lost in space, i got left behind
@harvest & @kryptik_official

Im sippin, over 100 degrees
Posted with my boys, sippin Hennessey
I'm trippin shawty down on her knees
Everything be okay I feelin good in the breeze
I get it lit man, You know we overseas
Fly to Dubai, we'll be back in a week
Feelin like a hitman, you won't barely see me
I'm gone in the wind, hiding in the streets

I just popped a hydro pill I'm bout to lose my mind
You be watchin every step biting on my style
Why you making music? man why you wasting time?
Watchin all my videos and biting all my rhymes
Air Force 1s so green look just like lime
Thaiboy Goon just poured a four and we about to fly
Runnin round the airport with money on my line
Yung Leandoer don't give a fuck about the fame
I'm your girlfriends favourite rapper
All these other boys they lame
SBE, 4CG the team we switching last night, switching lanes
I had to go to rehab they claimed I was insane
R-red roses in my bathtub, don’t give a fuck about the game

left behind

iphone mic
prod. @tothegood

lyrics: 
you found me
and i dont really know what to say
wish i had the feelings as you have for me
probably od on something
as i feel all dead inside
wish i never knew how to breathe
wish i never knew how to speak
i dont know much but i know what i feel
Isnt it obvious i feel pain
wearing my mask as always
this is who i am
i really dont like myself
but you really liked everything about me
so scared to loose everything
it hurts to leave your massages on read
feeling bad on the inside
probably gonna cry and die out
as always thats how it ends
stuck inside myself
dont wanna open up
feeling good but i cant express a single one

this was all a surprise

@killedmyself
got no strength back

They asked me if everything was okay
I Told them everything is good to not change their mood
I just feel like i should've never been born
I just dont wanna live in this world anymore
Put the blade into my heart 
I dont want this feeling anymore
Still stuck in my past but i just wanna leave
Mamma telling me i should just forget it all
Hard for me when i grew up this way
and she doesnt even know

Everybody forgot me 
I dont want to feel this way
Go ahead just kill me now
Im ready to fucking dissapear
Hiding everything i got from my mom
Spending my days in the cold
Spending my days druggin myself up
Help me mother i dont wanna feel like this
I just want leave this Earth without hurting my family
I cant take this no more

everything happens for a reason

prod. @AMNYSTbeats

i might be wrong 
or thats just a feeling
deeply inside i know
we could be everything
please just give me a clue

the people i used to call friends 
are now gone forever
i wont hurt anybody
if you just leave me alone
im just sippin hennessey
while i look at the moon
im trying to forget you
i was prepared for the worst
i cant even go home
im nowhere to be seen
everybody seems fine
nobody seems to care
i feel so hopeless
everybody are seeking relevance
while they cant explain why
im just sitting in my room 
im so irrelevant like all of us
i say i care with my heart
maybe with a some caring 
you could change my world
you just seem so ungreatfull
and i know we seem so different
but our soul seems so equal

you were exactly like them

im sorry if i did something wrong
prod. @killedmyself

(i would do anything to keep it from getting blown out)
im trying my best but i dont want to see it all fall
i just hope you aint the same
im so tired of these fucking clones
all those memories that we have
i just cant see how i would forget a single one
lost alot of sleep so i always feel weak waking up

even if you leave me i just hope it aint the truth
im still gonna remember everyday spent
i dont know how you would look at me 
if i spent my night drinking
of the thinking that you would leave me
but it seems like im forgotten
i've always been the same and it will never change
but it doesnt seem to be enough
can't you just tell if im the problem
never wanted to change for anyone
but you gave me the light in my candle

do you mind telling me, instead of messing with my brain?

prod. @greaf

you say you love me
but i cant see you
loved you so much 
but nothings in return
left broken hearted 
and my tears fill the ocean
hate me if you want
but i dont really want that
eyes cant even reunite
even feelings feel vain
i just hate being here
stomp death in my brain
and i cant see no way out
ive always been the same
staying in a dark room
feels like home
like this is what i want
but my parents try to get me out
hope you see my death
hate me if you want
cause you picked ur card
i dont really care much

maybe some other time

prod. @GREAF

everything spins around when i see you
every morning i feel nothing
i just wanna stay sleeping
life been hectic since the day that you left me
i just wanna feel fine
i just wanna feel worth something
everyone blames me, everyone hates me

kill me, i want to be forgotten

prod. @colorhue

i dont dream anymore in my sleep
like you erased my cause
eyes slowly starting to close
everything is blurry like im under water drowning
i just wish you told the truth from the start
before i was struck with a brick in my face
like this was a game of chest
i felt like you understood me like the only one
even when i didnt understand myself
even tho i didnt have purpose in this world
keeping myself in the same room 
heads so insane i be soberless
i cant keep my anxiety away
trying to express myself with the heart you left

fell apart

ɪ ᴍɪss ʏᴏᴜ

if you ever want to use this shit PM me

you weren't here, when it happened

prod. @killedmyself

i dont always seem so friendly
but if you get to know me
i could show you me
you chose the path of not connecting with me
please just blade me up
you never seemed so different as you said
how could i believe you
i dont need anymore ash in my heart
(i dont need it anymore)
its always about you
leaves fell from the trees
let me disintegrate the same way we seperated
why cant i just leave
these pills deleted my memories
i wake up and its all the same

(why cant i just leave, its all the same)

nothing has been the same since

prod. @killedmyself

where are you 
when i really need you
where is god 
when i need him
blood on my cheeks
cold sweat under my clothes

no luck

prod. by @voidstayhere

hanging off the fence throwing up
can't pretend that im okay
burning cigarrets on my skin
just to focus on something else
another day where i wish i was dead
i say i dont care and its true
but i cant pretend that i only want hell
everybody hurt me so much
that i couldn't really care about their excistence

Breaking

prod. @greaf

i've been dreaming about you
and i've been screaming like fucking hell
im losing my voice
nothings worse when you leave
i cant explain what i feel
i know i dont even deserve you
cocaine in my blood, just to numb my head
you didnt really tell alot about urself
i cant just walk away, like you weren't here
and i just wanna smoke and feel everything dissapear
watching leaves slowly fall
and hit the ground, disintegrate down into the earth
put a bullet in my chest and see nothing come out
i just want to get away
cuts on my wrist
i hate what i see
i know thats how everyone feels about me

why did you stop talking to me?

why am i wasting my time...
breathing underneath the surface
i cant make myself go away
hate the pain that fucks my sleep up
what is ease when you cant go away
promised myself i wouldn't fall in love
you settled in my head
bust a bullet through my skull
i wont even feel a fucking thing
i can barely speak with the things in my head
you're the only beautiful memory
if i could forget the pain
looking at the stars
wondering where you are
why am i wasting my damn time

knife in my back thats how you left me
you keep telling everybody we in the end
without even telling me
you're hurting me with someone else

days wasted on draining my mind (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

so isolated that i feel weird being a human
popped another one maybe it could change things
its weird that you're not here
packed my stuff i need to go somewhere else
maybe it could stop
smoke a blunt in my room
let me dissapear in the smoke
lost in the maze
i love you more than i hate myself
these drugs let me go to another place
i love feeling different
maybe you should try it with me
i just need you by my side
everyday feels the same
like its the same time

horxie

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