes all u need
jealousy entrapping me as i melt down
-----
im out of ur league and theres nothing i can do now
jealous of the fact u hang out wit him now
i really like you you dont rlly like me
what would it take for you to like me back?
wish i were him then maybe you would like me
but im still not and i know i will never be
i really like you you dont rlly like me
what would it take for you to like me back?
-----
why are you ghosting me?
its been 2 whole weeks
what did i do to make you hate me?
its like the hints you gave
were never hints at all
just signs to leave you alone and never come back to you
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chorus repeat 2x

guy bestfriend

https://open.spotify.com/album/0yUJgkExQ2wON5yiQzu1gc?si=DZtw7NSUQJO6Sgf3AbtatQ

prod. me
@naerobi

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

i wont lie
like you do
cuz time from time
i miss you
your touch you smile
i’ve been through 
so much worse

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

@coldwntr

Why am i stressed without you
Always sad dont know how ill get through
What comes next? Im not sure what ill do
Wasting time, cant stop thinking of you

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going

i can't keep on going w/ coldwntr

everything prod me
talk to me dc -> coldwntrr

given up

coldwntr

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