Valentines day but im not pretty like you (feat kaysnoto, 14 days after February, and creepies)

recorded 4/30/25
told myself it would be easy to change
but im still a useless waste of space
nothing could ever feel worse than this but i tried way to hard to call it quits
u told me i can change well i guess its too late
am i the problem or am i not "ur holding me back" thats what i thought
u say i can be a better version of me but ik that i cant what dont u see
i could never change im finna stay the same
i didnt prod t his one

change

ngl couldv been recording better but my broke at that time so and not prod me

given up

forgotten & lost

dream girl

instrumental/guitars by me
vocals by me and coldwntr

@spawncamped
you said you don’t want to be alone
so why is he still in your phone
i don’t know
it’s like you wanted me to go
how could you even be so cold

time moves by too slow without you
is there something i can do
i just wanna be your stalker
you won’t even have a clue

@coldwntr
mixed feelings thinking about you
do you see me the same way I see you?
hard to tell cause you're always just so rude
wonderin whos this other dude

@spawncamped
“its not you its me”
that’s what she texts me
ill be your nightmare
see you in your bad dreams
run away from the world
they’ll never catch me
writing love letters
you will never see

no clue (w/ coldwntr)

single while u guys wait for my ep
(got inspired to make this from a yt beat i produced this tho)
lyrics:
chorus:
Lately ive been feelin useless
Nothing seems to go my way
But i gotta suck it up
Cus nobody gaf
Even when i feel like i wanna quit

verse:
all my life just filled with lies i dont wanna do this anymore
always mad or always sad i keep on going but just what for?
always seem to wonder whats wrong with me
my friends dont stay they always leave
and i always seem to wonder why im so naive
this worlds not real its make believe

chorus repeats then solo

degenerate

prod me 

@coldwntr
why am I afraid to talk to you?
your eyes so bright it strikes a mood
idk when 2 make my move
so ill just sit and think of you X2

@humanendeavour
im so obsessed, obsessed
SOS your the prettiest
im just a mess, a mess
why do you want someone hideous
im so stressed, stressed
i cant take anything serious
your just a guest, a guest
you dont have to be mysterious X2

so obsessed w/ humanendeavour

losing myself

Midnight Mayhem

Diesen Song habe ich für meine Frau geschrieben,es ist eine Liebeserklärung ❤️🥰.
Er handelt davon das egal was ist wenn man gemeinsam durch das Leben geht kann man alles schaffen und nichts kann ein aufhalten.

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[Verse]
You can call me crazy
Baby
Say I'm wrong
You can call me lazy
Hazy
I'll still be on
You can call me monster
Yeah
Outlaw
You can call me what you want
But when the smoke clears
I'll be standing tall

[Chorus]
In a cloud of smoke and thunder
Head full of wonder
I've been living under a spell
In a crowd of ghost believers
Born to be the leader
I'm a stoned deceiver in hell

[Verse 2]
I might be your best friend
Distant
Might be your enemy
I might be a godsend
I might be your devil in the flesh
But I'll be free

[Chorus]
In a cloud of smoke and thunder
Head full of wonder
I've been living under a spell
In a crowd of ghost believers
Born to be the leader
I'm a stoned deceiver in hell
Cloud of smoke and thunder
Head full of wonder
I've been living under a spell
In a crowd of ghost believers
Born to be the leader
I'm a stoned deceiver in hell

Smoke & Thunder

everything prod me
talk to me dc -> coldwntrr