SadBoi Trap

@unknxwn7
prod.6houl

www.instagram.com/notemrys
https://open.spotify.com/track/0CHb7CXdoFYY53fukPWZLP?si=aaa097c0609c4a52

Solo (feat. unknxwn)

Na Na Na

Act like you've been suprised, girl its wintertime,
that time of year when we fight almost every night,
scream through your lungs that you hate me in every way,
why do I love you and give you my everything

And I gave you everything, I watcher her just walk away..
let me hear something that you've made up, figured my best bets at night getting drunk..

You cannot change me like the drugs do, I wish that I could hurt you again
you dont believe what I say, you're not the one who's hurting.

everyone walked away, was it my mistakes? staring across to the stars as their glistening,
know that im destined for better keep wishing, did this for you I just hope that you're wishing

and I gave you everything, I watched her just walk away (x2)

Drugs

if you know where the reference bars are from - you are swag

Lyrics:

on the pavement i've been laying low
i'd rather lay alone
i'd rather sit and contemplate my fate and fuckin zone
wield a mask and cut my wrist until i feel the flow
i wanna kill myself so bad and you don't even know
never cared about the money or the fame
cuz the money fill my tummy but my pockets stay the same
i've been slowly craving happiness and I should be ashamed
i ain't let myself feel anything these thoughts are all to blame

sweater weather's better
i'd go shirtless in december
but i'm dysmorphic of my body
with no sign of getting better
so i hate the way i look
and i hate the way i feel
but i cannot force the change
so i just suffer in what's real

no happily ever after
return the cast back to sender
i'm no mage but eating spells is something i think i could manage
i just pop another xanax
i am used to disadvantage
i can see through every wall
but i just let her deal me damage

she supports me from the shadows
and i don't know if that's better
think i'd rather her let go
she makes me kinda wanna vanish
i just relish in the effort from my friends and all my brothers
if these pills happen to kill me
hide my body from my mother

my own mind got me fallin off the deep end
sleepin in the crevice
it's not much
just slowly creepin
if you tryna stay alive
don't bother
voices been speaking
cuz the reaper split your face in two 
your blood is leaking

sweater weather (hollowprpl)

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

erode (prod. cxrter + tahtx)

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

lyrics:

same small town with the same old bullshit
everybody hate me but they dont show it
made ten stacks and these hoes tryn' hold it
baby hold on i cant fucking focus
breaking down but aint nobody notice
i been on my own lil bear shawty been broken 
angel from hell i think your bitch think im precious
that bitch aint say a word i think i left her breathless
i been through some shit so go ahead and try me
running from problems like my first name nike
i dont go to parties cuz nobody invite me 
and you can tell your boyfriend stop tryna be like me

broken heart tattoo cuz i miss you
everytime we fell apart i would fix you
now im on my own in my bedroom
thinking bout the times that we used to have
imma go to hell and back just to get you back
counting up these racks while im wearing black
fucking up my stacks then i make it back
hit the plug back boy im spending that
ive been smoking thrax thought i told you that
hit the devil back tell her that i love her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna fuck her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna love her 
i would sell my soul for you
put me in a hole for you
6 feet under cuz of you
6 feet under just for you

hell and back (feat. lilbearshawty)

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

@xscapexgoatx

fool me once
you can do it again
fool me twice
i thought the pain couldnt end
who told u it was worth it?
idk but u know
what's the fucking point to this?
what happened to all the progress?
ive felt enough for a life time
you got me hangin on life lines
and cast me out to the shore

who told u to fill me in with white lies?
watchu gunna do when everyone u love dies?
who told u anything about me?
who told u i never wanted to know?
i never wanted to go
i try my luck and i fold
heart made of bronze turned to stone
look in my eyes, see the cold
theres hella ice in my soul
and if you ever feel sorry u still know where to call

ur in califonia
its 4 in the morning
u think that im sleeping
but im waiting to pick up
and u dont even have to call me
cuz u know ill be
running in circles
til u finally come back home
u didnt seem alright
with the water in ur eyes
ur stubborness
ur golden kiss
is what kept me alive

im sorry for the way that i acted
if we could retract this
id be at ur door step
ill never feel ur touch again
but its fine
cuz ill love you til the end

who told u? (ft. scapegoat) [prod. yesterday]

prod. 4evr
mix / mastered by notacop

[lyrics]

