I grew up with anxiety, insomnia, and panic attacks, but years of meditation taught me how to make peace with my mind. This album is an instruction manual set to music, a collection of strategies for helping me stay grounded and navigate troubled thoughts. If it helps others, even better.

Everything but my voice was created on the couch with a single hybrid analog/digital groovebox: the Elektron Syntakt.

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There are things I wish I'd known. 🔪

THE OUTSET
©2021 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Twisting in nature's beauty
You glide along so smoothly
When your blades are sharp
I watched you figure skating
But soon got tired of waiting
In the cold and dark

So I sent you straight to voicemail
When you called me on the phone
Another fifteen minute message
There are things I wish I'd known
At the outset

I’ve got my share of baggage
Sometimes it's hard to manage
But I’m getting by
You were the perfect bandage
A lifetime’s wisdom packaged
In a stable mind

But apply the slightest pressure
And the cracks begin to show
You take delight in self-deception
There are things I wish I'd known
At the outset

I believe that people can change
But there are some traits set in stone
We are all victim to our habits
There are things I wish I'd known
At the outset

COLOR THEORY

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The Outset

This is a rather intense song by Color Theory standards. 🤜🏻😵🤛🏻

You're in a relationship with someone who wants a rival, an enemy, a fight. You feel like you've been here before, watching the threads of your friendship fray and unravel. You think to yourself, "Just let me go... I'm stretched to the limit."

THE LIMIT
©2021 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

The fear of falling
And the promise not to fail
Pulling my worlds apart
Hand on my heart

Light the match
And leave me for dead
And everybody said
Isn’t she nice?
Sugar and spice

Just let me go
I'm stretched to the limit
And bones are bound to break
Is that what you want?
A fight to the finish
Will it satisfy the ache?

I watch it happen
I incriminate myself
Flexible as a lie
Reach for the sky

Twisted arms
And sadistic whims
Dislocated limbs
Picking a fight
On a Saturday night

What if I told you
That it wasn’t meant to be?
What if I told you
I won’t be here for the ever after?

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The Limit

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Have you ever known someone who can reliably coax you out of your hiding place? Who's presence effortlessly compels you to lower your guard? Who pierces straight through your insecurities to reveal your best self? 

“Crystal” is an uncharacteristically optimistic song about just that sort of person. 

CRYSTAL
©2022 Brian Hazard (ASCAP0

What’s precious inside me
Won’t let itself be known
To come out of hiding
Is to end up alone

No I won’t break down in front of you
Oh of all the stupid things to do

I won’t let you in
I won’t cross the line
I’ve been burnt too many times
I want to believe
Want to be alive
Look into my crystal eyes
Where a shout of joy
Is waiting to be born
Is waiting to be born

You slice me right open
A dazzling crystal blade
So thin I can’t feel it
So fast I can’t evade

And you cut right to the heart of it
And it only hurt a little bit

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Crystal

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CRYSTAL
©2022 Brian Hazard (ASCAP0

What’s precious inside me
Won’t let itself be known
To come out of hiding
Is to end up alone

No I won’t break down in front of you
Oh of all the stupid things to do

I won’t let you in
I won’t cross the line
I’ve been burnt too many times
I want to believe
Want to be alive
Look into my crystal eyes
Where a shout of joy
Is waiting to be born
Is waiting to be born

You slice me right open
A dazzling crystal blade
So thin I can’t feel it
So fast I can’t evade

And you cut right to the heart of it
And it only hurt a little bit

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Crystal (The New Division Remix)

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The mind is a curious thing.

You can be driving on the freeway at 80 mph lost in thought, as peaceful as can be despite the very real risk of dying in a crash at any moment.

Or you can be lying in your bed safe and sound, tossing and turning for hours over something that happened in the past or may never happen at all.

