Supervert's Necrophilia Variations as read by Stoya, a video uploaded by Clayton Cubitt for the Hysterical Literature project thing in which women read books and stories whilst using a vibrator that i turned into a slow, trippy atmospheric song using FL Studio 9

I do not own the rights to the book or the project or anything about this at all okay not a single damn thing

also it's over seven minutes long and the orgasm part is around six minutes in and that was a tricky part because the entire reading is very quiet but she gets really loud and the limiter thing is not very effective so it may clip a little bit around that part but hey oh well i did my best here

i wanted to make this more family friendly by cropping out the whole climax part but y'know it wouldn't be the same because she'd just sound reALLY EXCITED ABOUT READING

original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQuT-Xfyk3o

Necrophilia Variations

i hope you know what you're getting into by listening to a song that has tags that include "orgasm" and "literature" so just don't say i didn't warn you

but yeah this is Still Life with Woodpecker by Tom Robbins read by Danielle posted on youtube by Clayton Cubitt for the Hysterical Literature project thing i dunno but yeah it's this thing where women read literature out loud whilst using a vibrator basically yeah and i made a slow atmospheric song out of it on FL Studio 9 somewhat xxyyxx inspired i suppose

i do not own the rights to the book or Hysterical Literature thing or anything at all involved in this song

the climax part is around 4:50 or so i dunno but yeah if you read the description of Necrophilia Variations, it's kinda the same. also had limiter troubles around that part where it may clip i'm not too sure.

i wanted to make this more family friendly by cropping out the whole climax part but y'know it wouldn't be the same because she'd just sound reALLY EXCITED ABOUT READING

original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEx2zQ_0Inc

Still Life With Woodpecker

I made this jokingly to begin with when I covered Worst Behavior by Drake also on guitar and it was funny so I was like hey I'm gonna do a bunch of other rap songs but I made this one and I ended up pretty satisfied with it actually yeah so here it is.

IFHY (Tyler the Creator white boy acoustic Cover) [explicit]

an effect-heavy song i made over a track i already had made of just soft wurlitzer keyboard and drum. lots of sound effects and dreamy vocal noises. somewhat influenced by teen suicide, salvia plath, and slugabed

lyrics:
"don't let me change you."

weightless girl

a terrible cover of a really good song i've been playing a lot lately thanks

Even Born Again (Sarah Jaffe Cover)

uh the first song is a remix of my own song it's on small bright boy i think

i don't actually have names for any of the other songs but i already have a song called "untitled" and i don't want a bunch more. fuck it. here. love u

"facebook boyfriend"

a flower that i collect (trap beat remix)

this one is also different from the others in that the meaning is not at all romantic but like it's a long personal thing that i'll probably get into a long time after this is no longer relevant if u remind me

played with an acoustic guitar (chords: Fmaj7-Dmin7-Gmin7-Emaj7) over a constantly-looping drum machine track i made in FL Studio 12

lyrics:
"you got those two-toned eyes, heterochromia. you got a good disguise, but i'm onto ya. best-kept secrets, never felt so good to keep it. i swear i could stay forever in the smell that's in my outfit.

wouldn't believe it, it feels just like i need this. i can't ignore - you give me feelings you know i can't dismiss. what's this feeling? watch you put on something more revealing; see you like this for the first time, baby, you're so appealing.

oh, you couldn't change, though it's your choice now, right? i swear to god, i'd give my all just to hear what your voice sounds like. sleep in my bed, baby, i know that you feel so stupid 'cause your feelings and your thoughts always get so convoluted.

you're always with me -- will you still be when i'm fifty? i know you'll still be pretty; maybe i won't feel so guilty. collecting little things for you, like pearls, i was wondering if you would be my girl."

heterochromia

this one is an actual love song about a particular specific real living existent human person that i personally knew unlike the others. i wrote it when i first started dating this person, and re-worked it uhhhhhhhh like a week or two before we broke up 'cause it was gonna be some whole like sweep-her-off-her-feet type deal to make up for a bad few months but then i remembered that nobody likes my music except for me and that one guy from reddit(whom i love and appreciate) so i doubted myself on it until we broke up

played with an acoustic guitar (chords: Am-C-F for the verses, C-C7-F for the choruses), a snare drum, and i hit a large upright fan with a drumstick. it's one of those like tall skinny holmes brand fans if anyone wanted to know.


lyrics:
"far from home, but close to you, and that's close enough.
afraid of the dark, afraid to move, i'm afraid of love.
i've seen you every night, how does that feel?
you're only somewhat real.
there are a few things left to learn.
i wanna see how this turns out.

'cause
i wanna know you like i know the words to the real slim shady.
i wanna feel better than i've been feeling lately.
i wanna wash away your sins like a baptism font,
and when you die i hope you pick me to haunt.

haven't had an ounce of pride in years.
could i stop you if you manifest my fears?
you take care of me, pulling gravs in your car.
has anyone told you just how kind you are?
there's so much left to learn.
i wanna see how this tu-u-u-u-urns out.

'cause
i wanna know you like i know video game lore.
i wanna know the way i feel and if you feel it more
i wanna know what you're so worried about,
i wanna convince you not to back out.

i wanna know you like i know how to swim.
i wanna not know where one of us ends and the other begins.
i wanna kiss you in the woods, tripping over roots.
i wanna hear you speak, your voice is so cute.

i wanna know you like i know useless facts.
i wanna crack your back.

i wanna know you like i know how to get rid of fruit flies.
i wanna make you feel nice.

i wanna know you like i know myself.
i wanna look after yo-o-o-o-our health.

i wanna know you like i know myself.
i wanna look after yo-o-o-o-our health."

getting to know you

three (3) love songs from an album i'm working on, called all-tile room, getting to know you, and heterochromia. the cover photo is a picture of the floor of the old presidential hotel that i accidentally took while trying to take a video. the lyrics are too long i'll include em in the comments if i can.

