produced by michael harrison

it's no use
i'm too far gone
stuck in this room
stupid enough
to think i'll be loved
what the fuck am i on?
what the fuck is there 
to love about me?
please, refrain from me
leave 
just leave me be

love is most familiar to me when it's walking away

produced by neverforever

i'll write poetry until it picks me clean
oh amanda,you are shining you just gleam
hold your position,be defensive if you must
stick your nails through my jaw if you give a fuck
we sit alone,on your porch,it got dark
around 4,bring me in,light me up
tv screen, static screams as we fuck
oh amanda, it's just lust

i'm scared of how this will end for us

produced by michael harrison

what if our vessels strive for validation amongst all else?
the daily torture uplifted by those coexisting in the same suffering
and yet i find my bedroom empty, silhouettes of lovers devoured by the hardwood floors
the sweet scent of nicotine taped onto the white walls, my pale brown skin day by day closer to matching it as i'm consumed by it's rot

i'm sorry i made you love me

lately i mold to your skin when i walk
i notice the pout of your lips when you talk
it won't be long until i put you in general
all of my dms are leaving me cynical 
we don't have to stick to this puppet show
you can tell me you don't like me so i can go home
you barely touched me,you don't like me, i knew it all along
now i'm stuck fucking writing these all these stupid songs



a pattern metaphorically described as "butterfly-like"

produced by erra

so pale,so dumb,so dead
i'll just crawl away instead
i'm sick of loving like a dog
did you forget my voice again?
i won't come and remind you
it's no longer just us two
you stopped checking a while back
i stopped rotting my in bed
oh,are you still upset?
why'd you have to leave me like that?
no calls no calls, just text
no calls no calls, just text
no calls no calls, just text
no calls no calls, just text

mutt-like

produced by michael harrison

strong scented iron in my cup oh i feel alive
you were writhing not too long ago, guess that's a vibe
took you home from the city, not that long a drive
supercell touch your skin, careful don't burn alive
flowy dress caught my chains in a perfect light
the way your lips crease so perfect,text me back sometime
mental image of the torture on that fateful night
swords drawn onto my rusted blade around midnight
cut throats bathed in the moonlight
bites around her neck shone pearl white
six shots with a revolver won't do much bite
poison seering from my tongue into her mouth,wide

a sermon i wrote and performed from before we both bled out in old town

produced by michael harrison

her hips move in time with mine
she heaves and she pants in a rush for my waist
as she digs through my skin and her gaze breaks my brain
amanda was there any truth in what you said?
it's been couple a months, don't play pretend
please get it off your bluesky
i dress like a vampire but don't tell them i am one
my pupils dilate and start to burn under the sun
you can tell my presence by the EF-5 i wrought
so heave and pant all you want you won't taste my blood
amanda you're the closest human that i love 
why'd you come and break me,am i good for nothing but a fuck?



EF-5 damage

produced by w. falls

under this canopy i felt we could be more
you took my hand, and brushed it along your breasts
that's not what i wanted, but i bet you already know
none of this a game to me it drills right through my bones
everyone i've ever loved won't get out of my head
i collect these people that i hurt, they hurt me back
i'm not the opressor, i'm addicted to the pain
neither an intruder, like the pedophile i won't name
i think it's what i wanted in the end
to be used for your benefit
there is certain validation in it all
that i'm addicted to, amanda i'm your muse


please don't give me "that" look

i wonder how you feel about it now
strewn across your bedroom,won't be long until we're foul
maybe i'll just shut his fucking mouth and sew it shut
what has come to me oh i feel it's way too much
has it always been this fucked?
the way she talks to me she'd break my bones
it's hard to think it's been a year since i've been gone
swirling garments under guise of better months
i wonder what it takes my love, i wonder what it really takes
i wonder how you feel about it now
strewn across your bedroom,won't be long until we're foul
maybe i'll just shut his fucking mouth and sew it shut
what has come to me oh i feel it's way too much
has it always been this fucked?

you're annoying in a cute way also peep the moonlight greatsword keychain

produced by neverforever

sit in the back
your face has told me all i need
those fangs of yours are like a dream
when they sink i dare not scream
i hold you to such dearest scenes
she breaks my bones and tears the seams 
of my flesh and i just smile and gleam

an audiolog of passion for an imaginary lover of my deepest desires

produced by michael harrison

in my hand a chewed up telegram
telling me she washed ashore in foreign lands
marooned off the western coast,
i head for her in search of soul
but my captain's very flesh has torn
his fabric fell off flesh and bone
so we congregate under the storm
that doomed us to this very point


bashed my head against the quarterdeck

produced by michael harrison

out of my cocoon
my face is turning sickly blue
almost a year since i'm removed
of the pile flesh i used to be
it's evergrowing, the uncertainty
will i ever love, like truly?
pire barrens, and they're evergreen
my face is ripped off, through the seams
i'm willing to die for my lover
but i'm not really sure if i can trust her
please just stop it
i can't take this torture please just stop