DEATH MACHINE
©2023 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

In the driver’s seat
Weaving through the steel parade
In our daily procession
Speed is liberty
While my mind is free to drift
In and out of aggression

Piloting a death machine
Peaceful and hypnotizing
Laying down to fall asleep
Stressful and worrying
Predisposed to ruminate
Over some nebulous fate
Get your priorities straight

In a quiet room
Lurk imaginary beasts
Rising as the world slumbers
What may never be
Ribbons drifting in the wind
Yet I can’t help but wonder

In the here and now
Let our hearts be undisturbed
By the blossoming chaos

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Death Machine

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I spent most of my life locked in a losing battle against so-called “intrusive thoughts.”

You can't stop your mind from thinking any more than you can stop your ears from hearing or your skin from feeling.

Thoughts arise spontaneously, all on their own. Over time I learned to treat them as welcome guests rather than intruders.

Surrender.

All non-vocal sounds come from the Elektron Syntakt. The project file is included in the Bandcamp album download.

THOUGHTS CAN'T HURT YOU
©2024 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Your thoughts are never dangerous
Accept them without prejudice
The only passage out is through
What you resist comes back to you

You think your house a cluttered mess (these patterns)
Wrangling with uninvited guests (like phantoms)
Who vandalize your furniture (don’t chase them)
Be grateful for each visitor

Thoughts can’t hurt you
Don’t usher them away
Thoughts can’t hurt you
Invite them to stay
Thoughts can’t hurt you
They whisper like a breeze
If you keep the doors open
They’ll come and go as they please

Can’t reason your way out of this (unravels)
There’s no one here to bargain with (like shadows)
Who do you think you’re talking to? (point backward)
That voice you hear, it isn’t you

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Thoughts Can't Hurt You

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“Our Last Song” is a haunting reflection on the end of a relationship, from resignation to denial to ultimate acceptance, acknowledging the echoes of the past while embracing the prospect of freedom and closure.

OUR LAST SONG
©2024 Ben McGarvey (PRS) & Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

This is our last song
It echoes down these halls
It’s getting louder
Harder to ignore

Oh how it haunts us
But too scared to sing the words
Sometimes I mumble
Though I know them all too well

This is our last song
Playing out all night long
Saying our time has come
Time to move on
A song about freedom
About acceptance
This is our last song
It plays all night long

In the beginning
It was so easy to touch
It felt so natural
Now I don’t feel so much

But for a longing
To prove that I am loved
To feel that connection
I’m not ready to give up

This is our last song
Playing out all night long
Saying our time has come
Time to move on
A song about freedom
About acceptance
This is our last song
It plays all night long

We can’t say we didn’t try
Pretend that something hasn’t died
It’s not your fault and it’s not mine
It’s just the way it goes in life sometimes

I get the feeling
We’re fighting chemistry
We blame each other
Is it you or is it me?

But there’s a comfort
In surrendering control
I’m singing out now
Learning to let go

This is our last song
Playing out all night long
Saying our time has come
Time to move on
A song about freedom
About acceptance
This is our last song
It plays all night long

MINUTE TAKER
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Our Last Song

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Ever felt a sudden pain in your chest and wondered if you were having a heart attack? Your mind races, envisioning yourself on a stretcher, rushing to the ER. “The Ambulance” explores how our thoughts and emotions can feel as urgent as a call to 911.

THE AMBULANCE
©2024 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

I see the flashing lights
I hear the siren screaming let me through
The blackness of the night
Exploding into red and blue

Experience the ambulance
Strap in for the ride
The urgency of emergency
The drip of IV lines
Observing vital signs

When every second counts
And one of us is knocking on death’s door
To hear that piercing cry
And wonder who it’s coming for

But I am not the passenger
So scrupulously stowed
And I am not in the driver’s seat
To bear this precious load
It’s more like I’m the road

A feeling of alarm
Defaulting to a frantic point of view
I stop to catch my breath
And ask who this is happening to

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The Ambulance

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We all get angry sometimes. Staying angry takes work.

You have to continuously remind yourself of how you've been wronged and why you have every right to be upset. As I put it in the lyrics, staying angry demands that you “dedicate yourself to reliving dying grievances.”