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ALL-TILE ROOM

a song about a birthday gift bag i found on the floor of -- of course -- the all-tile room attached to the bathroom in the abandoned cafe in the old presidential hotel, a large abandoned hotel in my area. when i looked at it, i immediately imagined a whole scene of like taking someone on a date to this place on their birthday and how perfectly romantic this place must be for a couple that really doesn't care about filth

played with an acoustic guitar (chords: F-Dm-Gm-C), a snare drum, and my cat piano i got from goodwill, on the "bells" setting, playing the notes F, D, G, and C during the choruses.
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GETTING TO KNOW YOU

this one is an actual love song about a particular specific real living existent human person that i personally knew unlike the others. i wrote it when i first started dating this person, and re-worked it uhhhhhhhh like a week or two before we broke up 'cause it was gonna be some whole like sweep-her-off-her-feet type deal to make up for a bad few months but then i remembered that nobody likes my music except for me and that one guy from reddit(whom i love and appreciate) so i doubted myself on it until we broke up

played with an acoustic guitar (chords: Am-C-F for the verses, C-C7-F for the choruses), a snare drum, and i hit a large upright fan with a drumstick. it's one of those like tall skinny holmes brand fans if anyone wanted to know.
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HETEROCHROMIA

this one is also different from the others in that the meaning is not at all romantic but like it's a long personal thing that i'll probably get into a long time after this is no longer relevant if u remind me

played with an acoustic guitar (chords: Fmaj7-Dmin7-Gmin7-Emaj7) over a constantly-looping drum machine track i made in FL Studio 12

all-tile room

hey i'm working on another soft acoustic album idk what its called yet here's a short song called cave paintings on curtains

this is a song kinda broadly abt like interacting w ppl and not having a great time. and also about how i feel really very small i feel so so small with alarming regularity. the title relates to this one time i stayed up really late and the sun came up so i put down the blanket i have tacked to my wall as a curtain and it's really old and thin and stretched out in parts and it had a weird texture to it in the sunlight that made it look like it was covered in tiny little cave paintings

lyrics:
"first i'll think that it's my fault
then i'll think that it's your fault
then i'll think that it's my fault
but it's gotta be your fault
everything's always my fault
everything's always your fault
i don't do well with others
after a while my skin crawls
and i start to feel smothered
i don't think think that it's your fault
always feel like i'm so small
blending into the floorboards
and i feel like i'm so small
like i'd fit under your door"

chords:
CAPO 4: C-E-F

p.s. know that i love you

brand new hell?

cave paintings on curtains

here's a song about feeling disconnected

"can't tell if it matters, but my heart's beating faster than it was before.
no hell and no magic, bathmats are my mattress on the floor.

with pockets of sweets and anxious feet, i'll play the fool,
and i'll try to retreat, but it would seem i'm stuck with you.

with rain on the window when you're driving so slow, i'll fall asleep.
i was trying to go home. i never could say no. that's all on me.

thoughts as slow as molasses slip out from synapses now and then.
do you think it matters if we fail all our classes and take them again?"

i love you <3 very much

tabs:
EAD
x2x
23x
x35
35x

i made this using reason essentials. i used tape distortion. i have a wii microphone stuck in the very same fake tree in the picture because i do not have a microphone stand, and a yamaha acoustic guitar. this is one single track, first take.

no hell?

if it matters

Apres Moi - Regina Spektor
An even more orchestral version of Apres Moi by Regina Spektor.
Regina Spektor please don't kill me for remaking your song and uploading it without your permission thank you.

Apres Moi (Regina Spektor Remake)

i put out some more awful music if u wanna give it a listen sometime
this song is on the album called scary it's almost entirely freestyle lil things
[ https://passingparty.bandcamp.com/album/scary ]

its abt how cool it would be to be an animal and its a single take with no lyrics written until i sat down to publish it

thanks for listening i love u

lyrics:
"i wanna be a frog
live in the lilypads
in the marshes
it's harmless

i wanna be a mouse
living on-- in a hole in the sidewalk
in the city on a MARTA station
nearby

i wanna be the hawk
that flew past my window
earlier today
that's killing little birds
and mice
all the time

i wanna be the city coyote
who got himself too far in town somehow
and can't figure out
how to get out

i wanna be a snake
that lives inside of a hole
in a tree stump
i think that'd be cool"

scary

cool to be an animal

song abt becoming a vampire

lyrics:
"stupid decisions
another mistake
like a bat you awake
as the sun goes down
and your mouth
has teeth like a snake
i'll let your venom pass through me
my veins awake
only my fangs are fake

and i feel it in my core
i'm not alone anymore
and you take your word to your grave
am i the last mortal soul you'll save?

you're too quiet to question
and your word is your law
when you're up in the rafters
i can't see you at all
you'll ask for forgiveness
when i am already dead
and when your blood passes through me
is it your thoughts in my head?

i feel it in my core
i'm not alone anymore
and you take your word to your grave
am i the last mortal soul you'll save?"

made in reason essentials. all instruments (drums, mute guitar, wide chamber orchestra, and violin) are just keyboard sounds recorded from a casio keyboard using a wii microphone.

passing party

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