your face, your voice and your apartment are a hazy memory

produced by neverforever

scrape the blood out of unpolished stone,
the spire towers on it's lonesome on a cragged hilltop lined with bone
this stone that lay between my chest slowly pulsates whilst i lose my breath
she caught me in my transmutation, she bludgeoned me until faceless
rid me of the gem embedded, deep within, she knew it's useless
could you drag me off the hardwood floors?
near the window stay an inpenetrable darkness, the rage within your eyes is my own harness



sebastian, you're like the leaves

produced by w.falls

how do you watch them fall in love?
the only thing's this year has brought is pain
i don't feel like anything
the flowers bloom upon on my corpse
the theater's dark, the curtain's closed
i walk upon this earth in garments
the centuries have gave up on them


it's still foul and i've finally ran out of steam, where'd your snake bites go?

produced by neverforever

touch me like you mean it baby, i've been cleaned out enough
i feel it flicker in the midst of an equinox
our blood is binded through poetry but it's not enough
you're my desire, bear witness to our messy love

young seamstress, tear my clothes to pieces
the curtain's sewed to my body, the shape's a winged demon
pounce on my ribcage, your sweat's on my snatched waist
your hair on my chest, your fangs in my neck
you're loose inside my body
please kill me softly
i'll turn you into poetry but never make you love me
blasted earth has picked me and soon enough it'll cuff me

i couldn't resist the urge and spent entire days basking in idiotic fantasies

produced by michael harrison

you don't gotta try to impress me
but the way i feel i'm scared of telling
i'd say i love you if you let me
burrow inside,you could match me
listen, i know that you don't want me
i see it in your eyes when we call
the person of your dreams is not me
and that's fine by me
it's a guillotine you've got me around
pull the switch, with those hands, so foul
my head shall drop like the leaves in fall
you'll pick up to mantle me to your home inside the trees

you are,were,my life

produced by neverforever

if i had tears to cry
they'd belong to you
the vines on top your broken body
shall be mended, 'ere so softly
you're like a pillow when you meet my face
your body burns in me
bow your head and meet the bow, it's piercing arrows hits like fangs
crippling sensations, your home is ostentatious
we made love here last time, our centuries are past lives
it's so clear still, the scent of your linen blouse

you invoke a desire long dormant in me

produced by michael harrison

break it off with me, you won't suffer, please
cuts along your knees, unfeeling peace
get it right this time, burning in twilight
victorian paradigm, seance in the masonry putrid rotten manor
comes alive, and it's feeling me
come alive, yeah you're feeling me
dagger in-between my chest i hold it firmly in
amanda, go on, push it in
go on break me in
you've worn me out

the atlantic breathed freely that night
we sailed exactly 28 knots southeast, towards France
you could say i was a stoaway, but they were my prey
the oceans i crossed for her i'd cross back and forth all over again

sooner i'd suffer final death than cause indignation upon our blood stained love

produced by nobodysthereforme

contrary to my beliefs
i'm not someone meant to be loved
could you open the curtain so the light that pours in isn't fake?
just like the lust we claim is love
there's no life in your eyes
yet still, you smile wide
you asked me if we both want it
yet still, without life
it's kinda funny this is the 3rd time this happened
i'm a hollow magnet

am i your dream?
or am i just enough?

i reflected in your bark colored eyes the way a mirror would not allow

produced by neverforever

do you really think you're safe here?
i hide the stitches on my back when you tear my shirt off
the way you run your hands across the bones that might stick out of my disfigured chest
you've run me to the fucking ground 
i'll drag my fangs across your body
to find your pulse under your sob story
i'll bathe in your blood like you bathed in my love
and once it's all over you'll leave until September

am i a trophy you'd rather leave at home?

produced by michael harrison

you could be my haunted house
it could be just you and i
we'll revel in the parasites
only your lifeblood gets me high
metal plated shield under my shirt
trust me, i know what you're plotting
i don't blame you, neither
we're not perfect, i know
i'm not your dream, i know
i'll take you with me, though
to a land dotted with misanthropes

you could be my haunted house
it could be just you and i
we'll revel in the parasites
i really hope i'm not intruding

i crawled into your mouth willingly
to be spat back out, again and again
the shape was different each time
but the feeling was just as hollow
i don't want my room to smell like acid anymore

you're a nautical nightmare, no compass could figure you out

produced by michael harrison

backed up to the ballroom
there's glass in your ruffled shirt
the chandelier has kissed the floor
rattling armor in passing
how long has it been like this?
my ship's mast devoured by the sea
butchered by the current and the wind
i hope you find all the journals on the blackened beach
containing all the words, that to you i couldn't reach
my fangs scrape against your tongue
the flesh is lodged in between
all rotten now, but still there
i hope i'll kill you again someday
the sun burns long
the lock's bent upwards
a gaping hole in the casket
how long has it been?
where's your pocket watch?
who am i talking to when the mirror's not involved? 