Of course, my purpose in pointing it out isn't to reinforce the pattern. Once you recognize it, you can simply choose to get off the ride.

THE ART OF ANGER
©2024 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Here’s a master class
In The Art of Anger
Righteousness and wrath
Come in many flavors

Memories are cruel
They’re the fuel
For this whole endeavor
Trauma is the spark
Leaves a mark
That can last forever
Keep the flame alive
By reminding yourself constantly

Whisper to the flames
As you stoke the embers
Recite the names
Of the worst offenders

Hold on to that grudge
Never budge
Or permit distraction
Staying mad is work
Feel the hurt
Keep your mind in action
Dedicate yourself
To reliving dying grievances

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The Art of Anger

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“I Cannot Rain” is about feeling beyond sadness, so beaten down that you can’t even bring yourself to cry. All that’s left is emptiness — dry cheeks and silence.

The track started when I sent my Syntakt (an analog synth groovebox) idea to &Tilly. It immediately reminded her of an old poem she’d written, and she quickly adapted it to the song.

Despite the heavy theme, the song also offers a subtle reminder to persevere and live fully even in the midst of despair, because “every life is just a loan” that will one day have to be given back.

I CANNOT RAIN
©2024 Eli Simon (STIM) & Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Plant the seed
And tell me that you’re sure
I can’t endure
The silence, oh so loud

Break the need
And show me that you’ve cared
Not so pure
Any more than I have found

Let me be
I can’t be ever sure 
How to set it free
Hear the silence pouring out
I cannot rain
I cannot rain out loud

The empty shout
The cry that doesn’t come
Stormy sides
The truth just came about

Am I still
Is this tiny cell not mine?
Hum and groan
For any life is just a loan

Let me be
I can’t be ever sure
How to set it free
Hear the silence pouring out
I cannot rain
I cannot rain out loud

But main
Would be that what isn’t
Forgotten bars of an empty prison
An empty prison

Let me be
I can’t be ever sure
How to set it free
Hear the silence pouring out
I cannot rain
I cannot rain out loud

&TILLY
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I Cannot Rain

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Earlier this year, German film director and longtime Color Theory fan Louis Bennies asked me to produce an end credits song for his upcoming film Signals.

The film tells the story of a high school boy with autism who falls in love with a girl who sees him for who he is, despite others labeling him as “weird.” The song began to take shape after a Zoom conversation where we discussed the broader themes of love, identity, and standing up for yourself.

It wasn’t until I watched a rough cut of the film that the direction for the track truly came into focus. A pivotal gym scene, where the protagonist confides in two older mentors while hitting a punching bag, became the emotional core of the track.

PUNCHING SHADOWS
©2024 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Lace up my gloves
Check my stance
Alone with my shadow
Ready to dance
It’s about time
I stood up for myself
Roll with the punches
Come out of my shell

I’ll protect my face
Keep the weight on my toes
Try to find my reach
When I’m punching shadows
No it’s not your fault
That you don’t understand me
When I’m punching shadows
(gotta fight my fears)
Punching shadows
(through the sweat and tears)

Falling in love
With every strike
A heart that knew only darkness
Suddenly light
Growing into
A new identity
A man with a future
Set finally free

If they only knew
How I see the world
And my place within it
Let me find the words
I just need a minute
You know it’s not my fault
That I don’t understand you
So I’m punching shadows

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Punching Shadows

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“The Curve” is my favorite of the four tracks I sang on for the upcoming Second Complex album. It harkens back to the classic synthie-pop sounds of the 2000s from bands like Camouflage, De/Vision, and Wolfsheim.

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The Curve

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This song is about the need to experience things for yourself instead of relying on hearsay and assumptions. And also, tigers.

I’ve been told this one is “classic Color Theory,” whatever that means.

