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2. jim and mariah
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issa good morning

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

inspired by bon iver the goat <3
hope you guys like

lyrics:
i feel the sun shining on my face
cause my days are no longer hazed
by your games
that you played
on me
on me
on meeeee

theres no more clouds above my head
raining down on me cause youre dead
to me
to me
to me
to me

my lifes full of joy and light
i dont miss our irrelevant fights
cause youuu
are gone
for good
for gooood

i can talk to people again
cause my heads no longer filled with dread
from youu
its trueee
you hurt
and broke meeeee

i just want to expose ya
so turn up the exposure
on the camera
whats the matter
dont run
let this sink in

thefundamentalsofhumanemotions

PRESAVE

thefundamentalsofhumanemotions (live)

1/27
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original song (re)percussions by @dramatrial
non-original song by me

c(re)epercussions

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@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

moss +leyton +starsbeforesunrise

track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

stupid art

4/13

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lyrics:
feeling out of touch
last four months
aint been long enough
i stay in my room
and i don’t get out enough
failing expectations
i set for myself
i cant ask for help

feeling out of reach
lately it’s been
getting hard to breath
losing all connections
and no more sympathy 
set the bar too high to reach
not falling asleep but im 

falling under (your spell)

spell

(p. vai5000 + blissom)  - spotify as soon as it  processes :)
lyric MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sdv6ZHdIVRY

lyrics
[vai5000]
are you safe inside my heart
do you still know who you are
cause you've broken through my walls
and you tell me it's all -
do you care for what I said
breathing words right down my neck
telling me what I regret
telling me that you still -

put my heart under a lock (holding me pressed to your body feel your)
in a fortress made of rock (warmth your heat and its broken me do you)
and I know that things get hard (see my face do you hear my name cause its)
but at least I'm safe here (not the same when you carve me to dust)

[blissom]
its alright
if you dont hear me
i dont mind
being left to the breeze
but if youd like
ill ignore my better judgement

im not crying till its over
im not leaving my desk till its said and done
if you dont hear me ill be louder
take a breath you wont find any cleaner air

[vai5000]
put my heart under a lock (hold my arms inside my fortress)
in a fortress made of rock  (I will be safe i'm still okay)
and I know that things get hard (tell me words they piece my home but)
but at least I'm safe here (i won't let you win i'll defend)
put my heart under a lock
in a fortress made of rock 
cause I know things will get hard
but at least I'm safe here
here - here - here

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