so Lott. that I cant explain it. even the word litt is not enough 

Prod by @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
whyd you say that you would stay, when youd just leave anyway
im not fuckin with the way, that you always run away
you been gone since last May, and i miss you every day
swear to god im not okay, put my feelings on display

i got a hole up in my chest
i turn down everything suggest
i turn em down upon request
no you dont feel what i expressed

now youre gone, im alone, i get drunk, on my own
call me psycho, post malone, im too sad, to get stoned
got these pictures on my phone, memories that ive outgrown
im so lost, in the cold, and my heart dont got a home

i dont even got no rhymes
i just keep it to myself all the time
and if i die before i wake then baby dont cry
know you wouldnt even notice im wasting time

i just tell myself that i dont even really care
suffocating i cant catch a breath of fucking air
always said that youre around if i need you there
you could watch me self destructing but youre unaware

what a joke, what a joke, what a joke
never here, nevermore, hit your phone

Nevermore

nevermore (prod. Gaia)

Tell Me Why feat. San!ty

prod. recyclebin x irby

i know it isnt fair, at all..
to soothe all the pain; adderall
the cabinets empty, and my pills have been run dry
my phone is dead
my mom is dead. . ;/
and i still-
i worry!

do u see me like i do?
ill cut all my ties just 4 u<3
you switched up your love 
and it sucks,
and it hurts
i cant be anyone,
i wanna deserve

(im tryna save you.. ouu~)
i learned i cant be anything but anyone mortal,
i learned its really hard to have the eyes to the portal..
fuck u, ive been drowning in some herbal & some purple!!
dont try me, i d c ♡
(no way x12)
(i could ever get away)
dont try me, i d c ♡
(u wld evr b there,, )

i know it isnt fair, llɐ ʇɐ
to soothe all the pain; adderall
MY PHONE IS DEAD!
(my phone is deaddd)
I WORRY!
DO U
SEE ME
LIKE I DO?
ILL CUT
ALL MY TIES
JUST 4 U
you switched up your love 
and it sucks,
and it hurts
i cant be anyone,
i wanna deserve


im tryna save you
ouu~
i learned its really hard to have the eyes to the portal,
fuck you, ive been drowning in some herbal & some purple..

some herbal & some purple

song by christian alexander 
covered by me

https://soundcloud.com/christianalexander_97/i-wanna-go-home-2?si=5a7bc3e660a24013aaa22b2c1e87df23&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

such a beautiful song

I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired of rushing
I blew you off like it's nothing
I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired-
I miss you so much
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
(Maybe I'm tired of rushing)
I miss you so much
(I blew you off like it's nothing)
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home

i wanna go home

prod @aprilstalisman
Do i love myself or am i thinking of the old me
I just wanna wrap around ur arms baby hold me
Im sorry that i rush into quick, every relationship that i ever get
I say im sorry too much  but i repeat those actions everytime and never let go
This herejust an echo, past to the present, im still wishing you the best tho

shouldnt get my hopes up living life on freeroam
Devil with a pretty face fallen angel evil
Roll me up a fat blunt, smokin on that diesel 
Overstimylated whats that realy mean tho

Am i doing too much, am i long overboard
I tend rush, didnt mean to ignore
What ur sayin, im tryna make this work not cause our love to start decaying


thinking of the old me [prod. aprilstalisman]

Lay your hand across my brow
keep me cool 'til the fever passes
I want to hear some music
as the stars above us dance

(can you see the darkness?)

Lay your hand upon my throat
be near me when I feel fragile
you could crush the air from me
arrest my condition

(can you see the darkness?)