WHERE TIGERS ARE SAID TO ROAM
©2024 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

They say that tigers roam free
In these lands
You wonder how that could be
When you’ve never seen one
Legends of mist-covered hills
Perilous thrills

The mighty roar
The savage gore
Rumors and idle folklore
Map out a route
Remove all doubt
Only one way to know for sure
Set out for the great unknown
Where tigers are said to roam

Don’t be content to rely
On hearsay
To confirm what you deny
Explore every region
Seek out the cat in its den
Time and again

It may be dangerous
Who knows what you might find
Embrace the wilderness
The courage to face
The nature of your own mind

You must do this on your own
Set out for the great unknown
Where tigers are said to roam

COLOR THEORY
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Where Tigers Are Said to Roam

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Is sadness always bad? Is joy always good? “Flavor” is a reminder that every experience — pain, pleasure, and everything in between — is an essential part of being human. Savor it all, bitter and sweet alike.

FLAVOR
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

It’s just a flavor
Like bitter or sour, spicy or sweet
So why not savor
The salt in the tears running down your cheek?

Is there any creature alive
That’s happy all the time
No the day will never arrive
Incomprehensible
Feast upon the sting of the cold
The warmth of summer’s kiss
Nothing else is real
Only this

Taste each flavor
Welcome the burn
So that we might learn

It’s just a flavor
Like falling in love, wanting to die
A heat exchanger
To breathe in the fire of a dragon’s sigh

Welcome the ache
Take in the unpleasant
Whatever is present
To be like a mirror
Reflecting what’s really there

COLOR THEORY
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Flavor

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Following the success of their single “The Curve,” Second Complex and Color Theory return with a nostalgic yet modern 4-track EP inspired by 2000s synthpop icons like Camouflage and De/Vision.

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Volatile Emotions

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“The Rehearsal” is about compulsively practicing conversations in your head—what you’ll say, how you’ll say it, and replaying it until it all feels just right, even if you end up never saying a word.

THE REHEARSAL
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

I deal in daydreams
I traffic in text
Endless predictions of
What you’ll say next

I pick my battles
And I take my licks
At the rehearsal
I rewrite the script

There’s something I have to get off my chest
But I don’t know how to say it best

Tape decks chew on old cassettes
Restless pacing wears the floorboards
Grasp at smoke and call it home
Shape my thoughts like molten chrome

Stories aching to be told
Every silence must be broken
But I bottled the eclipse
From my umbra to your lips

It’s a compulsion
A cognitive trap
At the rehearsal
I polish my act

I’m the sole architect of each pause
I preach my gospel to empty halls

Why not let the words find their own flow?
I can make it all up as I go

Improvisation
Is the skillful way
Trust when the time comes
I’ll know what to say

Let go of scenes
That may never exist
Live in the moment
And welcome the risk

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The Rehearsal

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Why do new ideas come wrapped in self-doubt? Every act of creation is an act of courage, a delicate balance of ambition and anxiety.

PROOF OF CONCEPT
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

The craziest notion lurks inside my mind
(Come to the fore greatness)
The dream of a dying afterthought
(Light the fog)
Got nothing to prove to anyone but me
(Some of you may hate this)
A pioneer has to walk the walk
(Should I fall)

The here and now (ever after)
The why and how not yet aligned (twisting)
The strings we pull (tying knots our)
Conceptual visions defined
Enshrined

A novel idea becomes a prototype
(Here is my grand vision)
A complex machine of gears and cogs
(Interlocked)
With beaker in hand, wearing a white lab coat
(Chemical magician)
I beg that you won’t think me a fraud
(Should I fail)

COLOR THEORY
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Proof of Concept

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Living somewhere between The NeverEnding Story and The Chronicles of Narnia, “Find Me” tells the story of a youthful promise, a secret hiding place, and the years in between.

FIND ME
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP) & Rainer Aschemeier (GEMA)

You know me
I’ll chase a shooting star
Even when it disappears

A childhood pact
A test of loyalty
We’ve endured for all these years

Beyond the wasteland dune
In the lair of the dragon rune
Under the mighty sea
Will you find me?

In the eye of the hurricane
In the notes of the last refrain
Inside the lion‘s den
Will you find me?

