booling on lick

NoCap - I'll Be Here (Fast)

NBA Youngboy - Heart And Soul / Aligator Walk (FAST)

Nocap -Wokstar (Fast)

Gunna - Alright (Fast)

Rylo Rodriguez - Unfuckwitable (FAST)

Rylo Rodriguez - Right (FAST)

Lil Poppa - Right Here (Fast)

Babyface Ray - Rubberband Man Fast

Real Boston Richey - Please FAST*

 nymphomaniac who said they loved me

A sexual freak a tantric lover beast 

Polyamorous but only to Two  under my sheets 

Past experience hurts  but I was left in a happiness that bleed down the sink

But in the end it became heavier than soaked graveyard dirt 

Even still I want it today 

But only if she says so I don't know how to cheat 

But everyone else did who I layed in bed with because I was so much more different then the sea of society 



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me 

Acid paper heart holes in my soul's 
Life just doesn't mean a thing 

But I must stay in the light

 

(Verus 2)



As Heroin was my lover for so long and now just a bad dream locked frozen in a cryogenic suspended anti gravity fuckery 

I wish I would have just walked away

But I couldn't 

So use to being used 

I just learned a Stockholm victim mentality   

Hypersexually 

So wrong or so right when you need seductive energy just to feel love 

For every cut

For every burn 

For every Cigarette burn on my skin for every year I got worst 

No one saved me and I couldn't save myself 

So I stained and took every blow every fuck every argument every assault I just let it bleed off me seconds after attack stuck with these dissociative identities



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me 

Acid paper heart holes in my souls 
Life just doesn't mean a thing 

But I must stay in the light

 



(Verus 3)



Stop Romanticizing Trauma 

Sick fuck go off your wrists you stupid fuck 

Adderall Prozac and being a guinea pig Sucks 

DID sucks 

ASPD is social suicide 

When your a sociopath BPD 

struggle to live with CPTSD 

PTSD amnesia blends and blurs 

as I lose time I keep staring at the clock just to make sure 

I didn't switch 

When a alter is summoned to Protect I lose what little pieces left I have of self until I return



(Bridge)



Odium

Alice

5

Helix

Nexus 

Echos

Mothyii

Phil

Etheric

Khimera
 

Why can't I make you disappears 

only Co consuness  with 2   

But you mess up my life fucking way to much 



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Just fuck me and get it over with I won't cum until you say please 

When I'm the dead child with voided eyes dreaming in MelanKholyia 

My system 





(Outro)



Co-consciousness is a state 

where two or more distinct personalities, 

alters, in someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) are aware of each other and the external world simultaneously. This can involve sharing thoughts, feelings, and experiences, allowing for internal communication and a continuous sense of time, though it can also be experienced as being a passive observer. It is different from co-fronting, where more than one alter is actively in control of the body at the same time. 


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