Can you see the darkness?
can you track its spread
as it pulses beneath my skin
it whispers in my head

Lay your hand upon my chest
I need you to feel my heartbeat
remember I  have a heart
just like you do

(I just wanted to hear some music)

Can you see the darkness?
can you chart its spread
as it pulses beneath my skin
it whispers in my head
I need to hear the music
feel it lift me to the airless sky
I want it to bury me in the heavens
leave me to glow like a star

(can you see the darkness)
(can you hear the darkness)
(can you see the darkness)
(could I be the darkness)

Darkness [Original]

selene (freestyle)

first single off the "la haine" EP dropping 06/11/17

produced by @colorhue
lyrics + vocals by @beauboyrose
mixed by @beauboyrose

lyrics:

Rest in peace/
Self-destructive youth/
It’s not just me and you/
Yeah we all try to forget/
I don’t wanna go back/
To my dull past/

And I’m scared of the future/
Feels like nothing ever changed, I’m the same old loser/
Yeah I Lost her/
But girl I hope u prosper/
So I can die proper/

Yeah we have to pay the price for what we are/
Human race, self-destructive, yeah we all/
Are built on lies, lies so weak we could all see through/
Go and follow all your dreams, save yourself, rip the seams/
They don’t want you to/

I don’t trust anyone/
I don’t fuck with anyone/
I don’t feel like living here/
I’m waiting til my death has come/

selfdestruction 1/3

𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘰? 💔
mixed and mastered by the one and only @ghxstkid♥
go follow him pls @ghxstkid @ghxstkid @ghxstkid also s/o to @buddy_official

if you like and repost this you're the goat and ily
upping up the quality of songs soon, so stay tuned ♥
download is availble so enjoy






lyrics: 
sorry all i ever do is run away from these problems
i always thought with time we could make it back
it's like curse cause i only end up feeling worse
and the days go by we don't even talk no more
our hearts hurts and theres we can do

i'm sorry you don't care about my feelings
what's the meaning what's the reason
because i aint leaving

should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause lately i've been feeling down feeling like such a waste of time
all yours lies they keep me up at night baby please tell me we'll be alright
and i can't yeah i can't nah
everytime i am feeling up something always brings me back down
and i don't know how to get back on my feet
just tell me we'll be okay, promise me you won't leave

(@guitarboi)
its been a while since i've felt heart warmed
it's been a while since i've look forward for something
you've changed me in so many ways (yeah)
i hope i don't go to waste
i don't wanna fuck up
but that's what i be doing
i don't wanna lose you
but i feel like i'm losing
it's time for me to get it straight (yeah)
it's time for me to fix myself

Should i stay

I don't wanna lose you ✨💫💙 w/ ripghosty (prod. raspo)

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prod: solsa

lyrics:
man im sick and tired 
i dont feel alive
i dont wanna be here without you
man im sick i tried 
hate to see us die
wish i could control the things i do

i just wanna be the same
i dont ever feel like you

Untitled [I Dont Ever Feel Like You]

[emjaay]
You suddenly
Wanna fall away
Spite the love you gave
Suffering
All these years I've been
Wanting what you never gave
Wondering, what it could've been
All these years without you
Cause it seems
Like you'll never be
Whats in my memories

You wouldn't see
The blinding light
That's calling me
Like movie scenes
They're on repeat
I can't break free
They're haunting me
They're haunting me

[Rivilin]
Yeah I'm the absent background kid in school
Thinking bout how I'm gonna tell you How I'm gonna break through
Get used, pushed around easily
You grabbed me by the collar and drag me out

To where the valleys and the oceans meet
A place beyond the pines where you love to look at me
Paint me perfect, a portrait and cut out my flaws
I can feel the sweat crawling down my pores

Yeah I'm always having conversations with myself
Its the stress, anxiety, depression it's never mentioned
Of what it feels like to go through this unless you have it
I don't wanna understand it, I wanna be normal

So don't call me I won't answer
Left the dial tones, and repeat you're a cancer
That Lights me up like it's 4th of July
I guess I always knew that my life was a lie

[emjaay]
You suddenly, you suddenly, you suddenly
You suddenly
Wanna fall away
Spite the love you gave
Suffering
All these years I've been
Wanting what you never gave
Wondering, what it could've been
All these years without you
Cause it seems
Like you'll never be
Whats in my memories

You wouldn't see
The blinding light
That's calling me
Like movie scenes
They're on repeat
I can't break free
They're haunting me
They're haunting me

selfdestruction 1/3

color hue

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