A secret place
We never said out loud
Where we vowed to meet again

I hold on tight with all my might
Somehow I still believe in magic
And reckless schemes

Far from the land where we began
Somehow I still believe in magic
And whispered dreams

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Find Me

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I lost my father last year to Alzheimer's and my mom is in the advanced stages. If I’m to befall the same fate, at least I left instructions.

WHEN I CAN'T REMEMBER YOU
©2025 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

In the gathering dusk
I will fade to a husk
Vital systems will fail
Trains of thought will derail

What you think of as me
[in a healthy body]
Will in time cease to be
[promise]
Can you give me a clue
When I can’t remember you?

Every name, every face
[every precious moment]
Getting harder to place
[over]
Like a verse left unsung
On the tip of my tongue

We all end up as dust
[out of love or duty]
So we do what we must
[help me]
Hold my hand, guide me through
When I can’t remember you

“You’re going to lose it all”
A whisper in the gloom
Feel like I should apologize
For what I’ll put you through
The faithful will testify
That true love never dies
But nobody knows for sure
What’s going on behind those lost eyes

Recollection recedes
[in the final stages]
Strangers tend to my needs
[helpless]
Play this song in my room
When I can’t remember you

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When I Can't Remember You

This Bright Circumstance (Matt Mancid Remixes)

The Last Time (Matt Mancid Remix)

My second collaboration with A Days Wait, “Empty Promises” is a bittersweet song about home, leaving, and the promises we make along the way.

EMPTY PROMISES

It feels like my very first time away
Making empty promises again
And I see you hanging around all day
I was trying to keep you safe

It seemed like we should've had it all
But it looks like we should go

Coming back around again
On the road back home
Thought we'd make it out alive 
But I was losing hope

It's not the very first time I've said
I don't feel like growing up
Now I see you hanging around my head 
and I know what that's about

We won't make it on our own 
If we fall apart
We’ll muddle forward to the tune
Of a beating heart

It feels like the very first time away
It's just like my very first time away
It feels like my very first time away
Making Empty Promises

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Empty Promises

NEW SOULS

Headed for a reset
I've been lying to the people I don't know yet
I've been living in the places that I won't go
Hold my hand and maybe you and I can follow
Slow

There's a room in the basement
It's replete with all the things that I'm replacing
Step outside and we could forage for a new soul
I've been trying to, but I can never make whole

Then the long nights arrive
When we start to fall apart inside

I was wrong to say that I didn't know
And now the words are holding me back
I would make a trade for a newer soul
Purpose built for you to unpack

Now I'm on the defense
We're depleted and absolved from all the repent
Step outside and let the virtues start to unfold
I've been dying to exonerate the untold

I could try to be somebody
Let you model me in your way
Everything between is always all for you

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New Souls

Some things are impossible to say out loud.

WHAT YOU ARE TO ME
©2026 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

You’ll never know what you are to me
What you are to me
I’ve never been one for honesty
One for honesty
(you’ll never know)

You’re such an impossibility
An anomaly

Bite your lip
Stomp the ground
Paint the sky
Spin around
How we conjure this playground that we share
Close your eyes
I’ll be hiding somewhere

Someday I may tell you everything
Tell you everything
Embarrassed to stroke your angel wings
Stroke your angel wings
(someday I might)

What You Are to Me

I usually write songs for headphones, not museums.

But my new track, “And Which Way Is Up,” was composed specifically for the From Title to Song exhibition at Schloss Bevern in Germany. Based on a painting title by the artist Karl Repfennig, the song will be part of an audio installation opening at the castle this June.

AND WHICH WAY IS UP
©2026 Brian Hazard (ASCAP) 

Lift up the phone
And dial the service line
A prerecorded voice reads out the time
I lost you in 1989 

You never showed
My Walkman batteries died
Our mixtape slowed and warped my sense of pride
Convinced you’d been stood up by your ride
The doorway empty

I’m suspending my disbelief
Cause something’s come over me
And I don’t know what
I’m rewinding the tape again
Can’t tell you what year I’m in
And which way is up

These memories like static on a screen
The picture blurs
The tape distorts the scene
Your image trapped inside a machine

The line is dead
The years have left their mark
But steady hands can guide me through the dark
And save me from this narrative arc
The doorway open

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And Which Way Is Up

Hill (past dream)

Spit or Kiss

"Fall Back" captures the gut-drop of rejection and the desperate wish to rewind the clock.