compass going haywire

produced by neverforever

the fabric swims along the deck
waterlogged and intimate
rotting forth along the ship
kerosene lamps swing in wind

how much more until i stumble onto your vessel left on the blackened beach?
with bite marks in your neck, whose holes are filled by the darkened sea
the cliffs wrap around your legs and paint the broken bones of thee
with sand and rocks, with crimson blood

a distant glow piercing through the gloom, it's cold light burns me

produced by neverforever

turpentine spills between the floorboards
as i pivot to the iron bars
that kept me on this Isle, forlorn
i can't say that i miss the city lights
the catacombs known as subway line
gargoyles tower above the electric grid
just like the waterspout to our doomed ship
in contrast this seems like a paradise
but their hammer-headed forms keep me up at night
and on the cobble of this stone cell
the water starts to burn as it pours in
i'll tear up this painting
and watch it's face scream in anguish
whilst my face goes blank 
and ichor seeps in

as long as we suffer beautifully

produced by neverforever

i never should've said that i loved you
how come we coexist in this putrid life?
the haunted rapier's glint in my glowing eyes
i must've died the day you put me in your passenger's
for these a single shot in my flintlock
and i only see my future as an exit wound

do you derive pleasure from this intrusive pursuit of me?

produced by neverforever

edwardian towers, we've made port
in the pouring rain in Glasgow
they saw the death in my eyes
they'll a spin yarn, of that i'm sure
and i'll pick a tavern to hide my face
from the blinding sun that scorches my skin
bound in leather, bound by blood
i'll make a lover, of you yet
even with the stake in my throat
it was by your hand, and i wouldn't have it any other way

haunted rapier, be my instrument of death on this forlorn isle

produced by neverforever

drag me past the church arch
put me down, like a dog
the godrays shine through the crumbled portcullis
onto my body, plagued by sin
i feel the sizzling on my skin, but it's okay
as long as it's you, as long as you're the last one i see
her breasts pressed against my chest
i feel her breathe
she sees me perish

birthed with a silver tongue and obsidian teeth, unshackle me from the burden of life

produced by neverforever

don't look at me like i would take you home
that is if you'd look at me at all
we're really stuck in this huh, just like last fall
amanda, things don't seem to different from back then
met some new faces but they're hollow now
and i've hid away from being a lover, for a while
i cannot really take you serious
when you say you love me, that is if you even did
would your tongue graze past my lips?

a worthless conjecture

produced by neverforever

crackling fire, you're my all
crosses dot the lands above
the hill where they have pilfered us
the men in armor formed of rot
they swung their rapiers wild above
they spewed silver on metallic
aftertaste
broken bones
crackling fire

something important sounding

produced by neverforever

now i'm glad you don't judge what i'm going through
but it's a damn shame what i put us through
we could've been something real poignant
is there a reason why you kept me staring like that?
what, what
left your spit covered lips
your bright pink hair against my nose
against my body

let bilge crested hulls of the sea bury it's mysteries

produced by neverforever

get me off 
this damp rock
it's been a couple months 
since i saw the sails rip off the royals
the way you treated me was royal
pardon me, you struck me fierce 
the gears inside my heart stood still
with the perfect blade between my shield 
drown me out and bite my lips
let the salt flow through my skin
and when hammerheaded forms stick out
their visage blooms, so horrified
pale white eyes
pale brown skin
leathery skin blows with the power of a thousand winds
let the right one in?
posses me then,
I want to devour thee

twitching a lit cigarette against a powder keg

produced by michael harrison

could you go aloft
and fetch my ragged bow
it's under the arrow slit
amanda, take it slow
a knight wonders the halls
a specter, blue in tone
his head sits right beneath
his cracked collarbones
it's not safe here, i know
but let's just stay a while
and let it envelop us
this pursuit, do you enjoy it?
because i sure as hell don't
planted above the cross-trees a flag burnt beyond recognition
would you recognize me still, my love?
or is that only when my face is turned away?

you're my deer in lanterlight

produced by michael harrison

this vanity is bound by an oath by design
it's decorated with your dry lips now
i watch your spit blow bubbles as you open your mouth
my cells blow asunder as you tear them right out

put pressure on my chest, breaking my ribs in half
there's a ship way out west, and it has run aground
on the shores of France, nearly a year gone by
yet i still remain blind to love with both eyes

you reverberated against my hollow body and shepherded a sunlight that grew it flowers

produced by neverforever

i apologize that i shake so much
it's apparent that i'm not used to love
in the fishing hamlet we were stuck upon
they held high, those guns
ready, aim , misfire
slumped upon the rocks birthed a vampire

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