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

it's been a long time
and i've been waiting for you
i was not the same before you
and i won't play the games you always wanna play
fuckin with my head now every other day
and i can't see it end now any other way
you started as a friend now i can't even say
that you was ever there for me

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

and when you find it in your soul
relinquish it and let it go

devil in disguise (4evr)

@cpt_sad
vox mixed by @vibevoka

i try to act the same when i hardly know ya
anxious at the party in the corner
thrownin on my songs but they barely know me
asking who the fuck is the sad homie
they seem to like the way that i do it to em
take a sip of what im brewin
lil pieces of me in ya whole movement
actin like you dont know what the fuck we doing
same mattress with the new sheets
see the thread count shit aint cheap
checking eBay for the listing
trynna find what i been missing
monetary value at an all time low
think im going back to who i was before
tall skinny kid with a good heart
getting by trynna do his part
back up the track till im back in the zone
back up my life till im back on the road
spending  these dollars i cannot afford
dreaming of women who do not adore
my sluggish demeanor i have said before
please show me a sign from way up above
dont give me an act unless its from a god
who decides the fate im hungry for
boutta hit the fuckin road 
me n jerry on the move
when we in yo city hit us with the plug
we needa smoke a blunt before we perform 
we’re coming for your throats
you better fuckin know
we want all the smoke
throw it in the bowl
we’re way too fucked up
we need about 10 minutes  before we die
we dont wanna make you cry
we dont wanna look you in the eye
we just wanna get a move on to the next show
baby i think you deserve to know
i aint going anywhere before
i settle the score i was fighting for 

twist off cap to open up
memories ive burnt to dust
coated with a shiny rust
sat in the dark for way too long
wrote about one too many songs
the content full of repeated words
half of em come out slurred 

haven’t even really earned a check worth saving
i know you fake it the love, pain and the hurt
ill say all the right things you wanna hear 
every fucking day
can i have one thing just go my way
lifes a bitch have you met her yet?
she’s beautiful  dont need a man
or any kind of rules to follow
pop the pill its hard to swallow
fall asleep will i wake up tomorrow 
fucked if i try to make a difference
beat within inches  of this life
i take for granted 
how the fuck u gonna manage
any kind of real work schedule
trapped in this hell hole
rewind and tell me every single detail
causing me to derail
can’t be bothered to check an email
can’t be bothered to set an alarm
putting it off like it’ll do too much harm
stuck my ways since i was a kid
born knowing nothing take it all to the grave

SPOTIFY

skinny (prod yesterday)

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

leaving

time heals everything 
oh 
that’s what they say
i don’t know if i believe it 
still feel all this pain 
been the same since 13 
yeah i ain’t changed 
i don’t where i am at 
i think i’ve gone insane

where do i go when i feel so alone 
why would you you lie 
won’t even call my phone 
i don’t why i have to feel this way 
my times almost over 
i don’t want to explain it again

i don’t want to explain it again 
i don’t want to explain it again 
yeah, explain it again

life gets hard when you’re hiding in the background 
hoping that one day i will get out 
losing all my hope 
and i’m not fine 
every single doubt is swarming round in my mind 
why you have to lie to me
why you have try be something that you’re with them 
they just aren’t good company 
rest in peace to my peace of mind 
i’ve been drifting deeper 
all the time 
you don’t care when i’m down 
you don’t want me around 
i know that’s things change 
but i still want you around

time heals everything (prod. splash gvng)

Lyrics:
Tell me if it’s fake love cause imma take the fall for us 
I’m far gone maybe I should pull the plug, please run just run
The devil don’t like broke boys so I’m out of luck 
Lately I steal hearts just to get a buzz, please run just run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave) 

I know I’m a monster I don’t ever feel the same 
Black heart shaped box call me Kurt Cobain, please run just run 
Backseat drunk in a daze but I’m here with you
I’m falling hard but it’s way too soon, please run just fucking run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave)  

Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
I’m tired of my own head
I’m tired of my own head

Spotify + Apple

ur pretty when u lie

shoutout the homie @lilzennyskrrr


(sample: David Shawty - Cowgirl)

we were a mistake

rocstarzen - we were a mistake (prod. etherless)

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

follow us! 💜✨

whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Produced by hazenova
Guitar is by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst 
Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam

the metal turns to rust (feat. svnam)

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