FALL BACK

My stomach stumbles
My cheeks turn red
My ego tumbles
Out of my head

If I could fall back one hour
Invoke daylight savings time
Why can’t we just all agree
To call it a mulligan
Go out on a high note

I took my chances
I shot my shot
Thought it would happen
But she thought not

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Fall Back

Magic

"An accidentally cute theme to an 80s adventure movie that never was."

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IN MOTION
©2018 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

Tell them I’m gone
And you don’t know where
That life is short
The world is unfair
Can’t weigh me down
I’m lighter than air

Been here too long
I’m leaving tonight
Wings on my feet
Prepare to take flight
A shooting star
A ribbon of light

It’s like a game
I have no sense of shame
The moment you blink's the moment I slip away

Cause I have to stay in motion
Climbing mountains, sailing oceans
The notion that I should stop
Ties my heart in knots
You say that you agree
Honestly?

Chasing the sun
And running from fame
I’ll fake my death
And take a new name
No two adventures
Are ever the same

You never knew
I had my eye on you
It’s easier to escape than to follow through

Cause I have to stay in motion
It’s a matter of devotion
The notion that I should stay
Wait what did you say?
You want to come with me?
Honestly?

Cause we have to stay in motion
Sailing mountains, climbing oceans
The notion of what we’ve got
Ties my tongue in knots
When galaxies collide
I’ll look you in the eye
Say I’m glad we shared the ride
Honestly.

The Majesty of Our Broken Past

In Motion

I was going for Blade Runner meets Morrissey. Did I pull it off? 🤷🏼‍♂️

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IN SPACE, NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU CRY
©2018 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

I am a non-critical system
Stuck on an overcritical rock
Lacking the skills, knowledge or training
To qualify as an astronaut
But could I be a passenger?
Stowaway or cargo?
Baggage?

In space no one can hear you cry
I smile and mouth the word goodbye
I’ll seek out a colony
Whichever one will take me
Take me to the stars

An object in motion stays in motion
An object at rest stays at rest
Sound waves can't travel in a vacuum
And nobody passes my empathy test
But I don’t need an audience
Loneliness beats ignorance any day

In space no one can hear you cry
A satellite to resupply
I’ll survey the galaxy
Hitchhiking from rover to rover
Take me to the stars

In space no one can hear you cry
Self-conscious of their naked eyes
If you join in my fantasy
I promise to accept you.

In Space, No One Can Hear You Cry

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From my 9th full-length album, Adjustments. The magic is back!

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Maybe tonight
Maybe not for awhile
The odds are not that high
On any one day
But I know our luck too well
To just walk away

Maybe tonight
Maybe not for awhile
It's not gambling when you know
You're going to win
When you and I spend time
The reels start to spin

Then we're busy doing nothing
Immersed in a boring routine
The tiniest readjustment
And like a slot machine
The magic is back
We're like a slot machine
That always pays back

Maybe tonight
Maybe not for awhile
You know we'll strike it rich
Eventually
Just have a little faith
In our chemistry

And just as I start to wonder
When payoffs are far and between
We can't shake the spell we're under
Then like a slot machine
It's cherries and bells
We're like a slot machine
And everything's well

The one thing in my life
That always holds true
I hit the jackpot when
I hooked up with you.

Slot Machine

It’s a running joke in classical music circles that composers die after completing their ninth symphony. If the album is the pop music equivalent, Brian Hazard of Color Theory beat the odds. But if a recording artist is going to put out a milestone tenth album, it had better be good. 

