LYRICS

Society hates me
but I’m on my feet 
living to be everything 
life has made me 
only person that believes in me
is me 
sweet victory 
I lived to tell you the tale 
and I’m skipping hell
never given up 
life has been rough 
I lost everything 
all my stuff
then all my people 
hard to believe 
it’s just me 
goodbye everybody 
sigh 
no relief 
it’s almost like reality 
is make believe 
I’m not sure what to believe 
I can’t see anybody 
no one on the phone 
I’m left to roam 
there’s no place like home 
having a house 
isn’t the same as having a home  
love is the difference 
I miss being a kid 
and living with my parents 
cherish the moments 
growing up 
seems more like a punishment 
I blame God for my abandonment 


I wish I knew what it is
I know it isn’t 
what it was 
I remember me before I gave up 
I use to have trust 
use to believe in everybody 
but now I’m afraid to live 
waiting for the day I die 
I doubt I even say goodbye 

Tears run dry 
when I cry 
how I feel inside 
I have to wonder 
will I live 
or will I give up and die
tired of suicide 
I don’t want to take my life 
one foot in front of the other 
I’ve got to get my life right 
my head is up 
and I’m ready to fight 
I don’t need a reason why 
this is the fight for my life 
even if I never get it right
at least I tried my best
to survive 


I sure could use a long drive
think about some things 
and get them off my mind 
if I could have seen the future 
I’d wish me to be blind 
horror story 
has me scared out of my mind 
I want to press play and hit rewind 
maybe then I would be fine

STORY OF TIME

You only keep what you got, by giving it away.

Author. Retired. Alive. Cheers!

Comatose Red Ivy

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