After hours of hyperfocusing on audio mastery..(let me dream), i now present you my first ever proper song, audio creating using bandlad from scratch, vocals by me, enjoy :>

Призрак внутри (Ghost Within)

Призрак внутри (Ghost Within)  REMASTERED

“Script Killed” is a raw, unapologetic journey through the dark corners of my past, where pain and silence were the only constants. This song reflects my life as I navigated through an abusive childhood, using hacking as my way of surviving the emotional chaos. Raised in a home where love was absent and fear was constant, I turned to the digital world, finding solace in the code that became my refuge.



From the coldness of my father’s indifference to the betrayal of a childhood friend, this track unearths the emotional scars that led me down the path of hacking—not for power or fame, but to feel something real, to touch a spark of life. “Script Killed” is about the void inside me, the endless nights spent coding away the pain, and the moment everything came crashing down.



The song also reflects the ultimate price I paid for trusting the wrong people. When my best friend turned me in, I ended up with a cybercrime record that altered the course of my life. Through the lyrics, I share the story of betrayal, the sense of never truly belonging, and the emotional toll of living in a world that never understood me. It’s a story of survival, of fighting back through the only way I knew how: through lines of code, each one a cry for help that went unheard.

-Shadowxxvxh

Script Killed

“Script Killed” is a raw, unapologetic journey through the dark corners of my past, where pain and silence were the only constants. This song reflects my life as I navigated through an abusive childhood, using hacking as my way of surviving the emotional chaos. Raised in a home where love was absent and fear was constant, I turned to the digital world, finding solace in the code that became my refuge.



From the coldness of my father’s indifference to the betrayal of a childhood friend, this track unearths the emotional scars that led me down the path of hacking—not for power or fame, but to feel something real, to touch a spark of life. “Script Killed” is about the void inside me, the endless nights spent coding away the pain, and the moment everything came crashing down.



The song also reflects the ultimate price I paid for trusting the wrong people. When my best friend turned me in, I ended up with a cybercrime record that altered the course of my life. Through the lyrics, I share the story of betrayal, the sense of never truly belonging, and the emotional toll of living in a world that never understood me. It’s a story of survival, of fighting back through the only way I knew how: through lines of code, each one a cry for help that went unheard.

-Shadowxxvxh 

Script Killed REMASTERED

Hacker Scum

The Shadowxxvxh Logs

BLACK HAT LOVE DEADLY ROMANCE

BLACK HAT LOVE DEADLY ROMANCE REMASTERED

A chaotic blend of my native language Russian and English, born from the ashes of my first love. This song is raw, weird, and unfiltered just like suppresed feelins... It’s not perfect, but it’s real. Every sound is a memory I couldn’t say out loud. -Shadoxxvxh

For The Sound Of You (я бы всё отдала чтобы услышать тебя ещё раз)

S0ND3R

Anarchobyte

Cccyanide13

Candy

A HACKERS GUIDE TO OWNING THE NET (while wearing pajamas)

basically AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Signal Breach

The Shadowxxvxh Archives is a collection I made back in 2022. I never posted it before because, honestly, it was just for us..a close-knit circle I vibed with at the time. It was never meant to be public; it was about feeling the moment, creating for fun, and sharing energy with people I trusted.Now, I’m putting it out because I realized if I don’t, it will just disappear into lost media, and that’s not how I want it to live. Even if only one person connects with these tracks, even if only one person feels the vibe I was chasing back then, that’s enough. This is me being real, giving a piece of my past to anyone who wants to listen.

FIREWALL

dedicated to someone who doesnt deserve a song tbh

Shadowxxvxh

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