Though the last two years were prolific, with a dozen single releases, a set of singles does not an album make. “Every great album is, in some sense, a concept album,” Hazard explains. “It tells a cohesive story with a beginning, middle, and end.” So he went back to the drawing board to rethink, rewrite, and rerecord, adding depth and dimension to the songs to create a definitive narrative. 

The result is The Majesty of Our Broken Past, a melancholy synthwave collection that captures the 80s he grew up in: wonderful, even magical at times, yet wistfully desolate.

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The Majesty of Our Broken Past (Instrumental Edition)

In Space, No One Can Hear You Cry (Instrumental)

The Fifth of July (Instrumental)

Hear my #supernatural #synthwave album at https://go.colortheory.com/luckyago 👻

"Avian Grim Reaper, white with a black necktie."

There's a superstition those outside of the UK may not have heard of: saluting magpies. Spying a lone magpie is an omen of bad luck. One must show it proper respect by saluting, lest it pass on the misfortune that follows it.

Supernatural Advisory #111: Magpies

When encountering a single magpie in the field, a proper salute must be given or unfortunate circumstances may follow.

CONTEXT

Multiple instances of bad luck after failing to properly address a single magpie have been reported. The magpie is identified as a large blackbird with white spots. As magpies hold an honorary rank in the British army, one salute known to be effective is “Good morning Mr. General. How is your lady wife today?”

For magpies in groups of two or more, no precautions are necessary.

FIELD NOTES

How is your wife today 
Mr. General? 
Off to the front to lead 
Another battle 

One for sorrow 
Two for joy 
Three for a girl 
Four for a boy 
Five for silver 
Six for gold 
Seven for a secret 
Never to be told 
Eight for a wish 
Nine for a kiss 
Ten for a bird 
You must not miss 

Avian Grim Reaper
White with a black necktie
Good morning Mr. Magpie

Seen on a windowsill 
Death is pending 
Pay him his due respects
Or risk offending 

Bane of the gamekeeper
Mischievous and flighty
Acting high and mighty
Call out politely

Birds of a feather rise 
And swarm like mayflies 
Cawing their battle cries 
To blot the sunrise 

Wreath for a fallen friend 
A blackbird funeral 
Requiem on the grass 
Of their cathedral

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Avian

Hindsight is 20/20.

JUGGERNAUT
©2020 Brian Hazard (ASCAP)

A candid shot
A juggernaut
Crack a smile just to thicken the plot
Bet you wouldn’t hang around with
Someone you didn’t think was cool
But ice will melt
And blood will pool

A parking lot
A juggernaut
Tie my tongue in a half-Windsor knot 
Every night you're groping in the dark
For a promise I won’t make
It feels so warm
Can’t stay awake

I know I failed you, but I…
I know I left you to die
I should have screamed at the sky
That this is all I need
That this is good enough

A heavy thought
A juggernaut
Camping out on our burial plot
So I wrote a song to celebrate
What I didn't see back then
Dead to rights
Born again

COLOR THEORY

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Juggernaut

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The song envisions a young couple meeting in a city lit by neon lights, and attempt to capture that electric feeling of falling in love in the space of one evening. At the time, we were feeling a deep nostalgia for the days when we could go wherever we wanted, whenever we wanted.

NEON LIGHTS

Neon signs in the city
Right on time
You look so pretty

Takes me back to seventeen
When we caught a cab
We never felt so free
We didnʼt know when weʼd go home

We never had a better place to be
In the back, electric eyes they meet
Whoʼd ever thought weʼd be alone

Itʼs a late night on the road for us
Feeling so high canʼt get enough
Street lights burn
Will we ever learn
We got no plans just you and me
Cruising right down the 43
Those street lights burn
Will the world still turn

The sun goes down behind the waves
Can you hear me now when I say
It takes me back to

Sneaking out at seventeen
When we caught a cab
We never felt so free
We didnʼt know when weʼd go home

We never had a better place to be
In the back, electric eyes they meet
We never thought weʼd be alone


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Neon Lights

Somehow I never outgrew the 80s.

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