i've also been thinking about suicide a lot more than i used to. this song describes a lot of what im doing right now, but i can't commit suicide if i've got your music to look forward to.

randomly found ur music and apparently ur friends with elias

Why do I find music that relates to my situation right there in time😅

everything is ok 

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

Do you ever think about ghosts
Cause I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot more than I used to
Would you feel the adrenaline
If you read that I died

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye 

ごめん話がしたい
Gomen hanashi ga shitai
(I want to talk, sorry)

And the crowd goes wild
When I make them worried sick
Tears streaming down her face
With her jaw dropped open
Phone falling onto the ground
Glass breaking glass breaking
Would you consider this
That I’m not coming back

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye

adrenaline

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