Never felt one hundred percent
Questions unanswered
how do i know how it’s working
I’m feeling uncertain
All these changing perspectives and perceptions
what direction have i chosen
Am i the only one

Might be

Is it the right perspective
Is it just something subjective
Is it the way i express it
Feeling disconnected from the rest

Stumbling over these words
Struggling to find my way in this world

Might be
Think im alright
It’s getting better now

3/3/2022 - 24/3/2022

Stumbling

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

Did she text back
I pick up my phone
staring at the screen for two minutes
it felt like forever

I know there’s been setbacks
But it is half past eight
man i should be wake
but i can’t complain
no not this time

Well
I guess trying can’t help it but
All the towing and the hauling
still again and again
Maybe i should cull my mind before i’ll get strained

The herald kept me on edge
Been idle for as long as i can remember me
Oh
I’ll roam up this time for how long to me
I’ll hone to a better me
Think it’s just one inhale away

There’s too much rain to say

4/6/2023 - 24/8/2023

Slecht-Weer-Vandaag

https://ffm.to/alwayswere

cover art by noah geene https://temberl.in/ 

i think i see it in the distance 
___________________________________
always were, like you always were
its the rote screen door on your front porch 
where you fell asleep on the tile floor
but you've unstrung all your britching now

bite my tongue 'till it falls right off
its the tailgate on that fane barbwire 
trace the windshield as we drove for miles 
spurn the sauder on the backing line
and i swear i saw you standing at the edge 

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

always were

a part of "Midair" - cover art by Certly (instagram: imcertly)
featuring @pronouncedtower

Lyrics:
I meant to apologize
But I never got the chance to I've been
Suffering sometime
I like to go lengthy drives for thousand miles
Yeah yeah take your time I've waited long enough to die
And that's not nice
Re-Recognize what's on my mind
I knew something would fall
I knew something
I knew something would fall
Something to bring back
Something that we had
I knew something would fall
I knew something
I knew something would fall
Something to bring back
Something that we had
Why you gotta stay mad, did I, ever tell you
How much you meant when we had, our ups no downs
Why could we not be together, if we're meant to be -gether
Everything coming down, I understand you now
Keep me in mind, I gotta worry
The misplaced anger that you had
Seems to be coming back
I understood what it was, back then but by now it should have passed
Are you ok with that?
I’m doing all I can “for right now”
Will we make it up again
I’m doing all I can
will we make it, make it up
I knew something would fall
I knew something
I knew something would fall
Something to bring back
Something that we had
I knew something would fall
I knew something
I knew something would fall
Something to bring back
Something that we had

would fall

would fall (feat. twr)

prod. jackwiththemac

bitch im booted up (x8)
i been bussin off this pack now
pussy want the smoke then ima get
his ass packed out
ri riding with my brothers
you know he gon pull the mac out
he trynna step to us
but he got sat down
bi bitch im rocking all designer
you can't relate
i got this .40 tucked up on me
got it on my waist
they talking shit up on that twitter
won't say it to my face
im getting pussy and im young
bitch what can i say?
im only 19
and im coming up
i don't give a fuck about a bitch
i run it up
i got a switchblade on me
yeah we chop you up
ARP automatic if you acting tough
aye pull up to the hood solo
you know ima gun em down
i don't give a fuck about the opps
i got a hunnid round
bitch we servin dope and that coke
we got hella pounds
shootin at yo face im seeing red
you a fuckin clown, foreal
bitch im booted up (x8)

booted up

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

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