half of you is turning different
half is you is gone
half of you is turning
inoculated by a moving drop

breathing in your only bedsheets
sleeping with lights on
when it hits you
it won’t kill you but
itll leave a mark

burgundy red 
burgundy red to tar black thick
standing still in dark brown sap 
moving through sudden death 


sudden oak death

ABOUT 
that feeling when the medical industrial complex is yr ex. 

this is from a three week-long first peek into the world of low-spoons electronic production & mixing. 


THANKS 
love to my sweet queer bubs who feed me chili baked potatoes in the bathtub, and to all the chronically ill and disabled people who hold it down in all the ways, see for reference: 
sinsinvalid.org/blog/disability-justice-a-working-draft-by-patty-berne 

how will u forget

emptyhanded

blood left

medicalize me

doing things

no trying

prescribe me yr body

quiet enough 4 u

pain_babes_radio

song title comes from the restorative justice-rooted artwork of anya liao: http://rjposters.com/anyaliao/


does it hurt you when it hurts me

what could i do
how could i be
what could i do
when it hurts me

does it hurt you when it hurts me

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